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insufficient privligas

MaxDragon — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 00:51:05 GMT

Tribes just told me I had Insufficient Privlages ,when I tried to comment on a friends blog , although I like a lot here , its just to slow and bulky , If you can find me on myspace @ max.dragon@yahoo.com , that is where I will continue cyber-communicating .

Capricorn Moon Work Weekend at Cerren Ered

MaxDragon — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 01:15:48 GMT

Capricorn Moon Work Weekend at Cerren Ered June 13 – 15 2008 Work, Play and Food · Please bring gloves and be prepared to work · Please bring garbage bags and remove your own garbage · $2 a night camping donation - pay the Castle Jar · Please bring food to share Tentative Schedule Friday Arrive anytime – Sign-In is in the Castle Kitchen Weeding in Gardens with CE Garden Club members Tend to the Zen Bamboo patch with Max Wood collection until Dusk with Larry Hot Tub Party and Frolic Saturday Breakfast buffet and Lunch Pot Luck will be available 10AM to 7 PM Toad House Reroof – With Sior and Northstar 10 AM to 5 PM Pressure washing with Tim Wood collecting with Larry Potluck Dinner after work Pendragon Circle- Drums and Fire at Dusk Sunday Breakfast buffet will be available Pond work with John Mark and Jonathan Pavilion Kitchen Plumbing with ??? Please Note: Once breakfast is over and dishes are done, there will be NO water facilities available in the Castle until the Pond work is done.

Cerren Ered Work weekend

MaxDragon — Sat, 31 May 2008 20:08:38 GMT

Hosted By: Max Dragon WHEN: Friday Jun 13, 2008 thru Sunday Jun 15 2008 Come early, stay late . Where: The Castle Description: Come Together to work...(play,eat) ......And in keeping yourself with labor you are in truth loving life, And to love life through labor is to be intimate with life's inmost secret...... It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit, And to know that all the blessed dead are standing about you and watching..... Work is love made visible..... (Gibran) If you want to be here more often ...this is your chance !! We will be working together on Saturday the 14th from 10am to 5pm , and many smaller projects Friday and Sunday . We need the help and support of our nearby family ! Plan on bringing food to cook potluck style Bring your camping gear and work gloves . A small donation $2-5 per night to the castle fund would be appreciated. Meals and fire happening friday and saturday eve. Cerren Ered itself has always served as a place of refuge and restoration... a place supported on a day to day basis by those who live here who, in turn, make it possible to open our gates to the larger community from time to time... It is important that the people here tend the shrines, maintain the portals & shepherd the Magickal rhythms which sustain all of us, whether in residence or abroad. It is equally important that those of you who are part of our community but do not reside here be included and have the opportunity to gather together with us in a space of harmony, Magick and celebration. We look forward to your company and sharing the Mysteries of Cerren Ered with you !! Feel free to contact me if you have any questions, RSVP Please Max.dragon@yahoo.com-865-436-5865 (leave message)

Almost a year

MaxDragon — Mon, 26 May 2008 02:16:24 GMT

Almost a year since I left a comfortable home ,(because the neighbors had pit bulls that wouldn't let shithead and I walk down the street ), to move back into a van and reconnect with family, community . I still haven't fully moved into the van or fixed it up like I need to . I have crafting materials and personal memorabilia spread out all over the country AGAIN. When I left North Carolina , I was heading to Kentucky to say goodbye to Schjaway and then St.Louis to see my kids and parents .I stayed at Eartheart for a while and as it got colder , the lack of warm space and employment , as well as the absurd physco-drama and aggression that was unfolding , caused me to head for Harmony Works in Tenn . A couple months there , and then to a so called "retreat center" in Swannanoa NC which just left me in more pain . I stopped here in January to spend the night and haven't been able to leave yet. Firstly because of a good brothers insistence that I stay and heal , then due to the promise of construction work that I can actually do (for people I know and like ) , and now ...well it's a vortex of good family,beautiful scenery ,magikal happenings , and shithead really likes it here.I am not quite sure what I'm doing here now , there is a phenomena here called "Smokey Mtn. Pagan Standard Time " cause everything slows down to a pace that is comfortable , it's hard to break out of sometimes ...and then I wonder why I would need to !!! I miss traveling ... but it has been nice to slow down . I miss my friends and favorite haunts in Asheville ,but not the costs financially and spiritually. I miss the quiet and BIG sky of the Parmlysville area (Eartheart) , but not the drunkeness or aggression I had to deal with .I still hope to spend time or buy land there in the near future. I have been threatening to get back to writing and this is my first stab at it in a while . If anyone has a request for a true story I'de like to try that . Well...when I started this lil piece I was alone at the castle , now Johnathan and Terry are cooking ,two 14yr? old girls chatting, Alarian playing sweet sounds on the guitar ,Sior is reading (a permaculture mag!) a fire is in the hearth , and Maya and Northstar are on the way to join in dinner , I love this place

