So here I sit the wimp that I am. You all know that I took a job in Pleasanton that was a temp. job for tax season and then the other day I got the call from the job that I really wanted. The one that I had to tell the truth to. Well today I started there and I still have to make that phone call that says I will not be back. I had off today so it was not like I just called in.

This job is pemanent job with benefits and all that good stuff and plus I can walk to work each day.

It does not consist of me staying on someone's couch and then still driving a hour to work each morning and spending over $100 a week in gas to just get to work plus another $60 roundtrip to get home on the weekends. So with out food or anything it was over $160 a week just to get to work.

This is the job I fought for that I wanted and that I felt would be a good fit for me and here it is and I should be so excited and the only thing I can think about is making that phone call to say thank you but I have to stop coming in.

Oh the old me just wants to crawl into a hole and just hide but I know I can not do that.

Being a grown-up sucks sometimes and doing the right thing is not always easy,

Love
autumn