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~*~RED~*~

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joined on 06/01/06
last updated 04/17/08
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My moto

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~*~*~REDHEADS~*~*~

ahhhh redheads!!!
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~just a little dirt~

Gender
Female
Age
24
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about me
hmmm... wel I am not one of those people you can sum up in a few words... let's just say I am excentric and funloving. I love to have fun and do anything and everything to get a thrill! I love good friends and family. I enjoy testing my fears and pushing myself... I love music and want to learn to play the acoustic guitar...I need to make more time! I love the ocean... the feeling of water next to me seems soothing in a way I can't really describe... I am honest and blunt... I am a tomboy at heart... a little rough around the edges... I don't really know how much more to describe myself... I am a little accient prone at times...

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*~*~*~ Words to live by

Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it!

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My Recent Activity

"Amor est Vitae Essentia!" (blog entry) so...
Finally.... the timing is right, and things between me and the love of my life are more than fantastic. We are, exactly as I always thought.... absolutely wonderful together. He balances my life, and my soul. I finally feel complete. I know... read more
blog entry posted Thu, June 28, 2007 - 1:43 PM permalink - 3 comments
photo posted 02/19
changes... changes (blog entry) This is so strange.
Things in my life seem to have a pattern.

I lost my job yesterday. Totally out of the blue, totally shocked! What the hell! stress.... stress....but another part of the pattern...I met someone wonderful earlier in the week.... read more
blog entry posted Fri, November 17, 2006 - 10:46 AM permalink - 7 comments
Metamorphosis (blog entry) Life has been a constant world wind for me for quite some time. Over the past few months there have been a lot of changes in my life, and the person I am now verses who I was not too long ago. Many things that have happened have been really rough ... read more
blog entry posted Wed, November 15, 2006 - 4:18 PM permalink - 2 comments
photo posted 11/15
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Live and let live... Anyone who can't understand that should be killed. -George Carlin

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~my thoughts, opinions, and more stuff

so...
Finally.... the timing is right, and things between me and the love of my life are more than fantastic. We are, exactly as I always thought.... absolutely wonderful together. He balances my life, and my soul. I finally feel complete. I know exactly how corny that sounds... but it is the absolute truth. The past few moths with him have been wonderful, and I love knowing that I have the rest of my life with this man, exploring our love in our lives together.
*Bliss*
Thu, June 28, 2007 - 1:43 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
This is so strange.
Things in my life seem to have a pattern.

I lost my job yesterday. Totally out of the blue, totally shocked! What the hell! stress.... stress....but another part of the pattern...I met someone wonderful earlier in the week. Things are going pretty good, we'll see where they go.

For me, it always happens like this. Meet someone new, loose my job! what the hell!!! what a strange pattern. I hate looking for a job. The positive, happy-go-lucky part of me is taking this ... read more
Fri, November 17, 2006 - 10:46 AM permalink - 7 comments
 
Life has been a constant world wind for me for quite some time. Over the past few months there have been a lot of changes in my life, and the person I am now verses who I was not too long ago. Many things that have happened have been really rough for me emotionally. My heart and soul have both surely taken their toll.

However, I feel such an amazing change, and am so glad everything has taken place. I have been in a long-drawn-out funk. I tried to kick it for so long, in so many different ... read more
Wed, November 15, 2006 - 4:18 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
Well this weekend definitely surprised the hell out of me. With my recent relationship situation going on in my life, I have been pretty distant from men the past two months or so. Really not drawn to anyone, but longing to just be near someone who would just be fun and hold me and make me smile. Needing a bit of reassurance that the feeling of excitement with a man is still realistic, and that it is something I am still capable of.

Seems as though life has a funny way of giving us what we... read more
Mon, November 13, 2006 - 2:11 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
My mind seems to be going 260mph! And I am not always driving. How does that happen? Sometimes I blink, and I am at the wheel, flying by, and have no idea where the hell I am. And other times, I am fully aware, and know exactly where I am going.

So many different things, coming at me in so many different directions. I wonder, especially lately, are we ever truly satisfied? I mean really?? Are we?

The reason why I think not is because it seems to me that we are always changing, on a m... read more
Fri, November 10, 2006 - 11:41 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
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~Good Shit~

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"good drinks, dancing, atmosphere"
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"30 Seconds to Mars"
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Irish Toasts!

Here's to you and yours

And to mine and ours.

And if mine and ours

Ever come across to you and yours,

I hope you and yours will do

As much for mine and ours

As mine and ours have done

For you and yours!
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May you never forget what is worth remembering,

Or remember what is best forgotten.

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I have known many

liked not a few

loved only one

so this toast's for you
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May the grass grow long on the road to hell for want of use.

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everyone has an opinion...

this kinda hits me at home because of having a person very very close to me in the military it is so hard to look at this topic and give an unbiased opinion based on the knowledge of how things began and now not understanding where and why things have resulted as they have.

The war we are in seems to not be the war that it was when it began. My brother left when it all started, fighting on the ground in an extremely hostile environment. Putting his life on the line for something he truely believed in. key words....believed in. He went through an experience that I can definately say changed him and his out look on people, and just way of life, a great deal.
Now things are different. What are we doing? What have we become? Do the people there really believe what they are fighting for?
It's so hard to filter through the garbage and get the real truth of what is going on and what is just being gossiped as the truth. This is something I wish I could better understand. It makes me sad to see such terrible things happen on both ends when its not even understood.

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I wonder?curiosity~interest~asking Y~

Family of 7 found slain in Indianapolis

Sad story I read in the paper today... such bullshit. Unbelievable! how can a person even go as far to go into someonelses home and kill an entire family? What are they thinking? Are they thinking? don't they have even one person they care about in the world to know the effect of taking someone's life? It just seems to me that common sense is a little mistaken lately.... by that I mean that the meaning of it is taken wrong... I think it means different things to different people.. to me... it means to think of yourself in every situation.... would you want this to happen to you? Or someone you love? is this decision going to effect or hurt anyone? don't people think like this? and if not why in the hell not? i just don't get it!

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