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Be careful out there, people. Some of you may be too young to know about the strange phenomenon, years ago, of "Bug-Chasing", and "Bug-Giving"------ people who intentionally tried to get HIV, and people who intentionally tried to infect people with HIV.
Whadday know, it's still alive and well. Even on Tribe. There are several "bug-chasing" etc groups, including this one:
tribes.tribe.net/702e3a49-...48c4fd7fc2
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Hello there. I'm FTM, founded & used to run Tribe's first group--- and the first group anywhere on the internet---- devoted to connecting FTMs and "Bio Boys". The group had a sizeable membership, some great, detailed discussions, and it connected a number of people who went on to become real-time friends. The group was popular---- in fact, apparently a little too popular--- "everyone" wanted in, including lesbians and heterosexual women (it was never designed as a vehicle for straight or bi women to meet men, via saying "but I have short hair and sometimes call myself a 'boi' "). Ironically, the group's popularity ended up killing it off: "Fans" created too many spin-off, redundant, and copy-cat groups. There were also copy-cat groups created by a couple of women who were angry that they didn't get into my group (they were declined because they were neither FTM nor bioguys---- the membership parameters were clearly spelled out in the group description). Some of the redundant groups were well-meaning, but members of the duplicate groups ended up going from group to group, "borrowing" topics, verbatim thread titles, and even verbatim text from my group to create content in new groups--- which drained the energy from the original group, and created confusion as to which group was which, since they now all looked & sounded similar, even down to the titles of the threads.

Ultimately, the original group was ended, and most of the duplicate groups died off too (other than an occasional dead-end "intro" post). Thanks to those of you who wrote, re your interest. I'd say, look elsewhere on the net, as Tribe has always been a relatively small site, (even in its heyday), and has been essentially dead for several years now.

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~~~ A WARNING TO ALL TRANSGUYS, FTMs, BUTCHES, "TG BUTCHES" , "BOIS" ~~~
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FTMs----- Beware Beware Beware!
To my knowledge, there aren't a lot of predators out there who "specialize" in preying on FTMs. But there IS at least one. If you run into the Toronto Psycho Bitch, also known as the Tzniut Porn Queen....and some various other names, you have met the worst predator I've ever encountered, in terms of danger to trans guys.

In a nutshell, this is a very disturbed person who makes up a series of fake identities and "personalities", and trolls the internet looking for people (often FTMs or other gender variant people) to manipulate and scam....as entertainment. The game is to try to draw people in via elaborate lies and fake identities, and get them to participate in various dramas and cons that s/he creates. The thrill is "how many people can I 'have going' at one time; how many different fake, contradictory personas can I get people to believe?; how much can I fuck with people's heads before they catch on?". S/he gets high on manipulating people, playing mindgames, seeing if s/he can get away with outrageous lies, telling extreme fictional stories ("...and then I was kidnapped for a year, and they found me in a ditch with my arms and legs broken") to see if s/he can get people to believe her.
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This person gets off on the mindfuck, and on thinking that s/he's "getting over" on people by inventing different personalities & having unsuspecting people believe that the game and the personas are real. The games are mostly online (spilling over into phone, and some rare realtime meetings) but even though s/he rarely takes her craziness off the computer into realtime, there is still some risk of actual danger, beyond the psychological manipulation/emotional abuse. This person DOES get physically violent, in person. Only after I met her did I understand why s/he said s/he had been evicted from her home by her roommates, "tazered" by a previous "boyfriend" (or so s/he says--- who knows?), another "boyfriend" made her get out of the vehicle and walk home because s/he was tantrumming, s/he's been forcibly locked up in psych units, etc. The quotes are here because they're her stories, which means it all might be a lie; you can never believe anything this person says, regarding the role of other people. In one conversation s/he might describe a person as an ongoing boyfriend, then in the next conversation scream "I never fucking SAID he was a BOYFRIEND!!!". S/he might describe a person as a close friend or lover in one conversation, an arch enemy in the next conversation, or someone s/he barely knows & has no ties to, in yet another conversation. ......Like most compulsive liars, s/he has trouble keeping her stories straight. Whenever s/he gets caught mixing up stories and lying, s/he screams "I FUCKING NEVER SAID THAT!!!". ...so if you have met a [somewhat] female-identified person from Toronto, who has a habit of telling you something very specific, then later screaming at you "I never fucking SAID that!!!!!", you might have met this psycho.

One of her fabricated personas is the "Jewish Modesty" person, and when s/he's doing that one, s/he screams things like "OhMyGod, I can't believe you said the word 'masturbate'!! That is so disgusting! I can't take it, I can't stand it, I was sexually abused and I can't STAND it when people talk about sex!!! I'm getting too upset--- I'm just shaking, I think I'm going to be sick--- I have to get off the phone" .
*crying and ranting*.

S/he gave me a long series of lectures about this: "I was raised by my mother, who says it's bad to talk about sex. That I should NEVER associate with people who talk about sex. My mother just thinks sex is really bad, and that there's too much emphasis on it, in society, and that decent people-- especially women, especially JEWISH women--- should never speak about sex. I hate it when people mention sex, or 'body parts', or tell 'dirty jokes'--ugh---- I get so upset that I have to leave the room! That's just the way I was taught, by my mother".

LOL, s/he forgot that previously, while doing "a different persona", s/he 'd told me "my mother's a sex therapist".
(Which was also a lie).
LOLOL.

If you already met this asshole, ask her how it's possible for her mother to be "a sex therapist who doesn't believe in talking about sex". A sex therapist who can't stand for anyone "to say the word 'penis' ", or "to mention masturbation". A sex therapist who believes "masturbation is bad".

LOL, yep, you got it----- if you say that to her, s/he'll scream "I never fucking SAID my mother was a fucking sex therapist!!!!!".
Meaning, s/he forgot s/he told you that, and is furious that you remembered and are confronting her.



This person has already been told, by a long line of therapists and psychiatrists, as she herself relates it, that she should ~stay out of relationships~.....for the protection of other people! S/he's furious that more than one therapist has told her "you will never be able to have a normal relationship"----- but after getting to know her I came to understand that
a) It's TRUE!
b) it was told to her to protect THE OTHER PEOPLE !

S/he has Borderline Personality Disorder, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, and Antisocial Personality Disorder.....which just boils down to crazy, mean, drama queen & compulsive liar with no conscience. A sociopath.

What's the deal with preying on TRANS GUYS? Simple. This person sees FTMs as easy prey.
And s/he likes to do non-consensual mindfuck games about how FTMs are "really" women. "She" is a fucked up middle-aged guy who couldn't make it as a gay man, and somehow (?) convinced therapists and surgeons to let her transition straight outta high school. One more argument why severely mentally ill people with a long, established history of psychiatric problems, especially those still in their teens (!) should be carefully screened before going through irreversible sex reassignment medical procedures......sometimes the mental disorder looks like "transsexualism" but isn't----- hello! .

There's an alternative story s/he sometimes uses, about being born "intersexed". S/he uses that version in situations where s/he doesn't think people are open to involvement with someone who's transgender. S/he also uses the "intersexed" angle to get attention and sympathy, when posting in online forums. Maybe s/he read about "intersexed" on the internet and decided to try it as a line. Who knows if it's true or not---- since this one lies about ~everything~ you can never believe even the most simple statement from her. But since decades of research has documented the link between Klinefelter's Syndrome, which s/he [sometimes] says s/he has, and criminal, psychopathic behavior, and sexual violence, maybe s/he's telling the truth about having Klinefelter's. There IS a link between Klinefelter's and serial killers and sociopaths. That would fit! Mostly though, s/he just writes that she "was born intersex and ultimately had to transition" on the profiles she places on queer and FTM sites....because as s/he has said, s/he doesn't think FTMs are particularly interested in trans women who transitioned from male to female, so s/he changes her history to fit whatever site s/he's on. On the heterosexual sites, when s/he's trolling for bio guys, s/he leaves out all mention of being trans. So, LOL, one day , while trying to lure FTMs, she states she's totally "queer and proud of it!" , and "only dates other queer people". The next day [the next WEBSITE, rather], s/he has no trans background or identity, chases bio guys, and may go years without telling any of these people s/he's trans.

From what s/he told me many times, and from her behavior, s/he regrets having the srs-------- AND IS NOW TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH HAVING A COCK, AND WITH USING IT AS SOME KIND OF TOOL OF "DOMINANCE" AND ABUSE.

I've never met anyone-- of any gender--- more obsessed with dick, more obsessed with "I have to FUCK people, I have to dominate you by penetrating you", more obsessed with "you must submit to my awesome cock!" ("and if you don't, my whole world and my identity will crumble"). "Her" whole persona is "I AM MY STRAP-ON COCK".

