discussion post on Fri, November 20, 2009 - 11:06 PM
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Re: Floodgates
(in INFJ)
Hmmm...a lot to think about Shifting! Thanks so much. I'm going to talk to him tomorrow. He says he doesn't know how close he can get now, because I pushed so hard....BUT the last time he tried to shut down, I was driving over to his house and he ...
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Re: Hangin' in: Check in for Nov13-20
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One dr. cancelled due to an emergency and the other I just couldnt' get up and go to. Blah. It was just bad timing. I missed a presentation, which means I probably will not pass that class. I emailed my professor to say I was sick but he has not r...
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discussion post on Fri, November 20, 2009 - 8:21 PM
Re: Floodgates
(in INFJ)
P.S. At least I can have the knowledge that he broke it off and gave up, not me! I couldn't live with myself. Maybe INTJs don't have that same need to work it out??
discussion post on Fri, November 20, 2009 - 6:52 PM
Re: Floodgates
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Wow, I could have written that. I DID want to dig deep...it seemed pretty clear from glimpses that he had a lot more inside, but my digging just pissed him off because I guess he thought I was being judgmental. I wasn't, but he made up his mind th...
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discussion post on Fri, November 20, 2009 - 6:51 PM
Re: Floodgates
(in INFJ)
Oh...well, I didn't realize that. My attempt to have a relationship with an INTJ ended after a week. For a few days he was all about texting me all day and everything, then things kind of shut down. I kept trying to reach him and didn't know why h...
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discussion post on Fri, November 20, 2009 - 4:46 PM
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That is how long I was able to have a relationship with someone I think is great before it got screwed up. I don't even know whose fault it is. I have no boundaries, so I pushed too hard, but he just shut down and ignored me. So I guess it's both of us. I wanted to show him how much I cared, how much I WOULD care if he let me in, but it came off as just annoying. I wasn't patient enough and he wasn't patient enough with how much I need to be reassured. I'm not sure who would be, really. Only ...
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Thu, November 19, 2009 - 11:11 AM
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For whatever reason, yesterday I was super-focused and productive. Today I can't read a page. I got out of class last night due to the Noreaster (yay for living on the coast!) so I get to do my discussion leading during the ONLINE class. Win one for public speaking anxiety! Big relief about that. But, of course, now I can't read the article I have to discuss.
Fri, November 13, 2009 - 12:49 PM
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Celexa is keeping me from being suicidal - thank god - but moderately depressed is not cutting it. Still on a mission to convince t... read more
I can't do anything for more than 10 minutes today...so I'm not actually getting anything DONE which is frustrating. This mid-term is far overdue...got an extension but it needs to be turned in this week. I want to just churn it out but I have reading to keep up with, and everything else.
Tue, November 10, 2009 - 12:21 PM
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Sigh! I'm taking a break and trying again in a bit!
Slightly freaking out...going to run and the go to the library or somewhere and see if my brain will work better. I have to get out of my room. I wish I had a good place to go and hang out at any hour but I haven't found that here yet. Quiet is so hard to find!
Sat, November 7, 2009 - 11:39 AM
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Maybe the meds are starting to do their thing. I feel hopeful again...awesome! I was able to write today, and was in a zone, like the normal me, not the unfocused crazy me. THANK GOD. I got a little overwhelmed at all I have to do by the end of the semester, but I refocused back to today, and only today. I'm trying to practice Radical Acceptance when I get frustrated.
Wed, November 4, 2009 - 3:31 PM
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Also, my friend sent me a little money (unasked for) because she knows I'm having financial troubles...so I was super grat... read more
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