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Transforming, Transcending, Surrendering, and self discovery, these are my goals and challenges this year,
I see a new life for my children, with the dissolve of my relationship to my partner in parenthood after seven years, Srimati Radharani is opening doors to inner purpose and intentional existence, I see the many many blessings God has given my family, and myself, and i am so greatful for this is a great learning opportunity,
I pray and hope that one day we can live amongst devotees and play with forests and jungles and gardens, dancing in the yogic light, rythimcally dancing drums, chanting and singing in devotion, honoring this merciful way of life, The children are so darling and naturally inclined to devotional life, it hurts to not be providing them a platform in which they can build on that.. in comunity...
I am burning the fire of illusion, surrendering to the temporaryness of this material existence,
i often wonder if i should take the girls to some other land...hawaii has a nice comunity in hilo with many sweet devotees there, the folks i have met on the way are calling me there, India is calling my soul to pilgrimage, or is Costa Rica calling....we were invited by my young midwife godsister and yoga teacher to live with her. You see, it would seem silly not to go to those places, but it seems we are materially vancouver bound for the time being... ugh is that for real? I ask god repeatedly, where do you want this new family of now three to be? I don't think it is ontario where there dad is, ontario is a very unfavorable place i feel deep in my soul....
Radharani silently answers, be here now... walk in the light, and trust, know that you are where you are meant to be, breathe, and surrender to life's plan... release expectations...
The biggest healing taking place has been with my breathe, oh how awesome our breathe can be... I breathe for peace, i release the anger, the rage to the life force of light and love, we can choose to love or fear, and i choose love,
I pray that we may we walk this journey into self discovery with gratitude and offerings of love and devotion...no matter where our life lives
i am blessed and my children are the most sacred and merciful gift, i want to honor their needs and aspirations...
Tue, March 24, 2009 - 1:21 PM
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March 19, 2007
Ode to Menaka....
She is an angel here on planet earth, raising her beautiful children, and honouring the needs of her family...
She walks with integrity, taking every step with conscious intent...dancing through life with grace as her partner....
Her love and connection to Spirit is an inspiration, and she teaches so much through an example of devotion, surrender and release...
The tone of her voice is so warm, it can melt a cold heart...
She is walking this earth walk with passion emanating to those around her, and is always seeking more through her experiences...
I love her so much, and am blessed to call her friend and sister...
Thank you for being in my life...I love you!
November 21, 2005
hari bol
this goddess
keeps me on my toes
and is an amazing mama
with gifts to share and
energy to save the world
I have been honored by the lessons
she teaches strenght and ever present
compassion in her eyes
you rock sista !!
about me
i love my family, desire to serve my spiritual master and serving community,
my life has taken many new turns, now we are in victoria and i am starting a career in eco fashion, missin the organic food revolution, and feel that raw food and eco-living will take hold of my being come spring . i want to take my family to india next year, and have no plans but to leave it up to god what will go from there...
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