Minneapolis + New Years + Bubba = One hell of a good time!!!

Hello all my minneapolis friends, thanks to the supreme genoristy of my friend Dameon i will be able to make it back to the cities for new years i still have the same num and would love to hear from everyone i hope that something is going on for new years and i hope to ring in the new year with everyone. Peace and Love all hope to see you.

So how was burning man everyone

I am excited to hear some of your stories from burning man. Dont keep me waiting people. BTW the arsonist made front page on yahoo the day after it happened, seems like burning man is attracting some national attention outside the community. Hope you all had fun and made it back ok.

Delerious

So the world continues to turn and friends that you thought couldn't live without you go on as if you never where. Its kind of humbling. Its now been 45 days since the pilgrimage to the new land, i still dislike it but when handed lemons... i have decided to embrace this small town of beaumont and leave my mark. Currently there is no scene what so ever down here however in a town of 100,000 there are sure to be some enthusiasts, i think that the best place to start is houston, as i understand it there is a big following of burners there and i think that is where i will start the network and see what floats to the surface... big plans all around and i hope they work out...its gotta be something outdoor, after all the stars at night are big and bright....

A means to an end.

The last months before i left for tx i made some really bad choices and alienated myself from some really close friends. I got lost and am still lost. I have been playing the part of the recluse only leaving my grandmas house to search for a job. I have not met anyone and feel so alone down here a thousand miles away from all that I know and love. I think that time will grant me another chance. I think that leaving was the right thing to do. I hope that it will bring an equilbrium to my life so i can stop the balancing act. (thanks eddie) I really miss mlps. But for now its tx till I am able to care for myself. Somehow I will figure this out, and even tho i may not deserve it, thankyou to my friends for you patience. Peace and Love

this southern land

The drive down to texas was a hard one i wish that i didnt have to leave. I almost turned around a couple of times got stopped by the police once and am really missing all the friends that i had to temp leave behind. I have no idea what this next stage of my life will bring and i am having serious second doubts but we will see. ttyl

random thoughts...

Random Thoughts... sometimes when I want to write but cant think of anything i jot down random thoughts on a piece of paper and do a couple of quick bubbles with random thoughts then organize and write... The first i dont have the internet at home anymore so i have to type all my messages to you fine people at work, i think it works out my debtors get a reprieve for 15 min while i type. That is also why they are so few and far between. My next bubble was about saturday, we are having a few people over and it should be a good time, not too big i expect to hear hearty laughter and bring only my favorite positive people together, i am really shooting for an amazing mix of people should make for some good conversations. I wrote down boom on my paper anybody who knows will know... :) ... "Its me Mario!" Lately I have been hanging out with these girls Becca and Brooke and they are so fun they come over and chill out with us and they are hardcore n64 players and we have been rockin mario for the last three days...i left a reminder to myself to tell everyone that its byob tomorrow... oh one of my last bubbles is kinda a blast from the past. Has anyone ever seen the old cartoon movie Rikki Tikki Tobbie with the mongoose and he has to fight the two cobras from killing his human family awesome story if anyone knows where i can get a copy i would be forever in your thanks... The last bubble i wrote down is Soul Vs. Spirit. My friends Keri and Ashley where over the other day and we went on a rant on whether or not the soul and your spirit are the same thing or different. She thought they where the same but i disagreed, no i cant remember her argument but i do remember mine...I say that your soul is the essence that fills a body with life, it is everpresent and when the body dies your soul is guided by your spirit to your next life, your spirit is the bodys guide outside of the body it is free and completely untamed. Thats all for now talk to ya all later...

Going Places

Every journey begins with just one step. I have been soul searching alot lately looking for that one thing may or may not make me happy, at the end of the day, my search being fruitless, i ponder if anything will make me happy. It was then that i had an absolute amazing montage of old memories with friends discussing the gravities of the world and the loviliness of life in general, I thought back to times when my friends and I would talk of going places and doing great things, talk of grandeour, and of destinies inherant in all of us. From this i came to the conclusion that only when we step away from the 9-5 and accecpt that there is more to life than the routine that we have to look the future square in the face as if it where an approaching storm, only then will truly be happy and know that we are going places. Remember, "When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good."