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Let the bridges I burn LIGHT My Path!!!

   Tue, April 24, 2007 - 1:38 PM
I. Have. Had. Enough! I am strong. I am powerful. I am intelligent and if that's to much for you, then so be it. I am tired of people projecting their bullshit on me. I am tired of the assumptions,of the talking behind My back, the unwillingness to talk to ME and see where the fuck I am actually coming from, before coming to an often very wrong conclusion. I am tired of weak, trifling, nut-suckers that couldnt be bothered to create an opinion on their own. And I have decided, if you have very little integrity, then are dismissed. If you cant come talk to me like an adult, you are dismissed. If you cant truthfully represent yourself, you are dismissed. If you are too afraid to answer an email or phone call, to deal with an issue, then you cant hang around someone like Me. Dismissed!
I've noticed that all of My friends have all been really strong ass people. (and I love y'all :D) And now Im finally getting it. Everybody aint able. There are people that curl up into a little sniveling ball in my presence. Not because of me, but because of whatever they have in their head. Im not responsible for that. And I will no longer take it on as something I need to fix. If you are a weak, cheese-eatin' mo'fo, that only knows how to throw your darts and run. Then run!! Far!! I will no longer chase you. You are not important to me.
I am amazed at how many grown adults out there still shuckin' and jivin' and doin' a little soft shoe to keep their status. or at least be a token.

But I owe the triflers an apology:
I am sorry you lack confidence.
I am sorry you are frightened by big strong loud women.
I am sorry you have not coming your own yet, so that you can *git wit* anybody on any level.
I am sorry you cant take the truth. not even Mine, which I KNOW you cant take, but your very own.
I am sorry you didnt take the time to get to know me, who I am or what I think. you missed out.
I am sorry for you. generally. as a human being on the planet. it's pitiful and I pity you.. seriously

this has been building for months.

I do not need any of these people. I release them with blessings. They serve no purpose in My life. They are unable to stop me, hell, they are unable to even talk to me apparently.. LOL!!! I will no longer worry about them. I kick the dust of your memory off my feet.



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Tue, April 24, 2007 - 2:20 PM
damn
mama you rock and i love you for being a super strong woman and let them fear you!
Tue, April 24, 2007 - 3:38 PM
Sounds like those people are so sorry they look sorry, they're so sorry they were born sorry...can I get a witness !!! do I hear an AMEN ! You are so Awsome Catherine, rock on with yer bad self !
Tue, April 24, 2007 - 4:26 PM
" I am tired of weak, trifling, nut-suckers that couldnt be bothered to create an opinion on their own"

Amen to that sister!!
Unsu...
 
Wed, April 25, 2007 - 4:03 AM
Whew!!
Bet that felt good...felt good to read. I feel ya..uh yeah...oh do i feel ya.

and...

"If you are a weak, cheese-eatin' mo'fo, that only knows how to throw your darts and run. Then run!! Far!! I will no longer chase you. You are not important to me. "

This is the good stuff!

>wink<
Laura
Wed, April 25, 2007 - 11:19 PM
Damn, girl!
That made ME feel good reading it, so I can't even imagine how good You must feel! You are ever so lovely and such a woman of strength and power. Blessings!
Thu, April 26, 2007 - 11:15 AM
That's some good shit right there. Raw, unadultered Khadijah! Tastes good to Me!

Love you boo.
Mon, May 7, 2007 - 9:22 PM
well, nut sucking CAN be a good thing...you know...in context...

but yeah - let it all go.