a rainy day and busy work- ready to take the plunge in to being a business man. Even as I bid for paint jobs, I realize I am getting closer to being my own design/build boss. The experience with clients, with highering others, with making a big job comprehenable. It is all part of the training. Although challenging at times, I am happy to not be a waiter. This fatigue is settling in some ways.
Daily checks to GreenDreamJobs and Nohojobs have me hoping to find something exciting and big to apply for. In the end grad school is ni the horizon.
Sometimes looking to the future can motivat the present, other times it is distracting.
sometimes being in ego can be motivating, other times it can cast shadows like heavy clouds full of deception.
Accept the gifts that are granted daily, focus on the positive, and learn to be in tune with what is.