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Crystal

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joined on 10/14/06
last updated 08/07/07
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about me
~After much reflection, hard work, and focus...I am, slowly (but surely,) removing (layer by layer) the scars of my disguise~
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A conversation with Ma

Asked: Mataji, Mrs. Desjardins wants to know what you mean by: “Vipad dilen tini vipad haran koren” {By adversity He destroys adversity}. For various meanings are possible.

Ma: Since you say that, first disclose which meanings are in you mind

I: To be an individual is by itself pain since it means bondage, separation from the One. But immersed in wordly happiness, the individual is not aware of its suffering. So God sends sorrow and adversity so that one may wake up to the fact of one’s innate self.

Ma: Yes, you see that the happiness of this world is ALWAYS short-lived and so you begin to search for lasting happiness. What other meaning do you see?

I: It also may mean that He sends misfortune to prevent a greater disaster.

Ma: Yes, it also happens at times that a great disaster is karmically inevitable, but is blotted out or mitigated by a smaller one. Then also whatever suffering is due to a person due to his karma has to be endured, but then when it is exhausted, it is finished. In this way suffering is beneficial. Then also if a very great difficulty arises, one is obliged to turn to God, since one feels utterly incapable to cope with it. Although one may doubt whether God exists, yet he will undeniably start praying to him in such a case and from this, the seed is inevitably planted.....

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M.eye path....

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why fear this moment
when no thoughts come
at last I lie naked
in the arms of experience
why fear this moment
when no words come
at last I find rest
in the lap of silence
why fear this moment
when love finds itself alone
at last I am embraced
by infinity itself
why fear this moment
when judgment falls away
at last my defenses
fail to keep intimacy at bay
why fear this moment
when hope is lost
at last my foolish dreams
are surrendered to perfection


-- from the Gifts with No Giver: a love affair with m.eye truth

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3~

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Dwellin In Indiahhh

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices inside you
kept shouting
their bad advice--
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"No, stop, wait!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches ... read more
Mon, August 6, 2007 - 10:13 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I know, it’s been quite a while, I think an update is passed due. Actually, I discovered that many of my friends from home are on Myspace, so I’ve been turning my attention in that direction. I have found though, Myspace lacks the deep interest in health and depth concerning spiritual matters, so I’ve been spening a little more time on Tribe recently.

What to say? Well, I’ve been with my teacher now for almost 9 months. I love the man dearly; he quickly became one of my best friends. ... read more
Sat, July 21, 2007 - 2:48 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
Ayurveda, the science of life, the origin of most forms of natural and alternative medicine—has its mention in one of the oldest (about 6,000 years) philosophical texts of the world, the Rig Veda. The Sutrasthana of Charaka Samhita, a much referred ayurvedic text, says; "The three—body, mind and soul—are like a tripod, the world stand by their combination; in them everything abides. It is the subject matter of ayurveda for which the teachings of ayurveda have been revealed." (1.46-47)

I... read more
Sat, July 21, 2007 - 1:48 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Hiya ;o)

Eye was sitting today in class and suddenly, it occured to me that parhaps eye should share with you some of the things which eye absolutely loves about living in India... sometimes, it's a love/hate relationship eye haves with the Ma...however, the love- by far, outweighs the hate.
Eye loves all of the deep, profound, life changing, enhancements to m.eye be+ing eye have experienced in an exceedingly short spansi.On of time. Like, how to be see the Divine in aAlllll of life... read more
Wed, January 24, 2007 - 8:38 AM permalink - 10 comments
 
~ Here am eye….eye am here. What an amazingly peaceful day I had today. I was very sick for a few days, however, in retrospect, it wasn’t such a bad thing after all. I surely needed to slow up and re-adjust myself. After two- oh, so very long months of receiving Panchakarma and doing nothing but sitting>sitting>sitting with this self…I finally started school. Two weeks ago, actually. I stopped Panchakarma and the very next day moved into my apartment and started the program….this life we... read more
Sun, January 14, 2007 - 8:56 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
Suddenly, in a moment of clarity of intelligence, we know that one Divinity face to face. In that clear knowing, we realize that the seeker and the Goal, the knower and that which it sought to know, are one. Like the king of a vast kingdom, awakening from a dream in which he is poor and lost, we awake to the realization that we were never separate from the one, but only imagined a seperateness where none existed. Then we know who we have always been: the one all pervading being, who, while t... read more
Sun, December 24, 2006 - 1:32 AM permalink - 4 comments
 
>>I was going to keep these blogs pretty and light…and oozing with lots of warm, fuzzy, inspiring, spiritual reflection and advice.

>>How bout’ I just keep it real instead? Real and RAW- as is life.

>>So, Panchakarma week 6. I had no idea. The last two weeks have been HEAT ie; Tapas. So much hot. Hot weather, heavy/hot spicy food, hot water, loads and loads of heavy/hot oil with hot herbs...drinking it…bathing in it, hot weather, hot sun, and hot emotions. The heat and the (oh,... read more
Tue, December 19, 2006 - 4:35 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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Aham Bhramasmi!

dehabhavena daso'smi jivabhavena twadamshakah atmabhave twamevaham
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Taking the mAsk(s) off......