On some websites her names are all about "strap ons": s/he uses profile names like the "Strap-On Domme" or "Strap-On Queen" or "Strapon Goddess" etc. On other websites, s/he leaves that out, but when s/he starts trolling for FTMs, s/he puts in this weird code -- "looking for someone 'accessible' ". I had no idea what that meant so I asked----- s/he explains "accessible" means willing to be fucked by her strap-on. Really, with all the text language, and personal ads codes , and internetspeak out there, have you EVER seen anyone use the word "accessible" to mean "you must let me fuck you with my strap-on"??? Very odd.

It's her way of putting this "looking for someone who will let me fuck them with my strap-on" into the FIRST TEN SECONDS of the conversation, without saying what s/he really means. Her ads for FTMs will always say "seeking longterm", "seeking lifetime relationship" etc....... but that's because that's the best way to lure in the nicer, more sincere people who s/he doesn't think will catch on to her as quickly. Who's more easy to manipulate--- an FTM seeking a nice, sincere, decent, kind person for a relationship, or an FTM seeking an hour of sex? The person seeking an hour of easy, uncomplicated sex will tell this rude, crazy, drama queen to fuck off in a New York minute. Since s/he's looking for the thrill of the "con"---- setting up a sincere person, telling the person these bizarre stories and trying to reel them in, keeping that going for a few weeks or months, manipulating and mindfucking the unsuspecting individual, for entertainment---- s/he puts that "seeking friendship", "seeking The One", "seeking a long term relationship" , "seeking a lifetime relationship" in the profile or ad.

The strap-on stuff might be "hot" coming from a more normal, sane, not-dangerous person.....but this person isn't sane or respectful of other people, and s/he is OBSESSED with the idea that s/he HAS to do this to everyone, so it just comes off as sick, obsessive, creepy.....and definitely about pathology and power-over. It's also a little creepy coming from a post-op MTF, in my opinion. ....or at least from a post-op MTF who has so much rage about having been CASTRATED by the medical profession (at "her" insistence!).

You may have to know this person for a long time before s/he'll stop telling the "cover story", but eventually s/he does acknowledge that s/he never should have had srs, that she couldn't make it as a straight man or a gay man, can't make it now, sexually, as a woman and "doesn't want to" as s/he says. S/he furious that s/he doesn't have a dick, and so now everyone s/he meets has to "worship her strap-on".
S/he starts hundreds of online conversations with internet strangers, ****centered around her fixation with her strap-on****....so that might be how you meet her.

Obviously, the people meeting her as "the Jewish modesty" advocate, who "can't stand to be around people who talk about sex! Ugh!" are not supposed to know about the existence of the "strap-on goddess" websites, porn modeling, and "sex worker" jobs. These are all separate con games, and none of it works if the targets of the game figure out the scam.

This compulsive liar even said s/he might start telling people s/he's actually "FTM". I wouldn't doubt it. S/he will say ANYTHING to get laid and/or to manipulate and mindfuck people.

This creep's schtick is to join every FTM-related group, forum, etc s/he can find online, with hype about "I luv-v-v-v-v FTMS!" ("and butches, bois, genderqueer guys", as if they were all essentially the same)... If challenged on this, s/he defensively says "of course!!!!!" s/he knows the difference between "FTM" and "butch", or "FTM" and "genderqueer", or "FTM" and "boi".....but aside from what s/he reads online and parrots back in order to "say the right thing", s/he doesn't seem to have any real knowledge about or understanding of FTMs. I've been out a longgg time, and have therefore had thousands of conversations, over the years, with people who didn't have any experience or knowledge re transpeople------ and yet, even the total "beginners" seemed to understand transfolk better than this person does.

For example, despite having explained, oh, 50 times (?) that I never "lived as a woman", my entire family and all friends etc knew of my situation as an FTM since childhood, etc, this person would interrupt EVERY thing I said, to interject "that was when you were A GIRL, right?"....."b-b-but you were A GIRL back then!!"......"how could you have been dating a STRAIGHT woman?! You're a GIRL!"......"you hadn't had chest surgery yet, back then, so the woman you were with had to have been a lesbian---- so, you were a lesbian, right? And the woman you were dating was a lesbian". Even if I happened to be talking about having dated a heterosexual-identified woman who had only been with biomales [I know that's Politically Incorrect terminology...I'm not writing for PC Monthly, I'm trying to get a point across] before me, dating a woman who only dated biomales after me, and who later married a bioguy, no experience with or interest in women (in other words, I had been dating a straight woman), The Psycho would interrupt to say--- with her head cocked, dumbly, not understanding---- "but she couldn't have been STRAIGHT--- she was dating YOU. And you were....a GIRL".

Really, no amount of "explaining" could get this crazy person to understand how someone could be FTM/male-identified their whole life, grow up as a kid everyone knew as trans (even before their was a word for it), and never have any "female" history, or relationships in which they identified or were seen as "female". This nutball, who thinks s/he's some kind of expert on transgender topics, couldn't understand that---- and in fact, repeatedly told me it wasn't possible.

Obviously that's because s/HE isn't transsexual..... which also explains the total OBSESSION, now, as someone who's supposedly a "post-op MTF", with having a penis.

I explained--- I was trans/male-identified (since childhood), I dressed as male, was "passing" as male early on, lived as male, met the straight woman I referenced while I was identifying as male, the heterosexually-identified woman became my girlfriend , knew my deal as trans and was cool with that, etc. This Toronto asswipe would say "hmm,ok, I think I understand...so...you hadn't yet had surgery, but you were living as a male? Ok, I think I understand" .......and then two hours later interrupt some completely unrelated conversation, to ask "ok, so that was when you were A GIRL?". This creep would then sceam and lecture ME---- s/he being "the expert" on my life as an FTM----- and shout "look---- you hadn't had SURGERY yet, ok! IF YOU WERE BORN FEMALE, AND YOU HADN'T HAD SURGERY YET------ you WERE born female, right? YOU WERE NOT BORN WITH A FULL-SIZE PENIS
[that's a verbatim quote...LOL, "a full-size penis"],
SO YOU COULD NOT HAVE BEEN LIVING AS GUY! You had to have been living as a girl then!!!".

I lost count as to how many times s/he pulled this routine. It didn't matter what story I was telling or what kind of conversation we were having--- s/he interrupted conversations that had nothing to do with gender, to interject this. I've never, in my life, had anyone "remind" me, every four hours, that I was trans----- LOL, "so, you lived in City A, and you used to go to this one restaurant and always order the chicken stew------ THAT WAS WHEN YOU WERE A GIRL. I mean, you WERE born female----you're not a guy, oops, I didn't mean to say that--- I meant, you weren't a guy THEN....because you were not born with a penis. So anyway, go ahead, you were a girl, and you used to go to this one restaurant, downtown, and order the chicken stew, go ahead...".

S/he added "this was back when you were A GIRL", to everything I said, whether the story was about being 12 years old, or about something that happened ten years after I transitioned. Whether I was talking about being in school, or a town I used to live in, some story unrelated to gender, any number of topics unrelated to gender, s/he interject "back when you were A GIRL".

I think it was supposed to be some kind of mindfuck, but since that strategy didn't work on me, it ended up with her just sounding mentally retarded.

This is the "FTM expert". This is the nutjob who inserts herself into FTM spaces all over the internet, hitting on trans guys. Laying it on thick about how s/he knows so much about trans men and "prefers to date FTMs, TG butches and other queers".

S/he "likes" FTMs and goes into FTM and queer spaces because s/he likes to play a mindfuck game centered around and "getting back at" other transpeople, out of anger, because s/he's so angry that s/he cut her penis off. S/he told me many times that s/he prefers bio guys "but can't keep them". Mostly because s/he's a crazy bitch who drives everyone off..... .
S/he does this weird competition thing where s/he chases a bio guy, then pulls this "I'm more of a man than you are, my dick is bigger, when I was a guy I had 10 inches [or whatever shit s/he makes up that particular day], my strap-on is bigger than your cock", etc. The bio guys, who were only looking for a fuck anyway (because s/he finds them on sex sites) bails, and the psycho goes back to the FTM sites....and starts the same old shit about "you must worship my cock, I have to be the one with the cock in this relationship". S/he constantly weaves into interactions with trans guys, her weird shit about "you're an FTM, so you don't really have a cock". S/he thinks transguys are more desperate, so they will put up with it, while bio guys will tell her to fuck herself, and leave after one "date". Her marketing ploy, to explain the obsession with her strap-on, is that it's all about "being queer". In that mode, s/he says s/he's only interested in "queer" people, "queer bodies", "queer-identified" people, etc.

This is while she's simultaneously ~obsessively~ hunting for bio guys who have no connection to the queer world, and who don't even know what any of those terms mean. S/he tells the trans guys ('and butches, bois, TG butches, genderqueers") that she has little or no interest in bio guys................ . Often s/he goes beyond that into heated, sceaming rants about how s/he "hates" all non-trans men. Keep listening. Keep watching. ("When in doubt about whether to believe what people SAY or what they DO, always believe what they DO"). This sociopath will eventually let you know, s/he actually prefers the bioguys.....and is furious and resentful that s/he can't get them. Or "can't keep them", as s/he says. S/he has a variety of explanations for that, but it boils down to the fact that non-trans men won't put up with her shit the way s/he perceives that trans guys will.

