As I settle back into Nelson,
I reflect on this past winter,
especially on the last few weeks,
where I had a plan that wasn't the best plan for me.

Letting go of what I thought I wanted,
created from the dream going on like movies in my head.
The dream was nice,
the reality was not.

Learning about my expectation of what trades I thought would occcur from a relationship,
when that was what was promised and not followed through,
.....brings me to angels.

Angels come to you and help out for reasons..for what?
Unconditional love.
As I see my friends around me, I see them for who they really are.
These wonderful angels.

Today, as I agreed to move into a space,
which is held by another woman,
who had also had a promise broken by the same person,
I realized I am also an angel.

My actions of unconditional love,
do have an effect on someone's karmic cycle.
I feel like a part of me is changing from thoughts of
ya, that person who hurt me will go through that lesson and its going to be harsh,
to that person is hurting and needs unconditional love to get out of that cycle.

My choice to allow unconditional love to act through me,
teaches me what the truth is,
and not just a fleeting perception.

Just because I am your angel,
doesn't mean that you're my angel,
and the other way around.
I also realized that I have another dream,
I dream to be in relationship with someone that is my angel,
and I am theirs.
To encourage unconditionally.

I am so grateful for my Love for life.....again.
I dream to have it stay unconditionally.