Friday...sucked ass. I was alone. This is not good. The only person that wanted to get together was because he wanted sex and I'm kind of over him as a lover. Whatever..I stayed in and watched Juno. Nice flick.

Saturday...woke up to another exlover asking "ready for some morning cock" nice. Whatever dudes...what the hell is in the water these days? Everyone flaked out on Darkness for various reasons. I went late after debating if I really wanted to dance by myself. But I did so I had fun.... read more

I've got 2 new jobs and one starts today. One is permanent - weekly housekeeping for a woman that runs a child care facility from her home and the other is a job for a week or two as an Admin for an environmental protection agency office downtown.

I'm home after visiting Sasha and Elizabeth. We had dinner and watched Arrested Development ...such a great cast. We also watched a bit of 30 Rock. I guess I missed the memo that there's funny/smart shows on TV. Who knew?

I had my wallet stolen. IT SUCKS. No ID. No Checkbook. No ATM card. I'm pretty much grounded without money or an ID. *sigh* Well it's all stuff that can and will be replaced. Except for my pic of Gabe that was in my wallet...last momento I kept of our days together. ... read more

Patty's B-day Party is coming up...got to find my make-up and costume (its got an undead theme) and wprking on finding a date for the night. Zombie Fun awaits.

Things are going well...a lot has changed. I'm becoming stronger every day (both emotionally/mentally and physically). I met a great guy and we'll see how it goes.

I'm also happy to have made new friends in the BDSM scene in Sac / Bay Area. That's been great fun and actually see my intrests from my 20's peeking through. Perhaps I'm not as over the "scene" as I thought I was.

Spending time in SF later this week....hopefully. It'll be good to be near the ocean.