joined on 06/20/08
last updated 12/22/09
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about me
Who the hell is GoatWeed? I've been a writer/producer, visual effects artist, published author, technical writer, corporate trainer and general cube-monkey. Some of this may be part of my future, but for now I find myself burnt-out and drained from it all. Making daily trips back to the creative well to restore physical & mental health. Vehicles to such: digital art, theatrics, costume design & construction, journeys, gay eros, gatherings, dance, freedom, emotional authenticity, staring Light, Shadow, Joy and Fear right in the eyes.
I am partnered with a man who fits me very well and we attempt daily to balance the Light and Shadow. We gladly welcome others when the vibe is right.
p.s. - I appreciate beautiful male bodies like everyone else, but I don't fill my profile with pix of guys who aren't me. Just my personal gripe. It's YOUR profile. I'd like to see and get to know YOU. It's dishonest to lure my attention with images of sexy guys, when none are images of you, get it? If you're gonna do it, at least put captions on them so I know who I'm looking at.
When Your Dreams Come True...
(blog entry)
... though not as planned.
"Hey, Mary, let's go catch a whale!"
"Can we do that? Dude, how do we find one? Whale's not gonna jump into the boat."
"Don't be pussy. I've been dreaming about this for-EVAH. Spot me, dude."
"Fine, tool. Sounds ...
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Damnity Dumbity Do
(blog entry)
Friends can definitely bridge the difference 'tween "Thrive" and "dive." From where I sit today, I'd prefer to be sloppy drunk and unconscious. Who wouldn't? This might be erased tomorrow. Jesus, these are hard times and there is much shame in not...
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T Minus 70 and Counting
(blog entry)
It's inevitable and I'm tired.
Divine Under My Feet
(blog entry)
Up this morning, not as planned
Late last long and working night
Early fog no Sun to see and
jolts the sound of the wailing child
three floors below, in the court,
led by her mother as always,
same time, same stagger
screech and teeter
a...
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Experimental Workflow
(blog entry)
I've decided to add a "big brother" element to my workflow to help me focus a little bit better. What's that look like? Well, you can click on the following link to find out:
www.monkeyweedpros.com/webcas...ay.html
I'm webca...
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... though not as planned.
"Hey, Mary, let's go catch a whale!"
"Can we do that? Dude, how do we find one? Whale's not gonna jump into the boat."
"Don't be pussy. I've been dreaming about this for-EVAH. Spot me, dude."
"Fine, tool. Sounds sweet, but keeping my expects low."
:) I am back in the grind, I think. Back on the work roster a-gain, night production cycle, movies. I like to work, can be really good at it. And sometimes I even do good stuff. And I'm liking the idea of $$ ...
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Friends can definitely bridge the difference 'tween "Thrive" and "dive." From where I sit today, I'd prefer to be sloppy drunk and unconscious. Who wouldn't? This might be erased tomorrow. Jesus, these are hard times and there is much shame in not being 'successful' and solvent. Yet people can't see, can't hear each other, sipping martinis and talkin' Super Bowl, while their own digs are on fire.
God, I'd just really want to be real. But these days real ain't nothing that anyone wants to ...
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It's inevitable and I'm tired.
Mon, November 9, 2009 - 5:49 PM
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Up this morning, not as planned
Late last long and working night
Early fog no Sun to see and
jolts the sound of the wailing child
three floors below, in the court,
led by her mother as always,
same time, same stagger
screech and teeter
as handicapped do
Hold and guide, body jerking,
the daily walk, the special-needs van
I stand three up, look down,
and watch the ritual, the play each day
The walk, the ramp, the harness
the squealing–– mysterious
yelps of random emotion
The c...
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I've decided to add a "big brother" element to my workflow to help me focus a little bit better. What's that look like? Well, you can click on the following link to find out:
www.monkeyweedpros.com/webcas...ay.html
I'm webcasting my work area while fabricating. I'm not sure who's going to be interested in this, but it's up and running now. I'll keep it on during work hours, if you're interested in peeping into my day (and sometimes nights)
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August 14, 2009
Whats a 'GoatWeed'?!
Well to me it's sumthin to put on a stick....
But the REASON to put him on a stick is because he's rad! In the past couple of months I've gotten to know GW on tribe, and have been honored to witness his sense of humor (dear god, hes FUNNY!) His honesty and spoken truth help restore my faith in the human spirits that have the strength to live outloud in a world that doesn't always know what to do with that.
Thank you for the things you show me. Thank you for the laughter. Thank you for bein you!
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