Trust is something I've always struggled with. I trust a lot more (people) than I think I should.
As a result... of recent events... I've basically been in a "F*** all ya'll" sort of mood. How childish. On the other hand, I'm focusing a lot more on what I need to be doing and not letting other people get in my way. I basically have resorted to simply doing the bare minimum at work, just as everyone else. Being the only person who doesn't struggle lifting the majority of items in a warehouse store... other people tend to pawn shit off you you a lot, I've noticed. I'm pretty close to "I've about had it with this sh**", but more close to a "No, you can do it. Thanks."
I really need a new job. I'm about to look up waste disposal (garbage man) positions... I really need the money, and I really don't mind sweating at work.
Maybe just try and save up enough to get a crappy car and just drive somewhere (more affordable than here) and find a job. I really need to split.