I am going to buy a scale today. I don't know how I feel about it. It has never been about the weight for me. Maybe that's because I have always been able to eat whatever and not worry about it. So different now. I have to exercise to keep my figure. I watch what I eat. I haven't been as active as I used to be. I get comfortable with the less than perfect me ( I don't strive to be perfect, just what i want myself to be). I get lazy, stagnant. I know my hubby loves me and thinks I am sexy/hot/beautiful, so I don't need to impress all the time. Sometimes I will look in the mirror and not like what I see. I need to get off my ass and do something. I don;t want to be governed by a scale. Maybe it is time to go through with it. Have a goal in mind. That would help, much better than: "Well, I hope my pants fit this week."