ugh

AdoraBelle — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 22:57:05 GMT

well im 18 now...and I haven't cut in a long time...thats good right? yes. But i think I have food issues... Thats a whole nother story to tell later. I am going to school now, I am gonna study to be a nurse. I still wanna sing though. I will for sure, I have been losing some weight , though its not coming off fast enough. wtv..it will. I binged and purged today. I binged and purged last night. I hadn't done it for 2 days before yesterday and I can't do it anymore. But i need to stick to my fast. Thats the hard part. Hopefully this diet pill will kick in and I won't be so tired when i go to run. My head hurts..but thats just cause I Have started a new fast..I broke it by binging and purging but. I had eaten almost normal for a while there. So the lack of foods taking its toll. give another day..ill be fine. I just need to not touch food tomorrow. yeh I guess thats basically my update XD

so much like falling.

AdoraBelle — Mon, 30 Apr 2007 03:16:17 GMT

..excuse me, to busy writing my tragedy... I didn't think i could go back to feeling this bad. I thought I beat it. I thought I could do this alone. I thought wrong again. i know i will hurt the person i love most if i cut, but i dont know ..i need to.

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ugh

so much like falling.