Winter storage facility

MaxDragon — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:20:38 GMT

Check it out , thanks to Sloyd , I have a Tent to live in and thanks to Tom Martin , a place to put it ! It's really going to be more of a "storage tent" for crafts and such . I enjoy living in the van and being more mobile . But where I'm parked is a short walk to the spring-hole , the river and my nieghbors . I thought life might get a little rough , with recent moves and such , but the stress level and pace are all that is really changed (for the better) . Community is growing and evolving here . I hope to be travelin again within a week , with MAJIK KARPET RYDE II ,and a newly revamped kitchen .

EHM

MaxDragon — Sat, 01 Sep 2007 15:58:25 GMT

Lots of new and exiting stuff to write about ,To much for a sitdown at the library! STILL waiting for that DSL connection to become a reality . Bluegrass this w/e at Pickett State Park , finally got a break from the heat , and ...at the same time the communication lines around here seamed to open up a little . I hope to write more and more often when the DSL happens . I've been helping Sloyd clean up his shopspace and organize tools , bathing in the river and learning from shithead . I am also collecting venomouse snakes in an effort to save their life .. I'd like to find a place to bring them for research/milking if anyone knows anything ... I'll put it out there . ttfn

re: 4 weeks

MaxDragon — Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:34:16 GMT

Its been hard to think or even write about this , but this mornin I awoke with a BAD attitude , I stood my ground against MY patterns of separateness and behavior , I went up to the Yoga deck to write my letter , move the 'puter..., I saw Dara's note on my space Hey someone left a sacrificial element on Schjaways alter-space ,And an instrument of manifestation ....Well , ...ahem ... A few minutes later I'm staring at the clothesline , ,....clothespins , and a voice in my head says " go ahead put one one your left nipple " it sounded like schjaway anyway .... just to share another moment ...... To my brother Schjaway , You might not be listening , but If I leave it out there , you'll be sure to hear it . Not everything I have learned from your light and lessons was what you intended to teach me , and for that I am greatfull. I bless you and honor the body of your spirit for a better understanding of the ancient language of the drum , the power of the moon , the reality of insanity,the insanity of illusion , the futility of regret ,the promise of future , the power of manifestation , the ignorance of knowledge without wisdom , the wisdom of innocence , the addiction of ego , the importance of balance , the changes of seasons in the soul , the divinity within and the memory we all have within us of our unity . Thankyou ,I love you , and I look forward to seeing you again my brother. Damn that clothespin still hurts !!!!!! .

Pace of Life ...

MaxDragon — Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:10:48 GMT

Days are full here and long , we got a little break from the heat today , proceaded by an awesome thunderstorm and much needed rain last night . While some residents and guests are at Starwood , Garuda Das left today , some of his crew stayed , others left . Usnea,Kym, Elf ,others are doing a fast and cleanse , and well everyone else is tending garden and farm chores . Nice and cool tonight , it's off to the freshly cleaned hottub !

Reflections on Mortality

MaxDragon — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 05:37:29 GMT

It's weird to me , to reflect on my own mortality , when a friend 10 yrs younger than me has passed on , and another 40 years older .And then again I just realized how the two were so connected , even though they never met ... till now .

