So.. it's official. No more engaged. BUT, I am trying to see this as a good thing. We're still best friends. It doesn't change the fact that I love him, or that I know I'm going to marry him. Even if he doesn't know it for sure... This just gives us the next three years to prepare to be married... as I am SOOO not ready to be married. And he's even less ready. I can learn to do all the things I can't do right now, and figure out who I am, before I try to mesh myself completely with someone el... read more

I'm going to do my MD/MPH!! I'm not taking a backseat to anyone else's career, or life plan. I'm doing what's right for me. And I think I can even get in to where I want to go. University of Utah, here I come. I wonder how they feel about fire poi... he he he.

And I want a hug.

Would you go for love? For true love. Unthinkable. Passionate. Consuming. Eternal love. Born and bound by God. Between yourself, the most powerful woman you know, and who you know will be the most powerful man of his time. A love that reaches the depths, heights, and walls of your soul. A love that defies the notion of time. What would you do if you tasted it, breathed it, allowed it to define you, and had to live solely by the once made promise that it would return? If that love left you loc... read more

I'm now engaged to a dotted line. It's me, myself, and I... we (myself and I) are celebrating our collective one year anniversary with the now dotted line on the 23rd. I think a nice slice of pie and some tie-dying is in order. Seeing as how Josh is a blank figment of my technocolored dreamscape. Can I make it in a relationship with him by myself for the next 2 years? Yes, I can do it. I will. Guess the hard part is figuring out how to deal with having no emotional anything. "The fact that we... read more