I recently got accepted to San Fransisco State University and I'm still waiting to hear from the others. Hopefully I get accepted by the others I'm a little nervous about the whole college thing right now. Oh and today I help saved 5 lives by donating blood. This is only second time and I'm sooo glad to say I didn't faint like last year. I still have the scar on my back.

You try and help someone and they turn around and stab you in the back. The world is filled with people who use and abuse your kindness..it even worse when those people are your family. I guess some people just don't want to live happy lives. I guess some people want to be abusive relationships. I have no other explanation for the event that are unfolding before my eyes. I guess the part that hurts the most is knowing I can't do anything about it.