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i'm very into understanding more about my health. i've kept a food(intake/outake journal) for several years now, much more consistantly in the past 6 months. wow it teaches me so much. and keeps me in tune with what's happening in my body. i really believe that there is a strong connection between my mind and my GI tract. Between everyones. i'm on my journey to optimum health and it's so interesting and stimulating. motivation isn't really an issue if i actually think about it, there's so many pros to living a(n) healthy life. i'll be able to keep up to mike's dad when he takes us hiking, i'll have the energy to work two jobs to save $$. i'll be able to explore more with mike in europe. i'll be able to dance harder(especially to zach's sets :) ). i'll have healthier pregnancies, and i'll be able to keep up with my kids :D Children's health is so important to me. i want my children to be informed about food and what it does for them. how it affects thier energy and moods. That's what i've been learning about through trial and error. there's so many ideas out there about nutrition and eating plans....it's fun sifting through them and figuring out what works best for me.
I'm smitten with my friends. my goodness. some of the connections i've been making are pretty fucking special. ooOooOoOo....i get gooey thinking about them. hehe. I look forward to Shambhala, i help create the Village experience....sound, lighting, decor. i so thoroughly enjoy contributing. This will be my third year with the village crew and my relationships have become stronger and deeper and more naked(so to speak). Shambhala really strips me down to my raw self. i find it so easy and natural to be in the moment and let energies guide me. aw man, i'm getting all gushy just thinking about it. it's like a workshop each year that teaches me and better prepares me to perpetuate that(living in the moment, being non-judgemantal, being open and raw and full of love) throughout the year. mmmmm.
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had to make some difficult decisions. i feel better for it, the anxiety was eating me up. just not the right thing for me right now.
Wed, May 9, 2007 - 8:20 AM
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looking forward to this weekend, the village party and then effigy. woot!
i've been having trouble with my digestion for a while now...it was good for a bit about a month and a half ago...but now i'm back to pebble poop. that tells me that something is irritating my small intestine, causing it to swell and that means i'm not absorbing all the nutrients i'm ingesting. blah! i've not eaten dairy(whey), soy, corn, peanuts and eggs for quite some time now. in the past 2 weeks i've cut out wheat and potatoes. had a few relapses...i still have manna bread left! hehe So...
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Wed, May 2, 2007 - 9:03 AM
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i had a bit of a breakdown on saturday, my emotions were on a wild rollercoaster for pretty much the whole day. i know that it was partly due to angst in my GI tract, the hormones that i'm flushing out of my body from not being on birth control anymore, and the need to talk about things that i've been keeping to myself out of shame and embarrasment. i didn't clue into the last part until mike started to talk about europe. i've been having a hard time getting excited because i can't visuali...
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Mon, April 16, 2007 - 9:28 AM
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read a friend's blog today and it sparked an interesting thought...
Fri, April 13, 2007 - 10:17 AM
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[quote]So the past 3 night i have been having really weird / bad dreams. I find that last nights dream was the most fucked up. That part that i remember most clearly is, xxxx and i were fooling around and he was just kinda sitting on my hip area and i was facing him, we were laughing and giggling, ya know giving each other kisses, then something was said (i cant remember what it was) but then xxxxx pulls out this hand gun ... read more
my parents come back to town friday or saturday. It's been pretty cool house sitting for them. i enjoy commanding the kitchen(which i can only do as long as i'm not living with anyone). i'm looking forward to moving back into mike's house, efficient functioning is important to me and having the same home base as my best friend/lover/partner/everythingwonderful makes planning more simple. i've accomplished a lot while i've been here....not quite what and the way i planned, but definitely ...
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Thu, April 12, 2007 - 12:26 AM
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