She does a constant mindfuck on FTMs---- one that non-transgender men won't put up with. Part of her game is to constantly "male bash" around transguys---- "men are assholes, I hate men, I hate cocks, I hate how men are about their cocks, I have no interest in bioguys!" etc, which s/he mixes in with a lot of weird propaganda and mindfuck shit about how FTMs "shouldn't be like men". "I will have sex with transguys because that's different--- they're not really men." "Men and women have sex in a different way--- FTMs can't do that, since they don't have penises"., "Why would an FTM use a strap-on? Ugh, that's GROSS! Trying to be like bioguys! Disgusting!". Huh? That's a reflection of how this person KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT FTMS. S/he bills herself as so knowledgable about FTMs., such a strong ally of FTMs....since s/he's "dated so many of them". Of the hetero bio guys, gay bio guys, non-transwomen, transwomen, etc I've known, I've ~never~ talked with anyone who seemed to have LESS understanding about FTMs than this person. I think because s/he's just so psychologically fucked up (sociopathic), that s/he's incapable of understanding anyone....regardless of gender.

As far as I can tell, s/he sees everyone as some kind of prop in her own private sadistic horror/porn movie (no wonder she says "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" is porn to her), as people s/he'd ideally like to first fuck...then chop into pieces.
I guess it makes a certain kind of sense that since this person is struggling (and eating elephant-dose psychiatric meds) just to restrain her urges to chop people into bits, s/he doesn't have much energy left to actually think much about anyone else's gender, and what "FTM" actually means. But while s/he verbally bashes bioguys, s/he chases them 20 hours a day. S/he just doesn't want the trans guys to find out about that.... .

This monster also tends to intentionally seek out the trans guys who s/he thinks will have some sort of insecurity or problem or disability that s/he can prey on------ either they're early in transition (watch out pre-top surgery and/or pre-T guys), they're "in recovery" from an alcohol or drug problem, they're very young (under 25), they have some sort of physical issue that they're sensitive about, they have a mental illness, or they're perceived as "physically unattractive" and less likely to attract partners (s/he'll go for someone who's 4'9 and 300 lbs, for example....thinking they'll be an easy target to "acquire" and manipulate). If you see a butch, "boi", early transition or pre-transition trans guy, or a post-transition trans guy whose profile says something about being "shy" or having social anxiety, or "trying to work through issues" or "I have trouble meeting people", "I have a disability", "I have self-esteem issues", "I'm not a very confident person but I'm trying to work on that" etc---- chances are, this piece of predator shit will already have messaged them: "Hi, wanna be friends?".
S/he's looking for prey.
Someone easy to manipulate and mindfuck. Someone already having problems, someone s/he can abuse for a longer period of time without them catching on or knowing how to stand up.

S/he wants to be with bio guys but says s/he "can't keep them". S/he says she "HATES" gay men...."fucking faggots", as s/he calls them. Because gay men rejected her [as crazy?] when s/he was once trying to partner with them. S/he's not above USING gay men though, if s/he needs to have some "friends" on an internet site, or needs someone to take her out and pay for dinner. But privately, s/he spits out "FAGGOTS! I can't STAND gay men! They make me sick!!" when the subject of gay men comes up. Over & over, this person told me how "sick" and "disgusting" s/he thinks "faggots" are; s/he states s/he "hates" gay males, gay male sex, gay male bars, anything that suggests or depicts gay men.

Still--- s/he often hits on, compliments, "befriends" transmen whose profiles identifies them as gay, bisexual, pansexual, etc, because s/he can't resist the temptation to go after FTMs. But eventually, when the topic turns to male-male relationships or male-male sex, s/he freaks out and starts the spitting-- "F-F-fucking FAGGOTS! Ugh!!". Why hit on and chase a man who clearly said they were gay, bi, or pansexual then foam at the mouth when you find out that means they have sex with men? Answer: S/he's just nuts. And a self-loathing faggot.

And like so many gay men, s/he really wanted to snare the "straight guys"...which s/he couldn't do as one of the hated "fags". So s/he "transitioned to female". And couldn't make that work either. S/he still pursues bio guys constantly.......but they see through her faster, IF s/he meets them offline. So s/he tries to keep all "relationships" restricted to online contact....which works well with the "I live in mom's basement, & do nothing except play videogames and watch Star Trek" bioguys. S/he's figured out that trans guys are one of the easiest groups to target. Like shooting fish in a barrel. She uses them like pawns, something for amusement and an ego boost. S/he also says that s/he won't ever have to worry about trans guys "having cocks", or expecting to "fuck" her , because as s/he says--- whether pre-op, non-op, or post-op--- "FTMs don't have real cocks"....so how could they be on the "top" end of penetration? (TOLD you this person doesn't know shit about FTMs).

Oh, you can bet that if you catch her saying that and confront her about it, ten seconds later or six months after you hear her say it, s/he'll scream "I NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT!" (one of her favorite lines, no matter the topic).....but s/he DOES say it, and it's exactly what s/he thinks of FTMs. She'd say things like that, outright, very clearly, and then less than five minutes later scream "I NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT!!!!!". .....knowing she was blowing her "oh, I lu-v-v-v FTMs" act. What she told me was that s/he "plays along" with whatever the FTM says, pretending that s/he supports whatever the FTM says....s/he said that FTMs won't be interested/won't stick around if s/he tells them what she really thinks....like "FTM lower surgeries are DISGUSTING! Ugh-- if I was with a guy who got the lower surgery, [phallos, metoidioplasties, any lower surgery] even if I was married to him, I'd find excuses never to have sex with him. I'd lie to him about why, I'd make up reasons to never have sex with him--- because FTM surgeries are gross! But I'm not going to go around saying that!!!". S/he said, outright, that s/he'd pretend to be supportive . She told me, outright "i just tell them 'whatever YOU want is fine, I support you either way'--- I tell them what they want to hear. That's what everyone wants---- to be told whatever it is that they want to hear. So that's what I tell 'em. Who the fuck CARES, ok?"

This is part of the game. ["She" is the only one, in her mind, who has a dick...even in a relationship with an FTM] . This is one of the mindfucks s/he does to FTMs. Now, we all know that someone who has their head on straight wouldn't care what anyone else thought about their genitals, or their current or future surgery plans, or the surgery they'd already had. But again--- this person is less inclined to go for a person with solid self-esteem , unless the trans man (or non-trans man) is considered good-looking, a trophy. Since s/he goes after hundreds (!) of people, simultaneously, it doesn't mess up her plans to have a couple of flukes in the mix. But there will always be a base of really needy, vulnerable people in there. Really, would YOU like it if someone like this had targeted your 23 year old, vulnerable, disabled, confused, hungry-for-approval, considering-transition best friend? Or family member. I don't think there's a bottom number, age-wise, as far as her targets. S/he presents herself as a "successful, professional woman" in her online profiles. What's an almost-40 year old woman, with soooo many dating options, doing chasing an admittedly confused, just-starting-out 20 year old trans man anyway?

Remember--- while s/he's saying this to transguys, s/he's collecting cock photos from bioguys, writing to hundreds of random non-trans men to ask them "send me some more pics--- I want one of you with a hard-on, doing x,y,z". ....."mmmmm, I love the one of your cock next to the beer can! Hot!!!". This psycho tells transguys that FTM lower surgeries are "gross, disgusting, sick---ugh-- why would anyone want to do that?! ". FTMs in general are told "I fucking HATE bio cocks! I really only like queer bodies".
But s/he obsessively collects photos of bio guys' dicks. Getting a sense, yet, of how fucked up this is?

S/he plays a little game called "She Wears The Cock In This Relationship" [maybe you know her from the online group of the same name].....including when s/he tries to be with an FTM. S/he's more wary of trying it with the "straight" bioguys s/he tries to hook up with. (There's a huge pool of closet case gay guys who advertise for women with "strap-on's", usually wanting to be "forced" to have sex with another man; you'll often find her trolling in that pool too.) S/he'll play games with men who identifiy as "tops", but it's brief andn only online---it's usually a game of her trying to extract compliments (s/he'll take compliments wherever s/he can get them!), and trying to wear the "top" down, whining on and on as s/he tries to tell them how great it would be for them if s/he fucked them with her strap-on. S/he moves on when it becomes clear that they're not interested in her plastic cock, etc. With FTMs , she does a total mindfuck--- or tries to--- about how s/he has to be the "man", s/he has to be "the one with the cock". Lacking the guts to say "I cut my dick off out of mental illness and poor impulse control----- and I resent everyone else in the world for the choice I made", s/he plays a game of trying to ~castrate~ other people....particularly FTMs.
S/he gets off on non-consensual humiliation scenes, verbal abuse ("FTMs don't have dicks", "no straight woman would ever be with an FTM", "I think FTMs being tops, FTMs fucking women, FTMs being doms is disgusting!!!"), etc.......all the while invading transman websites and forums, inserting herself into those communities.

