My fragile inner child

story of my life

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 18:44:57 GMT

here I am again, with nothing to do but browse the internet. this time around its because I'm backing up the last two years' work to be sent off to Scholastic to finalize the project. The result is that I'm back at the old "George Jetson" job description, and boy, is my button-pushing finger ever killing me. I'm a bit astonished with how quickly the Internet bores me to tears. Every scrap if information available to mankind, and I get bored in under three hours. sheesh.

Blah blah blahg...

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Fri, 31 Mar 2006 15:15:57 GMT

what can I say? I'm sitting here at work waiting for something to do. Not trying to sound pompus or anything; but I'm too damn good at my job. I sit here and soak up idle hours on the clock while I wait for high falootin' art directors in New York City to momentarily poke their heads out of their asses long enough to look around and get some work together for me to do. sure that sounds great... but showing up early because "there'll be alot of work to do" to find that all there really is is 15 minutes of make-work and then a long day of waiting topped off by a rush job at the last minute of the day, while having the boss semi-loom over you whilst you sift the internet for trivia at your full rate is more stressful than you might think. anyway... I'm bored. but at least I'm gettin paid, bitches.

Laptop Stolen!

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Wed, 14 Sep 2005 10:35:30 GMT

Some miscreant crept in while I slept and stole my laptop WHILE I WAS LESS THAN TWO FEET AWAY! the bonus is that he also stole my Phone. You know what the genius part is? that those are the ONLY TWO THINGS I OWN that I owe anybody money for! He left a Birthday cake that said "Heather" on my porch; and though the officer who responded to my call dusted it for prints; there weren't any that hadn't been smeared, probably by cake grease. so there's a fucking blog entry for you. all my damn files. everything I hadn't backed up over the last two and a half months or so. And Bryan is going to freak. Simply freak out. I can hear his voice cracking already.

I need more plastic

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 12:24:21 GMT

what they need to do is develop a plasic that you can boil and eat; so that when I'm unable to keep my priorities straight, I can survive later by converting my toys and gaming peices into meals and snacks. seriously though. I need to stabalize. like in all sorts of areas. Surgury before collectables. Food before gaming terrain. Work before play. Sleep before late nights. and I really need to keep on myself... cause I've pretty successfully driven away all the effective naggers. self reliance! there! I afirmed. that's the best I can do: Affirmation through guilt.

Hummus

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Tue, 30 Aug 2005 07:01:16 GMT

Athenos Hummus is buy one get one free at Kroger. I love late night Grocery Shopping. A nice man in a uniform was even nice enough to unburdon me of my empty backpack. He was even nice enough to make sure there was room inside for my groceries by turning it inside out. and because he didn't put it back the way it was, it was easy to put my groceries in. Do I look like a grocery store theif? Do I look stupid enough to try and steal food in a Grocery store at 2:30 in the morning when the employees outnumber the customers ten to one? also they have sabra Babaganoush for 4.99.

overwrought

ZaeM the Great and Powerful — Mon, 29 Aug 2005 21:15:20 GMT

so many things to keep up with. Being yanked in so many directions. so many dilemas. I find myself once again with the problem of wondering which problem to address. that and now I have a "new" profile. ick.