You know that I grew up Catholic and exorcised my guilt
and hung up my cross named black sheep
in a shrine called self loathing.
I worship those icons only sometimes, times like now.
But those lanes that lead me here are overgrown,
the markers are faded and old.
Across the way I have been building a holy temple
with hammered gold and only precious things.
I call it the beautiful light of Self Worth and Reliance.
The walls, made of water admit only the slow and intentional of move... read more

Okay so there has been much change in my life in the past couple of months. I feel as if I am standing on the edge balancing barely between falling back on my ass or tipping forward into the free fall of the unknown. There has been a constant motion powering through every aspect of my life. I know that I am on the verge of Saturn return but good goddess help me. My job is insane, my partner and I broke up after 2.5 years together on the eve of moving in together, my mother is calling again, m... read more