Obviously she doesn't get into the abuse and mindfucks right away. Her profiles are intentionally innocuous. S/he starts out by telling people the opposite of what s/he later says s/he really believes...including about FTMs. S/he tries to gain admission into FTM communities by posting "pretty" photos, hitting on transguys, complimenting them, talking about how "sweet" and "kind" she is, and how she's "seeking an LTR with an FTM". Even if s/he's simultaneously running 26 profiles, many of them on sex sites, and having 1-nighters with strangers, her profiles on FTM sites always say s/he's "looking for a relationship": "the ONE!", "seeking longterm", etc. This is just her M.O.

Occasionally s/he'll take a break from hitting on the retarded guys, the bio guys who profiles say "I'm 29 and I wear diapers 24/7 and have never had a job", the 4-foot 9 inch, 300 lbs lesbians [that s/he likes because s/he gets to be "the hot one" in the relationship], the people with pronounced physical or mental disabilities, the poor people whose profiles say "I have a lot of problems and am very insecure" etc, and s/he'll attempt to snag a trophy trans guy. Someone more confident, good-looking. S/he's vain that way, and can't resist the candy. S/he always wants to possess what s/he can't have, so s/he will go for an occasional trophy, taking a break from her usual pattern of going after Special Ed prey. [By the way, the description of the "4' 9", 300 lbs" dyke came from her, not from me. The psycho told me that s/he intentionally chose and "dated" a dyke or FTM who was four-nine, three hundred pounds, and very unattractive....... it was someone s/he found laughable, but could hold a lot of power over, because this other person was so desperate to be loved and seen as attractive. The psycho sees herself as some kind of "model" (hardly accurate), is obsessed with hair & makeup, likes to pretend that s/he is some sort of glamorous star. Lots of makeup, posed and staged photos, and rarely meeting people offline are all part of that strategy. In order to continue to be "the star", s/he must periodically choose someone considered conventionally "ugly".....morbidly obese, considered physically unattractive, etc, because s/he counts on that person doing a lot of "omg, I can't believe someone as beautiful as YOU would go out with me!!!!" Of course, she works it online, posts a gallery of posed photos, constantly fishes for compliments--- "what do you think of my pics? What do you think of my new hairstyle?"---- and then responds to the compliments with fake-modest comebacks: "Awww, thanks, you're so sweet, you are a hottie TOO! I might have to scoop you up next time I come to _______" (fill in the city). ]

While buttering up the unsuspecting vulnerable FTMS and dykes on the dyke dating sites, and the desired FTM or dyke "trophy", (the Toronto Pyscho Bitch often approaches the trophy FTM with a "OMG, you're beautiful!!!"", "OMG, you're gorgeous!!!" etc comment on a profile photo), s/he's simultaneously on 25 other websites, including the generic hetero sites, chasing some non-trans guy. Or on the fetish sites, calling herself "a domme". LOL, that's laughable. S/he's "a domme" like one of her heroes, Jeffrey Dahmer, was "a dom". Meaning not.

Granted, I only have a couple of decades in the kink community, but really....I always thought that in order to be a "domme", you had to have control over your SELF first. I thought "domme" meant a woman [ok, problem right there] who was at least somewhat sane, and had her own life, moods, and major issues under control. Can you really be "a domme" in any safe or sane way, dealing with other people's fragile psyches, when you yourself are prone to several-times-per-day screaming, tantrumming fits? When you call people 48 times in one day, to scream or rant or just have a meltdown, or to accuse them of having sex with the clerk while they were in the store? Can you really be "a domme" when you have to pop the psych meds every 4 hours in order to keep the covering-up-crazy mask from melting? When you're so desperate for attention that you run 15 internet profiles at once, and obsessively check them throughout the day, out of a need for attention from strangers? The true dommes that I've known (dated a few as well), were confident----- not "fake confident", TRULY confident--- women who were not attention-whores. They would NEVER have needed to run 10 or 15 internet ads at a time (month after month, year after year), chase men, or be an attention-whore.

Then there's the VIOLENCE and constant threats of violence.
As I said, I never once saw or felt any real indication that this person has any "domme" energy. S/he a mess, always on the verge of either a crying meltdown or a screaming tantrum....or so loaded up on psych meds that s/he's basically a zombie-robot (s/he says s/he does that intentionally, so s/he "won't feel anything", and will be able to function ...sort of...in day to day life). So I never saw "domme". What I did see and hear, constantly, was VIOLENCE. Every time someone declined her advances, or a "rival" got something (someONE) s/he thought s/he should have, the reaction was along the lines of "if I ever see them out on the street, I'll beat them both to death!! I don't fucking care if I go to jail. No-- I won't kill them both-- I'll kill one of them-- I'll stab him to death--- and I'll permanently maim the other one!". We were talking, once, about the topic of "cheating"--- and I said that if I ever walked in and found a "monogamous" partner "in the act" with someone else, I'd just throw their possessions in the street, change the locks, and be done with it, cut them off completely, no discussion, no drama, no looking back. Just bye-bye, you can find your shit out there in the street...better go grab it before a homeless person hauls it off in a shopping cart.

This freak said that is S/HE ever got caught fucking someone else, while s/he was supposedly in a monogamous relationship, and her partner did that (threw her shit out, or kicked her out of the house, etc), s/he "beat him to death". A little backwards, but completely in line with how s/he views the world---- if S/HE got caught cheating, she'd initiate physical violence toward the partner who caught her cheating. And "beat to death" the person who caught her cheating..... for throwing her shit out in the street. S/he's the Victim in every encounter; everything is someone else's fault. About once a day, this sociopath takes any random discussion back to how "tough" s/he is (*cough*, riiight). S/he loves to talk about fighting, how tough s/he is in a physical fight, how s/he deals with rival "queens" by "knocking them down on the sidewalk and stomping their implants with a spike heel", "beating people to death", etc. Anyone who disagrees with her is sized up, re "I know I could take him! I would kick his ass!!!!".
Such a pleasant person to be around.... .
And in her internet profiles, s/he always says s/he's looking for someone "kind" and "gentle".
What s/he means is that s/he's looking for a doormat who will be less inclined to kick her ass when the person catches her in one of her daily crazy lies, or less likely to stand up for himself, when this psycho becomes violent.

This person is a menace to, and a poison in, the kink community. S/he hides behind the label "domme", because it's a little easier for her to pass her craziness off as "kink", at least online. Abuse & Personality Disorder is not "kink". Constantly fantasizing about "beating people to death", wanting to "maim and kill", anytime you can't get your way, is not "kink". S/he'll tell people s/he's been "a domme since she was 18 years old" . [Really? They had a "domme program" in the psych wards and group homes back then? How progressive!]. Oddly enough, after being "a domme" for all these years, s/he has no "slaves" or "submissives". And never has ....even though her whole world is being "a domme". Go figure. S/he has no offline friends. Because this "domme" bit is a total scam that s/he runs online. S/he just hits the fetish sites, posts the same old "corset photos" [yawn, good to see s/he's read "How To Do BDSM 101"], trolls the various groups and forums for "subs", trades one-liners back and forth for ten years, online, and calls that "being a domme".

The goal is to get email and compliments. Plus photos of guys and their dicks. S/he's "a Collector". Like the "trans" people who will never come closer to "transition" than creating an online avatar who wears pink & has a femme name, this person lives in a world of collected penis photos, and emails from strangers, that begin with "Dear Mistress". That's her "domme" life.

S/he hit on me after seeing my profile here, gave me her phone number , and told me to call. Her roommates were furious and said "she's giving this number out again? We don't want her giving this number out to her little 'friends' from the internet. We told her to STOP doing that". A nearly 40 year old woman who can't even give out her own phone number to friends without her roommates freaking out? That should have told me something! ...but no, s/he always has an excuse, the problem is always "someone else". S/he said it was the roommates who were "crazy". I later learned about her obsession with strangers from the internet, and the crazy behavior----- which is what her roommates meant. Then the same roommates later kicked her out for sexually inappropriate behavior with BOTH of them. They were a married couple and they told her to get out....because of her interference in their relationship, sexual acting-out toward each of them, and general weird behavior. S/he blamed them......even though s/he'd hit on both of them, and tried to ruin their relationship. They caught on and evicted her. S/he ranted and raved about how evil they are, how much s/he hates them-- in private---but still tells them they're her " Facebook friends", because they have connections s/he wants to use.

This predator often has as many as 150+ of these little online "longterm relationships" going at one time............so really, do some checking if someone like this has been sending you compliments, little goofy "you're too cute!!!!" , "wanna be my lil guy?" emails, constantly talking about "getting together" offline, telling you that you're now her "boyfriend", asking "so, am I your girlfriend? I wanna be your girlfriend", "Can I be your mommy?".

