As y'all know, I came here to Colorado as a part of a video production team... it was all I had hoped for and more. I actually got the opportunity to get paid for doing what I love... amazing. But alas, all good things must end. The show was a hit... you can check it out... www.NextInternetMillionaire.com

Since the show concluded in December, I have been searching high and low for work. Any work. I have managed restaurants for 10 years... and can't seem to even get in washing dishes anywhere. I know the right opportunity will present itself, but at the same time I find it becoming more and more difficult to provide for the family.

Ben is working, I am very proud of him... so things are likely to turn upward soon... why must corporations that pay every two weeks hold the first check?! ack.

I have realized that Fuente will not be a possibility, and I deeply thank all of you who offered your help, from the bottom of my heart. I'm just too stinkin far away!!

I am holding high hopes for Apogaea... the Colorado regional burn in June, and then I will get to see many of you at BM this fall.

Anyone who can offer a word, or thought that may help you through all the tough times.... it would be much appreciated. The last time I felt this alone, was about a year ago, when I was in LA.... and I met all of you. I know there must be low times to appreciate the highs...

I love all of you, and miss you dearly.