Female

46

if you knew me in the past you wouldn't recognize me now. yes i was a cute girl growing up but i wasn't a good person. now i'm as big around as i am tall, i have a lot of medical needs and take a lot of medication. i've grown a hump on my back and my arms have shrunk and i always carry an apron but now i'm the kind of person that i've always wanted to be on the inside. i know how to love but i'm still not smart about picking those in my life that will accept me for me but i'm workin' on it. i have a wonderful adult son that is married to the most beautiful and loving girl and they are expecting their first child any day now.

my life is good but i haven't learned how to handle that yet. i hope that i will be able to before it's too late to enjoy it. i have a wonderful boyfriend that has worked very hard to prove his love to me for almost ten years now and i think i am starting to wear him down. so i guess you could call me a self-sabotageer......is that even a word?

781.373.0107<--- you can call anytime you like and leave a message.
Moving to Long Beach by the end of this month