Every "personality", every come-on, is part of a scam. And don't give her any MONEY. If s/he thinks you're a "sub", s/he'll ask for "tributes" (money). If she's trying to fit you into the "boyfriend" role, s/he'll claim poverty (and in the next breath tell you all about her "ggggreat job, as a professional", how she makes so much money) and expect you to pay for the dates, road trip, plane fare, pick up the phone tab, whatever. She trolls for paid tricks on one website, for "financial tributes from subs" on another site, for "baby boys for a long term relationship" on another site, for "rockabilly" bioboys for "dates" on another site, for "sweet, accessible FTMs and TG butches, for long term only!!!" on one site, for feces-eating "human toilets" on another site, for lesbians on another site [how many WOMEN would go out with someone like this, if they KNEW the person was simultaneously doing this other shit?????]. None. So s/he lies & tries to make sure the people from one group never find out about the people from the other 20 groups.... .

It's all a SCAM, guys. Beware.

Craziness, compulsive lying, tantrums, screaming, manipulation, non-consensual mindfucks, non-consensual D/s, STDs that s/he doesn't disclose, jerking back and forth from one contradictory "personality" to another----did you first meet her while she was doing her "domme" thing? Or, the day you met her, was she doing the "jewish modesty, I always wear clothes that cover my collarbones and knees? Good Jews don't show their body" bit? If so, you probably got lectures about how much s/he respects the Jewish religion, and why s/he adheres to the Tzniut code of modesty, in her clothing & her behavior.

Or maybe you met the Porn Queen persona........the black corset with the implants pushed up and "overflowing" in an attention-seeking (but unattractive) way? Maybe you met "Diaper Mommy". Maybe she was doing Scat Queen-- "I want you to eat my feces" the day you met her . When s/he's chasing some poor confused pre-transition FTM or GenderQueer who just wants a girlfriend, s/he conveniently omits that Scat Queen is one of the personalities. Would YOU get involved with a person who secretly trolls the internet looking for people to let her shit in their mouth?

Really, would you get involved with someone who presented herself as a "nice, stable, sweet, kind, caring, responsible person who looks 'alternative', [tattoos] but 'with a conservative side, seeking monogamy and LTR"------- if you knew her "other date" for the weekend involved a big feces-eating fest?

E-coli is the LEAST of your risks with this person. Oh, not saying e-coli is a picnic......but if you deal with her, you better be prepared for the emotional and psychological equivalent of e-coli as well. It's an evil shitfest all around.

While this person is baiting and working a con on some naive 22 year old transguy , s/he doesn't mention that s/he's also in constant communication with a few mentally ill bio guys who live in mom's basement, sit around for 12 hour stints in a shitty diaper, and text back & forth with her about how they love the smell of feces.....that's another of her obsessions that s/he can't live without--- people who like to wear shit-filled diapers for extended periods of time and wax poetic about the smell "and the wonderful sensation" of wallowing in their own feces. Was she doing "Dommy Mommy" the day you met her? "Lookin for a lil boy"?
Awww, isn't that cute? Not the way S/HE does it.
If Baby Jane Hudson and John Wayne Gacy had a child, I think it might turn out something like her.... .

If the person in this article can go to jail for lying
www.newsok.com/oklahoma-c...cle/3587523
maybe the Toronto PsychoBitch Strap-On Goddess Rockabilly Girl Seeking-Lifetime-FTM nutcase will end up in jail too.

If you're an animal rights person, a vegetarian, a vegan, someone who believes in protecting animals and preventing animal cruelty--- s/he'll tell you she is too!
But s/he'll conveniently omit the suspiciously constant connections and "friendships" with people who fuck animals--- the "K9" people who troll the fetish sites. How the fuck are you an "animal rights" advocate while supporting, befriending, hitting on, flirting with people who rape, abuse, and sexually exploit animals????

For now, I think I'll skip the details about the CORPSES.
Let's just say that even your dead grandpa isn't safe around this piece of shit. S/he was horribly disappointed when I said that molesting and fucking actual dead people isn't really all that edgey and "kewl"----- it's just one more form of narcissistic , destructive sexual obsession--- putting "getting off at all costs" above everything else. Not roleplay (which is harmless). Molesting, fucking, and obsessing about actual corpses.
As I said---- no moral compass, no conscience, no regard for other people. Everything is "Me, Me, Me". Hiding psychopathy behind the label "kink".

And no, s/he doesn't "get help for this". S/he wastes the government's money showing up for token "therapy"....because s/he's pushed to do it (or maybe legally required to), but says s/he wouldn't dream of telling any counselor the truth. S/he says s/he spends the time telling them her problem is s/he's just "co-dependent". What s/he told me about that whole topic? "I don't think I really want to give any of it up--- I don't really want to change". S/he admitted enjoying fucking people over, manipulating people, lying. S/he thinks it's "exciting". It keeps her from "getting bored".


Or maybe, the day you met her online, she was doing the vanilla ads, the "educated professional, with a great sense of humor!!!".
Or maybe the day you were online, looking around at various social networking or dating sites, s/he was doing the "good girl" routine---- "I am only looking for an LTR, not interested in sex!! NO PORN. I fucking hate porn! If you watch porn, stay away from me, I hate that shit!".

That's one of her "personalities": "I fucking HATE porn! How in the world can people LIKE that shit?! UGH!". This includes approaching people who already have some mention of porn or sex on their profiles, striking up an "innocent", friendly conversation with them....and then harassing them for the next year, about "that shit on your profile is disgusting! Take it down! Now!".

But maybe, instead, you happened to encounter her OTHER persona.....the one who COLLECTS PORN and puts it all over her profile site.
Oops. Can you say "one of these personas must be fake, then?".
The porn-collector one will always feature cock shots. You know the really lame ones that women tend to dislike so much......the *yawn* penis-photographed-next-to-the-hair-spray-can-for-size shots, the close-up-of-the-cock-with-a-necklace-draped-around it, the-look-how-hard-my-dick-is pick, the my-profile-has-132-photos-of-just-my-penis..... .

If s/he's working the "Tzniut" persona when you meet her, s/he will scream into the phone about "I am into Jewish modesty, I hate fucking men's obsession with their cocks, I fucking HATE porn!!! I HATE people who fucking talk about SEX! Ugh! I hate sex!". Lucky you, if you meet that one.... . (Buy some ear plugs....you'll need them when the Volume 10 screaming starts).

...and now that you've been warned, you won't be shocked when you've gotten the "I HATE fucking PORN!!!!" screaming rant....and then you realize that this person is, simultaneously, all over a bunch of porn sites ......posting "mmm, hot pic!", "love the cock shots" etc.

Bizarre.

I got screamed at---- and got the "OhMyGod, I'm shaking right now, I can't breathe, I've got to get off the chat!! I can't stand this!! OhMyGod!!!" bit------ over the concept that anyone might be "poly", or date, play with, etc more than one person. And I'm not even "poly"...so I'm a pretty odd choice of targets, on that one. I got the screaming rant about "You don't understand! I can't STAND the idea of groups of people having sex, or someone dating multiple people!!!".....explaining the link to traumatic childhood experiences [probably a lie, too]. This person told me that in order to even go on a date with anyone----- a FIRST date---- the other person had "to promise to be monogamous". How can you "promise, in advance, to be monogamous" with someone you've never even MET?

I asked that. Hey, just curious. That's really your "rule" ? Really? How's that workin out for ya? Ya get a lot of takers, with that "before we go on our first date, you have to agree that now, you will never see anyone else....though we haven't ever even met"?

By now you must have figured out that after each strange "proclamation" and tantrum comes the next crazy chapter...... .
After the loud, aggressive speeches on "anything to do with multiple people, or dating more than one person at a time makes me SICK!!!_How many fucking times do I have to TELL you?! I am only interested in MONOGAMY!!! Are you or aren't you MONOGAMOUS???? ANSWER ME??"........................it turned out that another thing s/he trolled the sex and porn websites for was...drum roll.....COUPLES looking for sexual partners. And people who include in their list of interests, "gang bangs".

LOL, s/he has a screaming meltdown upon hearing that some random FTM s/he's chasing might already be seeing someone, or might not be interested in monogamy....because any mention of non-monogamy "triggers her abuse memories"......................................................
and s/he's simultaneously going online and chasing couples advertising for group sex, and people who post seeking gang bangs.
LOL.....group sex and gang bangs.

S/he belongs to a local "lesbian" group in Toronto, goes out drinking with them, joins in on the group talk about "ughhh, men! I hate men! I fucking hate PENISES!"..........comes home from the lesbian events, and starts IM'ing with the bio guys sending her the cock photos, goes right back to her giant penis close-up photos collection.

