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deciding to blog

   Fri, January 5, 2007 - 2:23 PM
I've been on tribe for a while now and haven't put up much of anything in my profile, but recently I've been inspired by some other people's blogs and decided this might be a good opportunity for me to start talkin'!

Many of you have come to know me through my work with Kaosmosis and the Dahoo Chorus, which has been mostly behind the scenes.
I have learned so much through this little experiment and
am so grateful for all the amazing people I have met through it.

There is so much I want to say about all that and I'm feeling like
there are a lot of folks who might appreciate hearing a little more about the mission etc....but I've gotta think about that before I start writing too much....

In general, my fantasy for the project has been that it be a container for individuals to be fully expressed. I have always sought to do this in a light hearted way for many reasons.

In the process of running Kaosmosis, I have put my self and my own expression to the test in so many ways...like starting the Dahoo Chorus (yeah..it'll be back soon). I have looked at what my own version of self expression would be and I am still not entirely sure what that will look like. I know that the more I can laugh and be around folks who make me laugh, the closer I am.
The more I can be surrounded by people who get what this is all about...I'm getting even closer.
This has not always been easy, as much of the past 5 years for me has been spent on a wee bit too much administrative end of things. Don't get me wrong, this isn't all bad...I'm good at it, but
to be fully expressed, I think I might be making a little more music
and art and organizing a little less of the "paper". This is all very do-able I think.

So with the fantasy of being fully expressed in this evovling container of self expression...I have decided to expand on what I would need for that....

First...
My DREAM TEAM
I am dreaming of working with someone by my side who is supportive, musically and artisically brilliant, kind, funny, concious, capeable and willing to help with the not so artsy stuff.
Yeah, that's right, I said it. I'm such an independant bird in so many ways that I never thought I'd hear myself say that, but the more help I have, the more I can make the larger version of this vision along...Eventually I'd love a team of folks like that. We're half way there.

Next
and expounding on all that,
who else is in that Dream Team?

That's my next blog...

Much love to you all!
darcy




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Fri, January 5, 2007 - 2:42 PM
love ya darcy,
you can count on me for whatever, whenever...
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 2:59 PM
Oh so grateful for YOU.... for your invitations to join previous adventures and for your amazing leadership and vision...

You always have my suppport and blessings... I am at your service. :)
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 3:30 PM
I'm in
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 4:02 PM
i like you darcy
a lot. i think of sitting in center camp at the burn and talking for a couple hours. Finding out you have some advanced science degree. Who knew? Good luck on your quest, you enrich Portland and that is so good!
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 5:20 PM
my god, just look at all these men throwing themselves at your feet.

and I'm one of them.
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 7:21 PM
You know I've been with you all along...
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 8:20 PM
darcy haiku
smiling brightly, a
vision of deep hearts longing
darcy brings it forth

energy swirling
kaos abounding! in the
laughter yet unheard

eyes, voice, soul, heart, light
how can we not rise to greet
kaosmosis love?
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 9:00 PM
keep talkin, sweetie. we're listening. i'll help you make lists any time ;-).... ya know, the really fun glamorous stuff.
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 9:06 PM
Silly Gemini!! Of COURSE you can be indipendant and have a zillion people helping you at the same time! That's what we're here for.
Fri, January 5, 2007 - 9:38 PM
i can relate a bunch with the independant loner situation...

and can attest that one of my greatest difficulties in life is to ASK for help, support and fulfillment on my needs.
it's ok to realize that we are human and not totally self contained.
however, that doesn't make it easy for me either to ask for it!

big love to you on this new direction of opening, exposing and growing
blog on
blog on
let us see you, darcy!!

i love you!

(and i want to hear more about this dream team but can't contribute much until i return to portland in May)
Sun, January 7, 2007 - 7:40 PM
Keep thoese dreams flowing, and let me know when you need me. I am oh so curious about the next vision.

Much aloha, Tessa
Mon, March 12, 2007 - 10:59 AM
Got room...
for an ol' dawg? We've only spoken a handful of times but your brilliant energy is papable. I'm on the bus!

David