Blame my favorite Bride to BE!!! Ms. Claudia

1. Where is your mobile phone? bra
2. Your significant other? warm
3. Your hair? natural
4. Your mother? childish
5. Your father? dependable
6. Your favorite thing? sex
7. Your dream last night? faded
8. Your favorite drink? water
9. Your dream/goal? satisfied
10. The room you're in? cage
11. Your ex? married
12. Your fear? lonliness
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Jamaica
14. Where were you last night? home
15. What you're not? nice
16. Muffins? tops
17. One of your wish list items? st. andrews cross
18. Where you grew up? Sacramento
19. The last thing you did? typed
20. What are you wearing? black
21. Your TV? home
22. Your pets? non exsistent
23. Your computer? on
24. Your life? full
25. Your mood? cheerful
26. Missing someone? yeah
27. Your car? dirty
28. Something you're not wearing? colostomy bag
29. Favorite Store? Mr. S
30. Your summer? graduation
31. Like someone? always
32. Your favorite color? blue
33. When is the last time you laughed? morning
34. Last time you cried? weekend

Friendly Reminder

On my way home in the midst of feeling Fucking Forty and Fabulous, I remember that I also shared my birthday with someone I love very much, who died last year. He would've been 44. And my heart broke a little. ok a LOT!

so, here goes.... I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, SO GO GET YOUR ASSES CHECKED EVERY FUCKING YEAR!!! (yes, I need a bigger font)

bend over, cough, take the finger like a goddamn soldier (or even enjoy it if you can) and get on with it!!


Happy Birthday, Thom. I really miss you.

Today.

Today has been a really great day.

1) I woke up next to somebody I really like and Love
2) I took went to school and will receive my BA in August
3) I will go to KPFA to edit another interview
4) I will rehearse with my burlesque troupe that is doing really well and getting booked a lot
5) I will go home eat and go to sleep next to someone I really like and love (yeah, same person, bitches!!! LOL!!!!)
6) and today is a milestone birthday!!

Im feeling pretty content, grateful and fierce today!!!

Ummmmm.....

Maybe we can get that gun, now??

A really awesome, balls to the wall ally Tim Wise coming to Oakland

Speak Out presents
An Evening with Tim Wise

"Tim Wise is one of the most brilliant, articulate and courageous critics of white privilege in the nation."

‹ Michael Eric Dyson, best-selling author and University of Pennsylvania professor


Speak Out presents anti-racism activist and author Tim Wise in a rare Bay Area appearance - one night only!
WHEN: Friday, April 4, 2008, 7:30 pm

WHERE: First Unitarian Church of Oakland, 685-14th St. Oakland CA
COST: $12-$20 sliding scale, $8 for youth ages 18 and under
Available online at
or call the Brown Paper Tickets 24/7 ticket hotline: 1-800-838-3006

MORE INFO: Contact Speak Out at 510-601-0182, info@speakoutnow.org

Jill you took the words out of my Mouf!!! Bahahahahahahaaaaaaa

www.youtube.com/watch

And Im STILL livin' my life like it's GOLDEN!!

It's always the fucking little things that trip you up!!1

I cant find a picture on line.

How do you talk about the first person that erased years of bad schooling from tired and bored teachers, and showed you that basically Shakespeare was simply a brilliant poet, and that the language was reachable to everybody. I have no fucking picture of the man that was the biggest diva, the loudest bitch, had the most annoying laugh ever!! You really completely loved him or wanted his head on a stake. There was no in between. Selfish, petty, condescending, silly, talented and I loved every bit of his epileptic asthmatic self. I still use the broccoli and cheese recipe, and last month it was so good, my boyfriend ate some between two slices of bread. We shared a birthday. May 15. My best friend as I was discovering myself. He was the reason i moved to San Francisco in the first place. There so much to say and I am full right now...

My friend Thom Bach died this morning and I cant find one fucking picture for this blog.

HAPPY BIRFDAY TO MEEEEEEEE

OMG! Today is my birfday and Im realizing that Im actually happy. Sure there are somethings that I can change and fix, there always will be. But for today, all is grand! School is good, the little Mr. I have excellent friends, a good community and support system, is good, work is actually good right now, all my utilities are on, and I am debt free. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
So today, I can honestly state, that i have all I need, and yet I want MORE!!!
Mwaaahahahahahahahahahhaaaaaaaa!!!!

Let the bridges I burn LIGHT My Path!!!

I. Have. Had. Enough! I am strong. I am powerful. I am intelligent and if that's to much for you, then so be it. I am tired of people projecting their bullshit on me. I am tired of the assumptions,of the talking behind My back, the unwillingness to talk to ME and see where the fuck I am actually coming from, before coming to an often very wrong conclusion. I am tired of weak, trifling, nut-suckers that couldnt be bothered to create an opinion on their own. And I have decided, if you have very little integrity, then are dismissed. If you cant come talk to me like an adult, you are dismissed. If you cant truthfully represent yourself, you are dismissed. If you are too afraid to answer an email or phone call, to deal with an issue, then you cant hang around someone like Me. Dismissed!
I've noticed that all of My friends have all been really strong ass people. (and I love y'all :D) And now Im finally getting it. Everybody aint able. There are people that curl up into a little sniveling ball in my presence. Not because of me, but because of whatever they have in their head. Im not responsible for that. And I will no longer take it on as something I need to fix. If you are a weak, cheese-eatin' mo'fo, that only knows how to throw your darts and run. Then run!! Far!! I will no longer chase you. You are not important to me.
I am amazed at how many grown adults out there still shuckin' and jivin' and doin' a little soft shoe to keep their status. or at least be a token.

But I owe the triflers an apology:
I am sorry you lack confidence.
I am sorry you are frightened by big strong loud women.
I am sorry you have not coming your own yet, so that you can *git wit* anybody on any level.
I am sorry you cant take the truth. not even Mine, which I KNOW you cant take, but your very own.
I am sorry you didnt take the time to get to know me, who I am or what I think. you missed out.
I am sorry for you. generally. as a human being on the planet. it's pitiful and I pity you.. seriously

this has been building for months.

I do not need any of these people. I release them with blessings. They serve no purpose in My life. They are unable to stop me, hell, they are unable to even talk to me apparently.. LOL!!! I will no longer worry about them. I kick the dust of your memory off my feet.

meow, puuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

OK, kids. I have a coworker/friend named Stephanie (she's as adorable as her name). She had two cute little kittens that need a home. Stat!! I glean that they are about 1/2 year old and precious as hell!!! If you have room in your heart, life, home let me know and there will be more info to follow.

C'mon, people KITTENS!!!!!!