S/he tries to say that s/he has these "relationships" with Hassidic Jewish men..................who, of course, don't know anything about all this other crap s/he does. S/he believes that one of these orthodox Jewish men is going to "marry" her.
Can you imagine THAT scene? The "nice Jewish man" discovers that his "new wife" has lied about being a tranny [s/he does that too], has lied about....LOLOLOL....."never having had sex", after fucking a few thousand men.......and discovers that s/he has an entire secret life in which s/he's "a dominatrix", a porn collector, poses in porn magazines, works in sex clubs, is a hooker, obsesses over dick, chases men 18 hours a day, is obsessed with cybersex, is obsessed with sexting, prefers and chases men who wear shit-saturated diapers for 24 hours at a time, eats feces, looks for men to eat her feces, is obsessed with serial killers (as porn), and can only get off by fantasizing about scenes of violent dismemberment and shit-eating, etc.

Can you imagine what THAT guy's nice Jewish family will have to say about this monster?
Do you think anyone at the court house would be willing to open up the building in the middle of the night, for an "emergency annullment"? LOL, I'd like to meet the rabbi that would "bless that union"!!

When 20/20 or MSNBC does a show about "people who lead double lives", with these fake, totally contradictory personas, this is exactly the kind of person they're talking about. Other people are nothing but ~props~ to this sociopath. They're not real people to her. They just feed her need for attention, distraction, games. When confronted with the question of why s/he thinks s/he has a right to go after people and make up fictional characters that s/he presents as real....to innocent people who have done nothing to deserve this abuse, s/he just spits out that s/he can do anything s/he wants, to anyone, and ~so_fucking_what~ if innocent people get hurt?! So? Who the fuck cares? What happens to them is not her problem!

S/he says s/he's had a shitty life, "everyone lies", anyone on the internet is already trolling for trouble so s/he's more than happy to oblige them, if s/he fucks them up they'll get over it, s/he doesn't believe in being honest because it's not what s/he's interested in, honesty serves no purpose, s/he'd rather lie and get what s/he wants in the moment. When one person catches on--- fine, s/he just emails the next name on the list, and moves on. If, at 10:00 a.m someone on the "active target list" gets fed up and tells her to fuck off; by 10:30 she's emailed ten more people-- "Hi! You are gorgeous!", "Hi, can we be friends?", "Hey, saw your post, and really liked what you said", "Hi, wow, hot pics!", "Hi, are you looking for a Mommy?", "Does Baby need his diapie changed?", "Hi, do you like my strap-on?". I eventually realized that this person just says, writes, posts whatever s/he's seen on tv or seen others post online, as an approximation of "normal communication"....often simply as a way to get her foot in the door. Sometimes s/he really gets it wrong & accidentally exposes her faulty understanding of how to speak 'normally' to people she doesn't even know! (...popping into various spaces to ask "I want you to suck my strap-on cock, let me fuck you with 'urethral sounds', and have you worship Me. Does this sound appealing to anyone here?").

S/he has no real understanding of what an authentic contact with another human is like....a trait common to Narcissists. As I said, in this person's fantasy world, other people are just props....to be used. Other people are, for her, a source of "narcissistic supply". S/he mines the internet (and the rare offline event or "pool") the way someone might drill for oil or mine for minerals.

If you met her online, and exchanged a few emails, she might have suddenly said "I miss you sooo much!!"....without ever having actually met you. This is part of her schtick. Obviously, it's not possible to "miss" a person you've never met in real life or spent time with. We "miss" what we've had, but no longer have, for whatever reason. If all you've ever had with another person is online contact, and you've never had significant realtime contact with them---- what is there to "miss"? S/he has no idea; s/he just says it to strangers in hopes that it will elicit some sort of reciprocal response ("er, um, yeah, ok, sure--- I miss you too...I guess, hmm"). S/he "coincidentally" have a new profile photo, then pop in with some nonsensical or just irrelevant comment---- in the hopes that putting herself on the radar, again, will elicit a compliment. S/he may do this hundreds of times, all over the internet, like someone dragging a net across the ocean floor, to see what comes up in the "fishing expedition". S/he's not interested in the other person or people--- only in what s/he can get from them.

Pursue, Fish For Compliments, Manipulate, Lie, Crash, Burn, Tantrum, Troll For Compliments, Fail, Lie, Manipulate, Get caught in a lie, Get Ignored or Confronted, Crash, Burn, Get Caught, Get Rejected,Tantrum, Fail. Move on to the next one. Start Over. Move Down the List of Targets. All in a day's work.

I can just see some naive, well-intentioned, gullible 25 year old trans guy not having a clue, and getting dragged into this cesspool of deception & manipulation.

This person is so nuts that s/he's invented a fake person ( "I have a crazy sister who comes to visit") to justify all the SCREAMING & PSYCHO EPISODES to the neighbors. When neighbors complain to the landlord about her craziness, s/he says it was her "sister" who came to visit and was screaming. Nuts.... .


Maybe you'll first meet her on a day when the persona s/he's working is the "fun, I love to laugh, I'm just a goodtime, sweet, fun , kind, rockabilly girl who loves to have a good time!!". Just a fun, fun girl.
........who just got out of the psych ward, gets off on [and has to have] the smell of a day-old feces-loaded diaper.

Just a fun, fun girl.
Who has a whole string of people who ran for their lives to get away from her, and wouldn't speak to her now if their lives depended on it. People who s/he describes as having "dodged a bullet" by successfully getting away from her before she could "ruin their lives" (her words). This person TOLD me (and gee, at the time I thought it was just more melodrama), "I ruin people's lives. It's what I do. I make people hate me...eventually. Because of my behavior. There's something seriously wrong with me. I fuck people's lives up. Anyone who gets away from me before I turn on them, before I fuck them up, is really dodging a bullet."

I asked "if you know you 'ruin people's lives', if you know you're poison, if you KNOW you, as you say, 'can never be in a relationship' , if you've already been told that you're a sociopath---- you're closer to a Jeffrey Dahmer than a Girl Next Door--- then why the fuck do you keep haunting the internet, setting up these 'dating' profiles, chasing innocent people who have done nothing to you, pretending to be normal so you can lure in new victims?? Why do you keep going after innocent people and fucking with them???".

Basically, I got two sets of answers:
1) "I need the internet, I need to have something that helps me pretend I'm in relationships--- even if it's just on the internet--- to help me feel normal".
2) "FUCK these people! You feel sorry for THESE people? The ones who answer my ads? The ones who write to me? FUCK THEM! So what if I lie?! So what if I'm playing a game?! Everyone lies on the internet! Anyone who responds to what I put on the internet DESERVES what they get. I don't care about these people---- they can all die as far as I'm concerned. I hate them, I hate them all. FUCK 'EM!".

Some "fun girl" alright.

Beware, guys. Beware. It's really not that funny when you see it in realtime. Remember the female NASA employee who some clueless guy, a NASA co-worker, had a fling with, thinking it was just some generic dating/fucking thing? The woman who ended up speeding down I-95, wearing a diaper so she wouldn't have to make restroom stops.....because she wanted to get to her Florida destination as quickly as possible...so she could kill the guy's wife? Remember the Craig's List killer? Remember all the stories you've seen on 60 Minutes, 20/20 etc, about people who got involved with someone, only to find out the person had a total "other" life? A compulsive liar who had various personas that they used to reel in and prey on innocent people? Remember how Scott Peterson used to call his girlfriend from 50 miles away and pretend he was calling "from Paris", vividly describing the sights and sounds of "people celebrating in the street, here in Paris, it's great!"....? I've seen a lot of crazy in my time, and this person, the Toronto "post-op" mean-ass, nutjob strikes me as cut from the same cloth as the people you read about or see on tv, in these horror stories.

There's "a little odd," there's "bad news", there's "a little crazy"................and then there's true, dangerous, crazy, "True Crime TV"-style PSYCHO. This one belongs in the latter category.......and s/he goes after FTMs. Beware. S/he is on all the sites---- FET--LIFE, BUTCH-FEMME this or that, the sad PLENTY -OF-- FISH dregs site, COLLAR---ME, various FTM PERSONALS, this TATTOO site, that JEWISH dating site, this SPACE, that FACE site, the LIST run by CRAIG.
And more. Used to troll for prey here on Tribe.

I was warned by another FTM not to even exchange emails with this person, to BEWARE, but as it turned out, I was warned too mildly, and too late in the game. I didn't immediately get that the individual far surpassed the usual internet drama, and was actually dangerous. This predator had already told me 100 lies, played on my sympathy about her terrible childhood (true? or more fabrication? who knows?) & her horrible abusive roommates, and wasted my time and money, harassed me with screaming phone calls, by the time someone said to me "wait, from Canada you said? Ohhh shit, wait, wait, I think I know.....Wait, wait, dude, be careful man, that sounds like the SAME person...!!!!....".

