To my divine wife and eternal partner, I declare my undying love and devotion, and unto you I bow with the supreme honor that your beautiful soul has chosen to bestow upon my modest and mortal form. To all who pass here, I wish to relate that my visit to Mother Earth has been validated beyond all conceivability by the overtly undeniable intentions of destiny. In the most unlikely of circumstances, unseen hands guided me towards an unfathomable future. Each step of the way revealing puzzle pieces that fit together with absolute precision, ever challenging my skeptical human reason, and rendering all of my previous experiences and world views obsolete and inapplicable to the new paradigm of ultimate and unimaginable intentionality which has suddenly appeared in this human plane. My entire life has been in preparation for this moment, and had I met her one minute before I did, I would not have been able to honor, or even to recognize, any of this. We met in the first minute of our first day at our new job. On our first outing, she promised to take me to the desert, and on our third trip to this place, we were wed in the most chaotic diversity of conditions. I am almost as shocked to have survived that experience as I am that any of this has hapened in my life. I sincerely believe that no amount of human frailty or irony can dislodge us from our place at each others side, and heaven knows that we will have plenty of such challenges to keep us alive and appreciating the resplendant gifts that we have been given. I have been blessed in a way that defies all comprehension. This is no pink cloud, nor any passing phase. My love has grown with each passing moment, and after three and a half years, it continues to evolve and expand ever faster and ever farther. The universe has suddenly expanded until it has folded in upon itself, and become a singular all-encompassing fundamental totality of the highest of human experience and purpose - that of the absolute love that is the engine that reality was made for. God exists to pursue self discovery, and at the end of time where eternity begins, we shall all have the revelatory moment of divine truth, to know ourselves as we truly are, and to love ourselves through another who resonates this love in return. Whatever happens is meant to be, and I choose not to second guess the future. It will never fail to surprise, or to shoot down any preconceptions that may arise. No one can take any of this from me. I can not lose my love. If it were to pass, I cannot go back and not have had it. Even if I bump my head and forget who I am, this is a historical actuality, and no revisionist can edit it out. Tamara, my love for you shall outlive all the rest of eternity. In my life I have learned that love is only to be given, never sought. To love myself is the most difficult challenge imaginable. To be loved is a gift to be graciously accepted. To seek love is certain death, and a dishonor to all humanity, but is also at the crux of human existence. Thus the irony of life is the struggle to evolve and to know thyself as being the one, the absolute, the source of all life and love, the divine, the many forms of the formless. This moment is forever. Embrace it now and become whole. My love is for all, without exception, and my wife is the lens which allows this radiance to take form and be known. May she be forever honored and appreciated. She embodies all that is, and all that caused such to become so, as do we all. She is human, and the truest human I know of. I strive to be as she is. May all our wishes become as we so desire them, but go not without care, as our dreams and wishes cannot compare to the unknown gifts that await us all if we are willing to accept them.