What once was lost...

Now is found.

Or did we really lose it at all?

Did we even have it before?

Or just a mask of it-- definitions of roles to play, protocol, and sticking to guidelines... everything is fine as long as it followed the roadmap.

Maybe it's good to get lost for a while. As frustrating as it may seem, scary and uncertain, even on roadtrips, some of the most interesting points of interest are the ones you find when you travel off the beaten path.

There really is... read more

As I'm going around and looking at all the funfilled pictures taken at Fall PDF (and stealing them bwahahahaha) I wonder how I avoided so many cameras??? I'm not sure if this was a good thing or bad thing, It's almost as if I wasn't there... Teehee

I'm sure some or most of you has seen this. It may even have been posted before but I just stumbled upon this precious jewel:

www.worthynews.com/christia...ning-man/ Burning Man= Hell on Earth

Right now, I miss him terribly. I miss his caress, the security of his arms, his devotion, the life we had together. I wonder… should I return? It’s become a distinguished part of the cycle I have with him.

Why, when I give in, when I decide to resume my role and our relationship, am I always suddenly unhappy? Why is it not enough? Why is it unfulfilling? Is it really him, is he not the one? If this is so why have I repeated the cycle so many times in the past with so many other guys? Is i... read more