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Gowan

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joined on 03/28/06
last updated 04/29/08
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California
about me
i like hammers and fire and acid. i work very hard, and sometimes think i don't play enough. i have utterly failed at picking a gender or choosing a sexual orientation. Acetylene gets me hot. I try to physically and mentally exhaust myself everyday. i love clean fluffy sheets and tea.
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January 19th, 2008
A friend of mine died today. I just saw him last night- I already miss him. I'm so aching and sad and helpless feeling for his partner, my beautiful friend and such a kick-ass girl-she's doing so great.

...running out of coherency. love, and some hurt, and love.

drinkin' whiskey and looking at naked pictures.

love to you bill.
Sun, January 20, 2008 - 2:29 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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We're having a rare quiet evening on the island. we're watching movies and sipping tea. It's very peaceful and warm- Mikerbot was baking gooey molasses cookies and left the oven door cracked, permeating us with womblike well being. i'm eating rice with cinnamon carefully. I feel pretty and cared for. I miss A so badly I can hardly breathe.
Fri, March 2, 2007 - 10:13 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Shin Splints
I hurt. I go a little overboard, quite possibly a little destructively- I am getting a little gaunt and my shins are now awfully swollen and purple. I might have a stress fracture on the right side. It's still numb after about the six k mark. I'm currently lying in bed slathered in prescription anti inflammatory that reeks like an abandoned chinese apocothery in intense heat. I can just hear Adrian's protests over having to sleep next to it... I also ice my legs and take about six anti inflam... read more
Wed, February 28, 2007 - 7:41 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Metalsmith meets Marketplace
So I've been a metalsmith most of my life. It's in many ways the best thing on earth- I would rather do what I do than anything else. I feel that jewelry and adornmant fufill a need as real as food and shelter, and that creating beauty is an act of rebellion, revolution- something as inherently helpful to society as science and medicine. Sometimes rather more so. I've also always had a uncomfortable relationship with the larger industry side of what I do- The big daimond companies, the sweat... read more
Tue, February 27, 2007 - 8:23 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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