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   Sat, February 23, 2013 - 9:26 AM
Anyone else have it? I've had it since about age 21 or so, only sporadically but still... I wonder: does it ever go away? Or will it always pop up now and again?


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Sat, February 23, 2013 - 9:07 PM
No, I don't think you have that. I think its the opposite. you try to connect and sometimes its overwhelming because you can't always connect as fast/soon or with who you want to connect with, so you assume there's something wrong with you, so you think you are detached from things because you detached your feelings from feeling upset over the timing of things and you use that as part of a reason why you cannot connect. But truth is, you're not connecting because you haven't found that spark that gives life that burst of excitement and energy. That's all you need really. you need to find a spark somewhere.. something that makes you feel alive. Maybe something you've always wanted to do or try or something that you thought you could never do but should do. Maybeeeeee go sky diving! or off-roading! or maybe try some archery!

or maybe I'm wrong too, that's always a possibility ^_^ haha!

but I'm sure I'm not wrong about the last part... I think you're bored. You need something that will give you a burst of adrenaline.
Ride a rollercoaster! Those always get my heart pumping LOL!!! plus they're fun! and scary! but fun! LOL!
Tue, March 5, 2013 - 11:02 PM
I have had a feeling called 'depersonalization' in the past .
Hi Girl ,

I have had a feeling of depersonalization .
Sun, March 10, 2013 - 1:11 PM
yeah.... Me too hav such feeling of depersonalization
But like meeko's comment specially of finding a spark in life ....
Life has become so boringggg... :(
Mon, March 11, 2013 - 8:22 PM
It's only getting worse... I wonder if I should try EMDR...

Depersonalisation has nothing to do with boredom, I don't know where you guys are getting that.
Tue, July 23, 2013 - 3:41 PM
Just read this Duh!
I had a bout of it when I now realize I was suffering from depression.
My depression was caused because I percieved I had no control over a situation, which I believed I caused but was powerless to put right.
I realized I was feeling the symptoms of depression and an expression of not being part of this world, a deadening really of my relationship of mind body spirit etc.
When I hit bottom I could only come upwards and I changed some philosophical concepts that were not good for me. I realized one day that the spirit is in me, sounds odd perhaps, but that you dont need a God or anything you just are and you just have a spirit inside that is you and you alone. Then I realized that all things also have a spirit and that the really beautiful thing was that all the spirits are both unique and connected at the same time. I cried a lot and I mean a lot!
I rejected a load of stuff and got rid of excess baggage. I took exercise, forced my self to eat well, made sure I talked to people, made sure I wrote out my feelings onto paper. Realized I was not here in this life just for me but that I had a purpose and that purpose was to do my part for other people and other things. I guess I got real.
And in time I got better, infact I got much better, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger they say.
I am now mentally the strongest I have ever been in my entire life and I know its for good now, I just have that confidence now in me, since I chose to take control of me.

I hope that helps some?
We are all different and yet the same in some ways.

Wed, July 24, 2013 - 1:45 AM
I obviously disagree that we don't need God, but thank you for sharing your personal story Adrian. :)