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Hmm... lots of things have changed for me, I feel I've grown up in the last three years, much more than I ever did before... my dreams were shattered and now I feel like I'm creating new ones, even tho in reality my consciousness just changed... I don't think things ever really change, not outwardly, the people /places might, but the interaction is the same, only a viewpoint changes and inwardly we grow.
And life goes on....
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It's been like eons since I last posted here ....
Well a lot has been happening, professionally, I published my book, got a website created, have been creating new things on canvas the list goes on... and yet, I still find that yearning, so in...
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Things are looking better!
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And about tme! for weeks now I have been under this kind of restraint- self imposed and not altogether too healthy. I recnnected with an old frend of mine who had caused me a lot of issues primarily because I cannot deal with his issues and we m...
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confused to hell
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I have been away from B for a little while- as in most of last week, and although I am tired of B I must admit I consider it home at the moment. But why? I aks myself, I know few people I can really be bothered about let alone care about them... i...
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hmmm
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Well, I don't know, I was reading one of my own blogs , written not too long ago and it seems like from another person.So much has changed and my "reality" has definitely taken on a much different slant than a few months ago. I feel unrested insid...
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Sanity again
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So, I moved from the back of beyond and am now settled in a nice apartment not too far away from where I want to be. The neighbours are a little "friendly" which I intend to keep to a minimum, I have seen it all before how neighbours suddenly are ...
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It's been like eons since I last posted here ....
Well a lot has been happening, professionally, I published my book, got a website created, have been creating new things on canvas the list goes on... and yet, I still find that yearning, so intangible and yet so encompassing, sometimes.
Memories haunt my days sometimes and leave me feeling such a wreck..... someone very important in my past has recently come back in my thoughts and damn... f*ck , blast I wish he would leave.... I don'...
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And about tme! for weeks now I have been under this kind of restraint- self imposed and not altogether too healthy. I recnnected with an old frend of mine who had caused me a lot of issues primarily because I cannot deal with his issues and we misunderstand each other a lot... probably becasue I brought some of this on myself as my world revolves around me most of the time....yes, I know ... :-P, but vat to do,
Anyway, most of the insecurity has gne and we are pretty cool again.
I am ...
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I have been away from B for a little while- as in most of last week, and although I am tired of B I must admit I consider it home at the moment. But why? I aks myself, I know few people I can really be bothered about let alone care about them... it's really sad. I guess I do have people I miss and we talk and keep in contact but I yearn for friends with whom I have a connection, close that I can not see them for six months and the understanding, the benevolence and feeling of security still e...
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Well, I don't know, I was reading one of my own blogs , written not too long ago and it seems like from another person.So much has changed and my "reality" has definitely taken on a much different slant than a few months ago. I feel unrested inside, on edge and vulnerable- I hate it.
Tue, July 11, 2006 - 9:06 PM
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So, I moved from the back of beyond and am now settled in a nice apartment not too far away from where I want to be. The neighbours are a little "friendly" which I intend to keep to a minimum, I have seen it all before how neighbours suddenly are keeping watch 24/7 and I prefer to start as I mean to go on....friendly, but detached, kick-ass but with irony......
So I am having a really confusing week up till now, some major fucked up emotions got to me again and it's left me feeling tatter...
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* unrepentant melancholics *,
andy warhol,
Blondie,
Boston Festival Arts,
Boston Scene,
boston-raves,
bostonparties,
Cambridge Groove,
Davis Square,
Hell is other people,
Psylab,
Secret pSyciety,
January 11, 2006
Jane is with out a doubt one of the highest and evolved souls I have met in my life. She has an energy like electricity that envelopes her friends and helps them get closer to their souls purpose. She is very sharp witted and giving. Gracious yet, sarcastic, healthy, yet unhealthy. Overall very English and Cool.
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