Who decides what is impossible? Or why it is so? What is the measurement? Who decided this measurement? Does it have a rubric? I've often wondered this when people tell me something is impossible, so lately it's been a lot whenever anyone asks what I'm going to school for. 99.7 % of the population tell me that what I'm doing is impossible. I don't think so. Am I wrong? Foolhardy? Or maybe I wasn't informed of the impossible meter? I'm going to be getting a quadruple-major in secondary educati... read more

hmm, I've decided to include some of my own poetry in here, unfortunately most of my good ones are either floating around my old house in Ohio, or on that computer in that same house.... I knew i keep forgetting to download all those files when I'm home, doh!! oh well, here's one of my earlier ones that I still think is pretty good. I wrote this one September or October (I really need to date these thigs) of 2000. It was shortly after both my brothers had left within a week of eachother and I... read more

I've decided that it's amazing how one week or even several weeks can be going so well, and then in just a day it all crashes around you. I really try not to complain because I realize that compared to many people, my problems and issues are really small and insignificant. I''m also kinda sad that my first entry is going to be thus, but gosh darn it, a girl needs to get it all out of her sometimes, especially when she's limited in people to express herself to. Part of that I admit is my own d... read more