"Dexter" is cool....because it's not real. It's fiction. It's a tv show, designed to be entertaining. In real life there are no "sociopaths-with-a-strict-moral-code". There are no "good" sociopaths. They don't exist. S/he fancies herself "a Dexter". S/he got that half right....the sociopath part. This person has NO moral compass. None. Every lie s/he tells, in her mind "deserved" to be told. Everyone s/he fucks over in some way "deserved" it. Or "hey, people lie to ME all the time, people fucked me over--- so--- I fuck someone else over. So what? They shouldn't have gotten involved with me [er, make that "with Me"...s/he capitalizes everything to do with herself...gawd]...they shouldn't have gotten involved with Me if they didn't want to get fucked over".

Beware.

Recently saw a movie called "Orphan" from 2009 that reminded me of this psycho. Watch "the kid" in the movie..... .
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.March 13, 2011: According to our first Affirmative Action president, Obama, and our Affirmative Action Attorney General, Holder, "F" IS now considered a passing grade....if you're black..
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The Religion of Peace gives the U.S another lesson in Family Values. A 20 year old woman, Noor Almaleki, born to a muslim family, moved out of her father's house to avoid abuse and an arranged marriage, and moved in with her boyfriend. In response, her muslim father, Faleh Almaleki, revved up the engine of his SUV and drove into her, backed up, and hit her again. Witnesses stated that Almaleki was "staring right at her" the whole time, with an "angry look on his face". Afterwards, the father admitted he intentionally killed his daughter because she " had brought shame on him and his family". Now the piece of shit has an attorney who is claiming, on his behalf, that the murder was "an accident".

Since this is an Arizona murder, by someone who killed for "political reasons" (to defend the religion and culture of Islam, which is also considered a political & legal system ~~~ Sharia ~~~~ why aren't we hearing from the media about this being an act of "terrorism"? Loughner, a schizophrenic who doesn't listen to talk radio, and who hates Bush, is made into a "terrorist" and a "Tea Party supporter" (huh?????).... so then, what, exactly, is Faleh Almaleki?
Why do you think Rachel Maddow is literally STANDING UP, SCREAMING AND WAVING HER HANDS IN THE AIR [did you see her on Bill Maher last week---- having a histrionic meltdown because no one on the panel would listen to her rantings?? ] about how Jared Loughner's actions are proof we need to outlaw guns...... . Rachel screams and rants about the Tea Party, Conservatives, Independents, Libertarians, for one hour a night, five nights a week..... but Rachel isn't saying anything about muslims killing their own children in the name of sharia law.

Ask yourself why the media won't touch these muslim "honor killings"--- which the perpetrators clearly ADMIT are over politics and religion---- yet the media makes ridiculous stretches to convince you that a lone schizophrenic's rampage is "political".

If a right-wing nutball drove an SUV into his own daughter, killing her and another woman (who had stopped to try to help the victim), and the father admitted he'd killed his child over "abortion rights" or because she was dating a black man, or because his daughter was a staunch Obama supporter, how many hours a day, for how many months, do you think MSNBC and CNN would cover the story?



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Watching Michelle Obama speak about the Walmart healthier food initiative: Sounds like a decent plan, but LOL, pretty fucking telling that Michelle can't even pronounce the word "congratulations".
...with a husband who has to use a teleprompter even in speeches to FIRST-GRADE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL STUDENTS, thinks the U.S has "57 states", repeatedly mispronounces the word "corpsman" , and is so proud of having learned the word "extraordinary" that he uses it in every fourth sentence.
How far we have fallen, from Founding Fathers who were inventors, philosophers, successful businessmen, and spoke 7 languages.... .

Big note to the "mostly students" (as the media described the crowd) making up the audience at the Tucson shooting memorial: IT IS NOT APPROPRIATE TO WHOOP, HOLLER, BARK AND YIP AT ~A MEMORIAL SERVICE~ FOR THE DEAD . By "woo-hooing", interrupting the services with your ~constant~ barks, shouts, yipping like hyenas, responding as if you were at a football game, you embarrassed yourselves, and drew national attention to your immaturity and lack of socially appropriate behavior.
The generation raised on the internet and iphones.... .
Absolutely no sense of how to behave. Sad.

January 12: Obama's speech at the Tucson memorial: He was doing pretty damn well for awhile there. But then....
He spoke for too long....34 minutes..., clearly making it about himself, and enjoying the spotlight (Narcissist....he just can't help it).
He used the word "vitriol"...the most over-used and misused word of the week.
Grade: C-
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What did mouthy Sheriff Dupnik know about Jared Loughner, and when did he know it?
Maybe Dupnik should talk less about his personal feelings on the Tea Party and "vitrolic speech" and more about why his department had more than 5 contacts with Louhgner--- but did nothing to stop Loughner's increasingly dangerous behavior.
www.nytimes.com/2011/01/12...ughner.html
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The most obnoxious, arrogant, entitled, superior-acting-beyond-any-talent-that-might-warrant-it person in America?
Rachel Maddow.
Rachel, really, contrary to everything you probably think about yourself and even dream about yourself, in your sleep, you are an expert on absolutely NOTHING.
Imagine that. A person who purponts, five nights a week, to know everything-about-everything, who has yet to demonstrate or hold credentials evidencing any expertise in ANYTHING.
Another argument as to why "affirmative action" is a bad idea.
Rachel Maddow was hired, and keeps a job for one reason and one reason only--- the netwok needed someone who looked like a lesbian and could read a teleprompter.
Maddow applied for a job at Fox News, didn't get it, and has unrelentingly ragged on the Fox network ever since.
Sour grapes.... .
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Congratulations, Leftist Dickwads, you did it again. Congresswoman Giffords was still ~in surgery~ for God's sake, when you people started spouting nonsense about how the shooter killed five people and wounded a crowd of other people because of "Sarah Palin", because of "talk radio", because "the political climate in the U.S is too vitriolic", etc. You people never cease to digust me. You make EVERYTHING about your Left wing agenda. You LOVED "Free Speech" until Libertarians, the Right, Independents, Moderates etc started speaking up and calling you on Political Correctness, and started talking about the shady, suspicious, secret background of your beloved Machurian Candidate, Barry the Messiah. Suddenly, any truth or challenge you didn't want to hear got dubbed "Hate Speech"---- and as suddenly, Free Speech became a ~bad thing~. Now, some kid who may very well have Paranoid Schizophrenia (or a case of government-assisted Lee Harvey Oswald/Timothy McVeigh-style programming?) freaked out and shot up a crowd of people who were in the wrong place at the wrong time. The mouthy, clueless sheriff used his mic time, today, not to give reporters the FACTS of the situation (at what exact time did x happen, who exactly is involved and what is their status, etc), but to politicize the tragedy, and make his own political viewpoints the focus of attention. The fucking dolt , attention-whore sheriff from AZ and his crap about "Free Speech goes too far"..... . Yeah, that's it, people are dead because of something Rush Limbaugh said on the radio. People are dead because of Sarah Palin's crappy, fake Alaska "reality show". That's it. Or maybe it was Ozzy Osborne cds, or Paul walking barefoot on Abbey Road.... . Maybe it was "violent video games". Let's trot out all that same old "let's pass a law so this never happens again" shit. That has worked so well, historically.

I am soooooooo sick of Liberals and their attention-whore televised speeches. Really.
Grow the fuck up. The world does not revolve around you and your agenda. People are dead, their families are in shock, and a woman has just come out of surgery, now fighting for her life.
Shut the fuck up about how you want gun control or more food stamps, or how Rush Limbaugh hurt your feelings.

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Minutes after the shooting, the nutty Left rhetoric started up, about how Sarah Palin caused all this (?!), by saying Congresswoman Giffords had a POLITICAL "bullseye" on her (standard political election language, like the words "battle", "target", "war", "fight" , "opposition", "enemy", etc, used in political rhetoric). One day later, LOOK at the language used by a Liberal blog , about Giffords having a "bulls eye" on her, by Liberals, being "dead" to them---- because Giffords voted against Skeletor aka Nancy Pelosi, a darling of the Left. So maybe "the Left" caused Giffords to be shot, by using the words "dead" and "bulls eye".
See how stupid that sounds?
Look in the mirror LibTards.
Oh, and the same Liberal blog SCRUBBED the language they didn't want you to see, after the shooting.
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Read about blogger Matt Kernan's TSA experience: "Man Proves TSA Policies Are Unconstitutional"
www.prisonplanet.com/man-pro...nal.html

OPT OUT!
Let 'em "profile" the group of people who caused this problem in the first place.
Return airline security to the private sector.
"Affirmative Action" government hires are too stupid to perform sensitive national security procedures.
Stand up to the Bilderberger dyke Janet Napolitano.
REFUSE TO TOLERATE GOVT-SANCTIONED SEXUAL ASSAULT.
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Michelle Obama to America: Fuck ya'll, I'm above the law, and so is my Kenyan husband:
drudgereport.com/flash2.htm

I <3 Pamela Geller.

