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While Meditating this evening

Goddess Rebecca — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 07:10:03 GMT

I have been given a message from a spirit I met out on the playa named Ma-Ha-Da. Since my first burn last year, this entity/spirit connects with my mind while I am meditating. I meditate each evening quieting my mind so that I can listen to the thoughts of my heart as I was taught by my grandmother when I was young, though she did not call it meditating but rather going into the flow of the energy - or stepping in. This evening Ma-ha-Da gave me a message he asked that I share with others who may be able to benefit from the message given. I have e-mailed a number of my friends, those who came to mind and it just felt like they should receive the gift that was bestowed upon me. Then the thought of tribe came as well; therefore, following my gut feeling I am sharing it with all of you. This is what he said this evening... “To hear the whispering of one’s heart, you must first silence the conflict of the mind for in the mind is where war resides and peace can only be found by opening one’s heart.” May it have the same positive impact on you as it did on me! Peace and light, Goddess Rebecca

Healing at BM 2008

Goddess Rebecca — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:53:20 GMT

HI Everyone! I just wanted to let you know that it’s official I will be at BM 2008. For all of those who experienced my healing services, readings, massages & hugs last year I will be at the Pantheogenesis which is a Temple complex placed in Entheon Village has graciously offered me space to provide healings/massages and my other services to anyone at BM who desires same. I will be at the Patheogenesis Temple Tuesday thru Saturday from 1:30 pm ish to 4 pm ish. I will have my massage table with me and my massage oil that I create whose base is olive oil. I did not have my normal massage oil with me last year. I have several new oils that I now use one of which I created specifically for all of you at BM. Last year I touched too many of you who were in some sort of emotional pain; therefore, I created a special oil infused with love to assist with those emotional blockages enabling me to remove them easier and infusing you with more love. It would be my honor and pleasure to give you another and or a healing massage and to hang! It should be relatively easy to find me. Harry the BM'er who has graciously offered me a free ride to BM and to camp with him is planning on camping someplace in row H. In his camp there will be a “Spank of America” machine in which you use an ATM machine to receive spankings. It is quite funny actually and very clever. If you do not find me at the Patheogenesis Temple you are welcome to seek me at my camp. If I am there, so will be my massage table and it would be an honor to provide you with my services and or a warm loving hug! I so look forward to seeing all of you again! Peace and light, Goddess Rebecca

I found Sam!

Goddess Rebecca — Tue, 02 Oct 2007 00:58:39 GMT

Hip hip herrah!

The Magic of Burning Man

Goddess Rebecca — Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:34:34 GMT

A dear friend of mine Kathryn decided she needed to move from California to South Dakota to be closer to family, just in case her cancer becomes any worse. She was diagnosed with Breast cancer about 10 years ago, having one of her breasts removed. After painstakingly taking care of herself for the last 10 years, the cancer has come back in spades. Kathryn though is a fighter and even though her sisters and father believe in their hearts Kathryn is dying, she will survive and regain her health. Today, Saturday 29th, 2007 was to be her final day in El Segundo California. She was going to be packing the rented caravan and driving with her sister to South Dakota. Not wanting to face losing my dear friend alone, I rooted through my mostly still packed suitcase from my first Burning Man experience and pulled out my lucky green vest. Prior to leaving to my first burn, I found a delightful cotton vest in a thrift store. I used glow in the dark paint and wrote sex & rock n roll on one side of the vest and on the other side a peace sign and the word love. I was wearing this vest which barely covered my bare chest along with a pink necklace of fornicating rubber pigs that when squeezed squeal (like pigs) when I met Sam at the Central Café my second day at burning man (Tuesday) and magic happened. The first time in years I connected with a man. I felt so completely comfortable and felt so in tuned with him. It was one of those special lifetime moments. I usually don’t connect well with others and seldom with men that I find attractive. As I pulled out the vest today, which was still covered with playa dust, I held it close to my heart knowing that its magic would protect me from the hurt of missing a dear friend. Yes, Kathryn and I will stay in contact and talk with each other via the internet and the phone. But it is like losing a dear friend. Saying goodbye to someone whom has become so close, someone that you can call on a spare of the moment and go get a cup of tea or coffee while sharing your day and ending up laughing about it! I adorned on my vest this morning and went to Kathryn’s. I helped her and her sisters pack the rented vehicle with all her precious possessions that did not fit in the truck which moved her furniture and other large items. Kathryn became very concerned that 4 bottles of wine were still unpacked and there seemed to be no room. Her two sisters were saying that they could just be left and purchased again. But Kathryn wanted her wine and I agreed with her. Some possessions are too precious to just leave behind. I picked up the box of wine which held 4 bottles and went out to the vehicle. I opened the passenger door and found a draw under the front seat. I pulled it open and found inside, forgotten by its previous renter, a 2007 Burning Man event guide and map. I looked up and found playa dust in every crevice of the door and around each and every window. I sighed with happiness, storing Kathryn's wine with the Burning Man material. The magic of Burning Man was on and in that vehicle, Kathryn would be safe. Not only will she be safe on her journey to South Dakota, but she will be safe in South Dakota. It was like being given a sign. The magic of the playa was there today, with me and will be there tomorrow for Kathryn protecting her on her journey. Next year, she will come with me to Burning Man 2008 and experience the magic first hand. But right now, today, she is still laughing and shaking her head in shock that she will be driving to South Dakota in a car that survived Burning Man 2007!

Goddess Rebecca Seeking Legs, Jerry & Glitter

Goddess Rebecca — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:35:06 GMT

On Thursday night I had the wonderful pleasure of being invited by Legs to her camp where I met Jerry and Glitter. They shared their dinner with me and it was one of the first positive "camp" moments I had at my first burning man. I tried finding their camp again and couldn't locate it. I very much enjoyed my conversation with Jerry and with legs! I would very much like to reconnect with Legs, Jerry and Glitter again. Any assistance will be greatly appreciated. Peace, love and understanding, Goddess Rebecca

Goddess Rebecca Seeking Santa Barbara Sam

Goddess Rebecca — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:24:00 GMT

This was my first burn and during the week on Tuesday (I believe) I met a wonderful guy in the Central Cafe named Sam whom is from Santa Barbara. We connected and had a wonderful conversation. He went to visit the Burning Man Airport that same day (in the afternoon) and took a flight with someone in their plane to a small town where they received warm hospitality and a shower. He is a pilot (hobby) and works with computers for a living. He was born in Europe. On Tuesday, I healed his elbows by taking away the pain that he has had for a long time and no one else has been able to assist him with. The following day, he came to the theme camp I was residing at - Goddess Wish Camp, and I gave him a wonderful massage which I very much enjoyed providing. That evening we had a date on the Playa and I further enjoyed his company and felt he enjoyed mine. That evening we made love and I woke with him snuggled close to me. He mentioned he was a Scorpio and I am a Sagittarius, which actually is very compatible. From out of no where came into my mind a problem I had thought I left in the real world regarding difficulties I have been experiencing with my contractor and my desire to not sue him (not wanting to deal with the stress and expense associated with same). My contractor is a fellow burner as well. I shared that with Sam and he informed me he had an issues with anxiety. He left my bed quickly claiming he needed to go back to his camp to meet someone whom is arriving. I did not hear from him again. Sam I would very much like to have the opportunity to get to know you better in the real world. I felt a connection with you and very much enjoyed your company. I can not remember if I gave you my business card. Please contact me. I apologize! I promise never to bring up again the issues I am having with my contractor. I just want to spend some more time with you. Peace, love and understanding, Goddess Rebecca