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Hellfire

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joined on 05/25/09
last updated 08/12/09
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Age
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My name is Elena or Hellfire...depends on what context you know me in. I'm all about my family, friends, kickass music and fire performance. I strive for what I like to refer as lifes beautiful illusions...I could tell ya what they are but I won't. I love to drive fast with my music loud, especially with the windows rolled down on a nice day. There is somthin about the wind blowing my hair all around...I can't put it into words. Unfortunately I recieved a significant speeding ticket recently and will lose my license if I get one more so I won't be putting the pedal to the metal for awhile. Unless I like the idea of walking everywhere. DAMN CONSEQUENCES!!! I CURSE YOU!!!!OK...anyway, I'm a demanding woman and I cuss entirely too much. I think I need to work on communicating effectively without the profanities at this point in my life but I'm finding it's not that easy to accomplish. Sometimes the profanities just say it all. I'm on the go as much as my stamina will allow and I truly love my body in motion. If your into drama, do yourself a favor and don't play games with me...I'm not in the mood for your pathetic bullshit right now and I severely doubt I'll ever get to the point where I am. Life is hard enough without fucking retards creating shit to deal with. Otherwise, I generally get along with most people as long as they can handle brutal honesty, but I'm very selective when it comes to the people I associate with. If you don't understand growth, work ethic, RESPECT, love, spirit, HONESTY, contribution, friendship, responsibility, wisdom and REALITY, then we don't have anything in common.
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Well yesterday I went to my recovery meeting and as the group sharing tends to do for me, I've related to others with the same issues. It's nice to feel like I'm not alone once in awhile. Not that I mind being left with my thoughts. It's just nice to relate to others struggling with similar self-destructive behaviors and self-image issues. I believe I function in life with two opposite personalities and typically favor the invert because I feel she is more socially acceptable or maybe it'... read more
Mon, June 8, 2009 - 4:11 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
My entire life I've spent countless hours longing for the dancefloor and yet I fear going by myself. I've done it before but the fact of the matter is that it becomes more trouble than its worth without someone who will stake claim and chase off the "others". My husband is an otr driver and gone most of the time. I love to dance...I love my body in motion and I can get carried away by the music. My longing is becoming unbearable tonight, no matter how much I sweat it out in my playroom. ... read more
Sat, June 6, 2009 - 10:16 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
If life hands you lemons.....kick it in the nutsack!!!!
Thu, June 4, 2009 - 7:52 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
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Speakers... ( miscellaneous » electronics ) I've blown out my stereo speakers, so I'm in the market for a couple kic... read more
listing posted Sun, June 21, 2009 - 10:47 PM
Journaling...the journey.... (blog entry) Well yesterday I went to my recovery meeting and as the group sharing tends to do for me, I've related to others with the same issues. It's nice to feel like I'm not alone once in awhile. Not that I mind being left with my thoughts. It's just n... read more
blog entry posted Mon, June 8, 2009 - 4:11 PM permalink - 1 comment
ugh!!!! (blog entry) My entire life I've spent countless hours longing for the dancefloor and yet I fear going by myself. I've done it before but the fact of the matter is that it becomes more trouble than its worth without someone who will stake claim and chase off ... read more
blog entry posted Sat, June 6, 2009 - 10:16 PM permalink - 4 comments
A wise man once told me..... (blog entry) If life hands you lemons.....kick it in the nutsack!!!!
blog entry posted Thu, June 4, 2009 - 7:52 PM permalink - 4 comments
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