Re the fucking Ground Zero MOSQUE-------
I say, Fred Phelps ("Gods Hates Fags") should propose to build a church on the site of Matthew Shepard's murder (thanks to Erick Erickson for that quote),. The Ku Klux Klan , or any other white supremacy-linked organization, should move ahead with plans to build a 13-story "community center"....with a "worship center" focused on "white heritage" and a white supremacy interpretation of "Christianity" located on the top floor, right next to the motel where Martin Luther King was murdered. I say, break ground on the day of MLK's murder (the original plan was for the Ground Zero Mosque to open on the anniversary of 9/11). LET'S SEE HOW FAST THE FUCKING FAR LEFT JUMPS TO DEFEND "1ST AMENDMENT RIGHTS" AND "FREEDOM OF RELIGION", on those two plans !!!!!!

....since they say this is all about whether someone has the "legal right" to build, whether we should "respect diversity" and never, ever restrict who-builds-where. Fucking REMEMBER that "we shouldn't restrict what anyone builds, anywhere" line.........I really HOPE someone builds a gay bar, with naked ass cheeks hanging out of leather chaps at 3 in the afternoon, RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO THE MOSQUE. I hope Fred Phelps builds a "God Hates Fags Center" right next to a gay community center in downtown Manhattan. Hey, I'll contribute a few bucks, just to watch the fucking hypocritical Liberals go into seizures.

The Far Left has been FIGHTING "1st Amendment rights" since Barry Obama took office! Every word they don't like is "Hate Speech". These assholes were foaming at the mouth because a radio shock jock they'd never heard of (Don Imus) said "nappy-headed ho's". Which is more closely linked to "hate"------ flying planes into U.S landmarks and killing 3000 people, or saying half a dozen "offensive" words on a radio show black people don't listen to anyway? The Left goes to court to stop someone from fucking saying "Merry Christmas" in a Walmart! "Freedom of Religion" is important to the Left, all of a sudden? Please.

I don't want ANY friends from the Far Left anymore. None. I don't want to sit across the table and have lunch with people from people from the Left anymore. I don't want to even TRY, anymore, to be around them. I've always tried to surround myself with SMART PEOPLE in my life. People I can learn from. People drinking the Far Left kool-aid can no longer qualify, in any way, as "smart". It's like trying to discuss quantum physics with a mentally retarded person...........who can't understand the concepts, and just keeps going back to "when can I have m&m's?".

My opposition to the "Ground Zero Mosque" is primarily that Islam DOES NOT RECOGNIZE THE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE. Religion IS "the law"------ the LEGAL structure of the land------ to muslims. Muslims do not recognize a DISTINCTION BETWEEN CULTURE, RELIGION, AND LAW. Islam is incompatible with the American legal system.....because it seeks to impose Islamic LAW onto all Americans. Sharia LAW permits cutting a female child's genitals with a broken coke bottle, because the "law" upholds the barbaric practice of unsuring that females don't have sex outside marriage. Sharia LAW allows a 50 year old man to "marry" a 9 year old girl. Sharia LAW allows a man to behead his wife....for any reason he deems it "necessary". Sharia LAW encourages, some muslims say ~mandates~ "honor killings"....... a teenage boy brutally murdering his own sister if she's seen talking to a male outside the family. Islamic LAW mandates violent "punishment" or in some cases, death, for gay people.

Stupid, naive Americans don't understand that Islam doesn't recognize the concept of "OPTIONS", the concept of free choice. The quran says that if you allow "choice" (to follow Sharia or not, to respect Islam or not, to be a Christian or a muslim) then you are not really practicing ISLAM. You are practicing some unofficial, personalized, watered down, bastardized, your-own-interpretation-of-Islam.....and scholars of the quran say that isn't really Islam. Mosques don't preach "do your own thing, interpret Islam any way you want, whatever works for you, it's a personal choice".

I could do another three pages on the rise of ANTI-SEMITISM I'm seeing everywhere on the Left! .....but the whole thing disgusts me, so I won't. I remember when the Left's propaganda was that "anti-semitism" was something found in backwoods Alabama, where the people had never met a Jew. No, sorry, the modern, current version of jew-hating is a New York Liberal, excuse, me, a New York "Progressive", who supports Hamas, supports radical Islamic terrorism, supports raving fucking lunatic racist Louis Farrakan, and supports Gaza flotillas (Obama's close friends are funding them....check out the anti-Israel flotilla owned by an Obama buddy, and named "Audacity of Hope", after Obama's book). The truth is soooo out re what the Left is all about! Thanks to the biggest jew-hating president since Jimmy Carter.



August 16: Michiganistan continues to fall.... .
No wonder houses in Detroit are selling for ten bucks.
sports.espn.go.com/ncaa/hig...ews/story



August 12: Where My Check, Bitch?
New York Protesters Demand ~Another~ Two Years' Of Free "Unemployment Benefits"
Hey, that's what you get for believing that an Indonesian/Kenyan non-citizen, came-outta-nowhere, Marxist muslim Manchurian Candidate with a completely "sealed" personal history, a "community organizer" with no leadership or work history , was capable of creating jobs or running a country. How's that Hopey-Changey Thing Workin' Out For Ya?
www.nydailynews.com/ny_local...ment.html



August 11: Greece, Here We Come!
Gib Me Sum Mo Gub'ment Cheese or Ima Cut Yo Ass
www.ajc.com/news/atlanta...p-589653.html

August 3: Black "Community Organizers" Stage a Fake Fight To "Test" How White Police Officers Will Respond---- Officer injured in the process. Why no criminal charges filed against the group who faked the incident?
www.theindychannel.com/news/2...il.html


July 30: Chairman Maobama is in Detroit today, speaking to GM workers. I wish the camera would pan the audience, so I could see the "demographics". Obama is doing his "BlackSpeak" bit----- the word "everybody" pronounced "er-body"..."bid-ness"....doing the "Baptist preacher" flow. (totally faked by the way, the man grew up in Indonesia and Hawaii----where no one speaks Ebonics) ...whenever you hear him doing that, it always means that he's speaking to black people, trying to sound kewl. Basically he's campaigning again, telling the crowd what he did for them. If the man had actually DONE anything FOR America in a year and a half, he wouldn't have to TELL us, would he? Wouldn't we notice that things are "better" now? Since they aren't better, he has to make shit up, and "campaign" (again) on how "black" he is... .
He's telling us how great "Cash For Clunkers" was, and how he was responsible for that......LOL, after everyone from car dealers to economists have universally panned that program has a total failure and waste of tax payer dollars. All it did was remove millions of good used auto parts from the market, and cost us all gasoline, to purposefully run cars without oil until the engine was destroyed (federal mandate of the "Cash For Clunkers" program), plus gas to ship all these destroyed cars to the crusher...so the Chinese could buy the scrap metal and sell it back to us at a higher price.


Re Tribe----
A note to the men who've messaged me with Friends invitations---
If your profile indicates you're into meth, sex-with-animals, or HIV bug-chasing, I have declined your invitation.
Do NOT message me if you're into animal cruelty/too fucked up to find a HUMAN sexual "partner", i.e if you fuck DOGS do NOT contact me. Nothing "sexy" about people who are so desperate to get off that they look to dogs for sex. Jeez... .
And do some internet research or talk to a veternarian about the number of severe and often fatal injuries they see in dogs and other animals, due to asshole humans deciding that pets and farm animals are "sex partners".



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July 7: Weeks ago, my fav (not) Rachel Maddow mentioned that she'd be going to Afghanistan, and would show some interviews taped there. My first thought was "Oh, that'll be rich----- maybe the locals will stone her to death for being a dyke.....and will she give in to Political Correctness (c'mon, how could RACHEL MADDOW not do that?!) and wear some nutty shit on her head...or LOL better yet, maybe she'll cover her ugly ass in a burqa!". How fabulous would that be------ Miss Women's Rights Dyke Feminist Liberal Rachel Maddow mumbling into a microphone from under a veil, peeking out at the camera through a half-inch slit in the fabric of her burqa? Torn between championing women's and dyke rights, and "respecting muslim culture".

I had forgotten about it. But then, tonight, I accidentally surfed into her show, and OhMyGod-------- no burqa, but LOLOLOL, there's Rachel Maddow stomping around in the streets of Afghanistan in her male drag.......with a giant navy blue scarf drooping over her head and into her face, wrapped up way under her chin and actually getting into her mouth so that it muffled what she was trying to say, and she had to adjust it to get the fabric out of her mouth a few times. LOL. What a nutjob.
The locals were quite obviously confused, staring at her in what were clearly expressions of "What is THAT? Why is that man wearing a head scarf like a woman?".
LOLOL. The image would make a great poster: "When Diversity Goes Horribly Wrong".
In the interest of "respecting the culture" I wonder if she decided to forego toilet paper & wipe her ass with her hand...............mmm mmm, and then flew back home to New York to gobble up some springrolls by hand. Yum.





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