laying on padded floors hearing your voice in my mind killing you over and over again as you haunt me with images of your untimly death. the more the dark consumes me, i see your face over and over again. your teasing me everyday.. appearing everywhere as if u were alive. the more dark consumes me, i keep seeing your face, your smile those eyes haunt me everytime i close my eyes. there is nothing more to fear there is nothing more to feel there is nothing more to do no reason to live this life that keeps killing us both inside. but your on the other side- the side i fear to cross they say time will heal. but as i hear your mesmerzing voice in my shadowed mind i know it has not come. time has not healed me. i'm falling deeper and deeper into this pit. when will i snap?..when will i really end it and be with you. nobody would miss me, nobody would want me all they say is lies..i should go back to the one who never hurt me again the one who when he did hurt me, made it go away..made all the hurt stop. when will i snap? when will i follow the shadowed path into the void from which no one returns? only time
time will tell..but time never heals.