Eartheart Mountain

MaxDragon — Mon, 16 Jul 2007 06:32:36 GMT

I have returned to my spiritual home here in the Kentucky Mtns to heal my wounds, better my health and lend support and help to my friends in their hour of need . Much is happining here and just the daily workings of a country life has brought me some peace of mind . As I sit on the computer I hear the bullfrogs , cicadas and hoot owls , here on the yoga deck , I reflect on my beginnings and lessons from this enchanted place . Tommarrow I will be off to the city for a day or two collecting recycled materials to help build here on the farm , but for now , it's off to the hottub for a good soak before bedtime !

Scooby , Chyrl And Baby girl .

MaxDragon — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 19:20:28 GMT

Just to put it out there , Scooby called me yesterday , scooby and cheryl had a baby girl at 2:30 pm yesterday , all is well momma and baby are happy and well . 5 lbs. 9 oz. 18 inches . No decision on her name yet , ya gotta love it ! I' hope to visit today . Mission Hospital in Asheville .

Dear Goddess

MaxDragon — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 17:53:13 GMT

Dear Goddess, You who never kill but only change:I pray that my exuberant, suave and accidental words will move you to shower ferocious blessings down on everyone who reads this benediction. I pray that you will give them what they don't even know they want--not just the boons they think they need but everything they've always been afraid to even imagine or ask for. Dear Goddess, You wealthy anarchist burning heaven to the ground: Many of the divine chameleons out there don't even know that their souls will live forever. So please use your blinding magic to help them see that they are all wildly creative geniuses too big for their own personalities. Guide them to realize that they are all completely different from what they think they are and more exciting than they can possibly imagine.Make it illegal, immoral, irrelevant, unpatriotic and totally tasteless for them to be in love with anyone or anything that's no good for them. O Goddess, You who give us so much love and pain mixed together that our morality is always on the verge of collapsing:I beg you to cast a boisterous love spell that will nullify all the dumb ideas, bad decisions and nasty conditioning that have ever cursed the wise and sexy virtuosos out there. Remove, banish, annihilate and laugh into oblivion any jinx that has clung to them, no matter how long they've suffered from it, and even if they've become accustomed or addicted to its ugly companionship. And please conjure an aura of protection around them so that they will receive an early warning if they are ever about to act in such a way as to bring another hex or plague or voodoo into their lives in the future. Dear Goddess, sweet Goddess, You sly universal virus with no opinion:I pray that you will help all the personal growth addicts out there become disciplined enough to go crazy in the name of creation, not destruction. I pray that you will teach them the difference between oppressive self-control and liberating self-control, awaken in them the power to do the half-right thing when it is impossible to do the totally right thing.Arouse the Wild Woman within them -- even if they're men. And please give them bigger, better, more original sins and wilder, wetter, more interesting problems. Dear Goddess, You pregnant slut who scorns all mediocre longing:I pray that you will inspire all the compassionate rascals communing with this prayer to love their enemies just in case their friends turn out to be jerks. Provoke them to throw away or give away all the things they own that encourage them to believe that they are better than anyone else. Show them how much fun it is to brag about what they cannot do and do not have. Most of all, Goddess, brainwash them with your freedom so that they never love their own pain more than anyone else's pain. Dear Goddess, You psychedelic mushroom cloud at the center of all our brains:The curiously divine human beings reading this prayer deserve everything they are yearning for and much, much more. So please bless them with lucid dreams while they are wide awake and solar-energy-operated sex toys that work even in the dark and vacuum cleaners for their magic carpets and a knack for avoiding other people's hells and their very own 900 number so that everyone has to pay to talk to them and a secret admirer who is not a psychotic stalker [or demon, as the case may be]. Dear Goddess, You fiercely tender, hauntingly reassuring, orgiastically sacred feeling that is even now running through all of our soft, warm animal bodies:I pray that you provide everyone out there with a license to bend and even break all rules, laws and traditions that keep them apart from the things they love. Show them how to purge the wishy-washy wishes that distract them from their daring, dramatic, divine desires. And teach them that they can have anything they want if they'll only ask for it in an unselfish way. And now dear God of Gods, God beyond all Gods, Girlfriend of God, Teacher of God, Goddess who invented God, I bring this prayer to a close, trusting that in these mysterious moments you have begun to change everyone out there in the exact way they've needed to change in order to express their soul's code. Amen. Awomen. And glory hallelujah.Best wishes

