what does anger do for you? i have been working with this concept for a few years now. trying to "deal" with my anger. get over my anger, ignore my anger.

then......along comes a weekend with alisa and its in my face!! i am angry - I AM ANGRY - AND - i hate! i HATE
I hate? I HATE !! whoaaaa

me? yes - me i hate. this peaceful person i have always tried to be. loving, caring, blah di blah...... i am filled with hate and anger. whoaaaa

so - what to do. well, i have sat with it. faced it big. embraced it as me. using it to my best advantages.

why embrace hatred and anger?
they are part of us. some more than others and i believe that it is the denial and ingnoring of these powerful emotions that push is in the wrong directions. the y are POWERFUL! they are forces not to be ignored and can be used as HUGE motivators. they are beconning to be used as channeled energies.
how can you use them to motivate you? how can you channel these very deep, often ignored or unrecognized energies in your life. to manifest them into positive energy forces? will they inspire you to take action? will they inspire you to help someone else? can you channel this energy into an art form? into passion? absolutely. it takes thought and practice, but you can find your pathway and use that huge force to inspire forward action. and when you practice that , huge happiness comes of it. more than happiness! to hold in your hand the force of hate and anger, and use that energy for your choosing is alchemy and power. it is the holdings of ecstacy........