this is the same blog as on my myspace page...its just nice to keep up with everyone :)
So spring is here and with spring we all try to clean out the cobwebs and get a fresh start on things, so thats what i'm doing. i figure almost 2 years of being in the pits is just about long enough and i'm doing my bestest to get out of it. i'm actually in a very happy spot at the moment, distance considered, but as is everything else its happening for a reason. the reason right now is to give me time to do some spring cleaning and get rid of some extra baggage.

life with april, ruby and richard, (not to mention their 3 dogs 2 cats and 2 birds on top of my 4 dogs 2 cats 4 birds and a snake) has been great. i love having them in the house, seeing ruby grow up, being a part of the "family" is awesome. shes my closest friend at the moment and i enjoy spending what little time i do see them together with them. richard is a great house husband, they have revamped my bathroom, and he mows the grass and such. they are spring cleaning as well and have recently sold their house and are looking for a new one to move into! things are moving about nicely....

so we're having a garage sale this weekend and i'm purging kiwi's things yet again. its time, i'm actually looking at all my extra crap and asking myself if i want to move with it.....yes boys and girls a change is coming for me and spring is the time for the revelations to appear. so in an effort to live my life and not one of the past or one that isnt even my own, i've decided to clean the cobwebs, get rid of some extra baggage, and focus on getting myself back right again.

i'll keep you all posted, but suffice to say i'm happy, i'm letting go of some things i never thought i would because the time is finally right. thank you all for sticking through with me, giving me support, advice, a shoulder to cry on....i love ya!