Questions

MaxDragon — Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:11:53 GMT

You asked, CB, on one of our long windy blacktop Majik Karpet Rides so long ago (feels like yesterday ) "but Max, what do You want to do? What is fulfilling to you?" You implied I was looking for my fulfillment to come from someone or something else- time did not allow for me to fully digest the questions asked, … Being around my chosen family fulfills me, empowering goddesses in their full potential… loving and living FULLY in the NOW. Receiving affectionate attention , mind-blowing spontainious sex , learning to be more compassionate, understanding, and patient. That fulfills me. Being self -sufficient . Learning to live in the moment, going with the flow- NOT having a plan- for me that takes effort. Passing "things" on to others , it takes loving time and energy . I spent a lifetime- before this one ,trying to own, possess, control, and predict the people and environment around me. I achieved nothing but heartache and frustration. And I guess that's why I'll always love you so .... I know I can't .

Ifeelgoodiknewthatiwould

MaxDragon — Sat, 30 Dec 2006 06:42:24 GMT

James Brown died a couple days ago Nothin like a JB moment to remind us good times when it aint so ... Disconnected and delerious in this dillusion of seperatness that is at the truth of it all . In a crowded room each of us can somehow feel alone. This culture has stolen our ability to see each other as we really are. All we really ever have are those friends that can share the good and the bad with ease 'cause they know you give a shit . Its good to reach out , thanks for the reminder Mikeala

oh well....

MaxDragon — Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:43:55 GMT

People say they want honesty , when I give it to them they ignore me or tell me to fukoff in so many words. The truth I tell them is not what they want to hear. Sometimes its hard to ask or to recieve for me then they say to ask for what you want ...and when I do it's too late or inconvenient , or better yet they put me off with the same prattle I've heard so many times , from those whom are so settled in their world of comfort and bliss.Then I feel like shit for asking in the first place ,it would be less painfull not to , and could live without it, but this time I felt I really deserved it . ...and thought they could give it freely ,without an "accounting" of what they were getting out of it . . how do I get myself in theses messes? I guess I expect people to "back up" what they say with action . with love , with energy and effort. How do I find people with honest passion in this fuked up world of "gratification" . Why do I invest time and energy in the "takers" who cannot or will not return it .? (hoping to be proven wrong?)How do I let someone else project their fears onto me and then they assume who I am ,leaving me alone before we hardly ever get started? Why do I still react with so much pain and anger when they do ? How can someone say "I'm available to talk anytime" and then avoid talking for days , only to say "I cant talk" when asked to ? How do I get myself in these fuked up messes , and end up sitting here alone at 2am , in pain ,unable to sleep ? What is the pattern , where did the love go? How do I change it ? My lifes a fucked up mess ,I owe to many people money ,can't hardly do anything that doesnt bring pain to my body , cant even PAY someone to do bodywork ,and i'm drinking to forget the physical and emotional pain I'm in ...seaking to be comfortably numb. So I finally have the balls to ASK for a little luvin and a little rubbin , from someone who is a healer and doesnt really know it , who got past a couple layers of pain ,with good sex ,and they can't even touch me now. I abhor casual sex with no meaning , unfinished business, shallow behavior. Pardon the fuk outa me if it sounds bitter , but it is .

