Happy New Years Everyone!!!

Thats it just happy new years

Who should I be?

For a long time now I have been Lara...I wish to change that. But I am not very creative when it comes to renaming myslef. I know it is a personal thing to give ones self a BM name but I would like Ideas.
Those of you who feel they know me well enough and who have a good enough grasp on who i am let me know, maybe not a name persay, but what you think of me and a suggestion.
As some of you may know 2008 is going to be my first Burning Man experience and I wish to be there in its entirity (is that a word?).
thanks

No Work! HELP!!!

I need Ideas for how to get massage clients in SF...

I've tried:
Craigslist.com
Tribe.com

I'm going to try:
HealthProfs.com
Going to Lamaze places in SF
Craiglslist.com (again)
Tribe.com )again)
Posting fliers in local buisnesses

ummmmmmmm....

Where would you look for a nice relaxing massage or pregnancy massage? Any Ideas? What else could I do?

I've paid rent on a studio almost 4 months in a row and I've have 0 clients there.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

20th Birthday

wow I had a strange day for my birthday...
First I went to work like normal, then the nice lady at the front desk told me to go home because I had no cllients yet and it was my birthday. A couple hours later I got a call from work telling me I had to come back because I actually did have a client and the computers weren't working right. So I come back to work but this time i bring my brother so he could shop for my present. My car was making funny noises and smoking a little but I had to do my biznez so I ignored it. So I do my one client a nice pregnant lady which completely made my day when I was giving her a massage and felt the baby kick me. After that me and my brother get in the car and drive off, half way down the highway before I get on Dumbarton I hear a weird noise and see lots of smoke, so I stop. My brother gets out of the car then comes right back sits down and closes the door. He proceeds to tell me that my tire is GONE. So I do what any girl does when they don't know anything about cars, I paniked. Luckily we found a spar in the trunk...but it was deflated, so my brother took it and ran to hopefully find a gas station. My brother Ian totally save the day when he got a toe truck guy to come and put our tire back on my car. My car still sounds funny so I don't think that was the only hting wrong but I got home to celebrate my birthday. Jeez. The party was nice though, lots of family and friends around me there just for me, it was awesome.

NEW JOB!!!

I just started my new job today. Hooooooorayyyyyyy!!!!
It's even cooler than I thought, I get a break every time I'm not working on someone. I can trade for massages on my down time, I can read.
Today was my first day and I made $150 buck plus $50 in tips. can it get any sweeter than that? And my boss said I was starting "slow". All that and i only gave 5 massages.
Today my day consisted of arriving at 8:30am, reading for the first hour, giving an hour massage with a 15 dollar tip, getting a massage for a half an hour, giving another hour massage, getting a 20 dollar tip, giving another massage, getting a 5 dollar tip, drinking some tea and chilling in the tranquility room, giving two more massages back to back with tips 10 dollars for one and nothing for the last, then I went home.
I went home in alot of traffic but I didn't care I was excited about my job and my tips I didn't have to share.
YYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm excited if you can't notice.
=)
thanks for the audience.

HELP!!!

Quick, I start a new job on Wednsday...does anyone know how to prevent a cold when they fell one coming on???
I really can't afford to get sick now, if anyone has any tips please let me know.

Thanks a lot.

Love Lara.

Acid Totem-BioRhythm

BioRhythm was another awesome production from Acid Totem. There was lots of great music with a relaxing side just sitting in Golden Gate Park. It was a beautiful sunny day with a vollyball game and passerbys. You just came pulled up some grass and enjoyed the music, of coures there was the occasional dancer when the need arose.
There was a time early in the day when it was almost shut down by a police officer because he thought the music was too loud. But after that party pooper left they just turned it back up again, because really what harm were they doing?
It was a lovely party that allowed you to listen to great music, sit in the sun, and converse with the locals.

Can't wait for the July 28th, Full Moon Party they have every month.

Acid Totem lucid Dreams

Acid Totems recent beach party, Lucid Dreams, was a great success. After expenses they earned $618. There was a delightful scavenger hunt type directions which made finding this underground party lots of fun. When we got down to the party about an hour too early, no one was there yet and they had just barely got the music started. we had no idea how long it would take since we live in Union City, so we got there way too early.
After people started to show up the party really took off. There was no fire till half the night was already over so it was a bit chilly if you didn't keep dancing. It was a $5 admittance because this was a fundraiser party for their equiptment. We met lots of new people that shared experiences, dancing, and their poi.
Alot of the people there were under the age of 25, so it was a very undiversified. It was basically an outdoor rave.
My experience was stunted toward the end of the night by my brother getting a little too hammered. He took off to the beach which was separated by a cliff. he jumped off the cliff, skidded down and swam in the ocean all by himself, hammered as all get out. He came back yelling and upset, so I had to take care of him. When the party was over we barely made it to the car. But all in all it was a rather fun, adventureful night.
I am looking forward to next years Lucid Dreams San Fransisco Beach Party.

Man Trouble Rant: Part II

Okay, I've got the message by now. I don't need someone like that, he obviously don't want me anyway.

Now I have to come to grips with not having a boyfriend. i'm not the needy type of person but I enjoy having someone, being alone sucks, I don't like it. I haven't, not had a boyfriend for about 4 years, so this is going to be a challenge for me. I also haven't gone with out some lovin' for 4 years either. It will be interesting to find the balance between not being a slut and getting something from someone who may or may not want a relationship. But we'll see how it goes.

I am having an itch for a good party...anything coming up...anyone?

Meet new people, that's all I can do now.

Thanks for the advice and strength girls.

Love yous.

Man Trouble Rant!!!

I am almost done with exclusive relationships because MEN are children.
Am I being the dumb youngster only being 19 or is there something to that??
I've been seeing this 25 year old car salesman, who I met at my old job, Blockbuster. He was so adorable, coming every week even though he lived closer to the other Blockbuster just to see me. At the time I had a boyfriend so I made myself be a good girl, not easy! He would come to Blockbuster and ask me when I was going to run away with him. Such an intoxicating man. When I broke up with my boyfriend he was there to wisk me away. We became close. Now it's about four months later. I recently went on a camping trip, since I've been back something feels like it has shifted. I made a plan with him to see him, I missed him. He says ok and we plan to do something when he gets off work, he will call me when he's ready. Never calls never shows up...ok maybe he's tired and/or upset (he's having trouble finding somewhere to live his roommates can't make rent for the house they were supposed to move into together so now he's stuck living in their living room) understandable. I let it go. Two days go by no call, then he calls me and says we need to "TALK". Great he's going to come talk to to me, good new?, bad news?, catch-up? Again he dosen't show up, doesn't call. That's two times he has blown me off this week. Now I am a very patient, understanding person but this will get on my nerves soon. All I want is for him to call me and say I can't make it. That's it! At least then I don't realize at 11:30pm...oh he's not coming. Now because I'm calling him so much just to see if he's ok and what's going on I feel like the girlfriend that calls every ten seconds. I don't want to be that I just want to know what's going on with this guy. is that wrong? I don't think so. And, of course being a woman that thinks too much, I have thoughts of bad things, is this a clue to him being done with me, is he spending time with someone else, I don't freakin' know. I just what to know what is going on with my boyfriend.

Any tips?