Love and Anger

MaxDragon — Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:01:07 GMT

Sometimes I see things with the utmost of clarity and forsight . It is often difficult to express to others ,without passion , anger .Passion in my love for them , anger at their blindesss. I am but a reflection of you ... I feel others pain and injury to soon ,I also feel their joy and happiness...I live for this ,a gift , a blessing , a curse. Filling the empty spaces with meals, consumerism,false securities, co-dependency and SEPERATION instead of each other . Everyday should be about celebrating the abundance that the universe provides,taking store of your harvest& manifestations ,a celebration of what you HAVE -sharing- . Not about spending money on grocerystore meals -again the influence of the obstrktors - not the paridgm I wish to live in . I am often attracted to a thing cause of it's outer beuaty ,then so distracted by it's inner emptiness,shallow behavior and pain. When I'm around a bunch of charged entities , peoples,I become very sensative to their pain and joy -Sometimes it is just to much for me , and I need to pray from afar , I am still there in spirit ,absent in body . Its also the same reason I'm toasted most of the time . Im trippin b4 U dose. Witnessing a constant barage of "phycic" misdomenors,unknowingly committing offences to my sences.

Theres sumthin happnin here...

MaxDragon — Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:43:00 GMT

Wat it iz aint exaktly kleer

not a public notice-again

MaxDragon — Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:52:48 GMT

Maybe we'll be going to the Hostel in the woods ,anybody wanna roadtrip next fullmoon? WANTED : Pirate wenches and cabin boys ,peglegs and parrots , to set the course , run the galley and/or take over the wheel on treacherous blacktop mountain roads. I have two small ships to gather, trade and barter booty, for private charter or village use .One ship sleeps one couple, the other sleeps 2 couples (5 pagans) comfortably, with room to stow lotsagear and a portable galley. They both fly a legal flag, are reasonably seaworthy, and I have parts and knowledge to keep them afloat. , I have a captain’s license and ownership of both ships. I intend to travel with the moon and the tide, without the use of conventional calendars or timepieces. The next lunatic cruise starts b4 the next full moon . I also have a private port for 3-6 weary passengers in WNC. As well as private ports in Pisgah ,Great Smokies ,Cumberland Gap , Appalachians , Blue Ridge ,Ozarks and many points between .Our arrival is always eagerly anticipated . Must have assets or skills to contribute, but of course satyr boys, dragons, nymphs, fairies ,tattooed ladies, and thespians, will add to a well rounded bohemian crew. Our aims …support our own tribal communities of fire, art, theater and alternative lifestyle,........ recycle everything we can ,and live simply .

not a public notice

MaxDragon — Mon, 09 Oct 2006 19:22:06 GMT

WANTED : Pirate wenches and cabin boys ,peglegs and parrots , to set the course , run the galley and/or take over the wheel on treacherous blacktop mountain roads. I have two small ships to gather, trade and barter booty, for private charter or village use .One ship sleeps one couple, the other sleeps 2 couples (5 pagans) comfortably, with room to stow lotsagear and a portable galley. They both fly a legal flag, are reasonably seaworthy, and I have parts and knowledge to keep them afloat. , I have a captain’s license and ownership of both ships. I intend to travel with the moon and the tide, without the use of conventional calendars or timepieces. Planning stages for the next lunatic cruise starts b4 the next new moon, a crew and parly must be in accordance on the new moon , and the voyage beginning the week of the next full moon .Ships will set sail for distant lands ,(SE America-Portland-B.C.) festival bound, for the summer season , with established crew, on or about the first full moon of march 07 . I also have a private port for 3-6 weary passengers in WNC. As well as private ports in Tenn. Kent., Ga., S.C. NYC, So Cal , Mo. and many points between .Our arrival is always eagerly anticipated . Must have assets or skills to contribute, but of course satyr boys, dragons, nymphs, fairies ,tattooed ladies, and thespians, will add to a well rounded bohemian crew. Our aims …support our own tribal communities of fire, art, theater and alternative lifestyle,........ recycle everything we can ,and live simply .

PEACE

MaxDragon — Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:58:10 GMT

I just saw something that reminded me of a scene I watched unfold , about a year ago . I was eating at a little gas station with good food. It's real close to what some people consider a bad part of town , the hood if you will . An army Humvee pulls up and two MP's in uniform , pop out . One of them is black and the other white . They stand at the front of the Humvee and talk about something , I don't know what , but I can guess . The caucasion soldier hikes is foot up on a tire , as the black soldier walks into the service station . I notice he's asking people something , and I witness him brandishing a military photo of a "brother" >It's obvious everyone is shaking their heads "no" . He leaves and talks briefly outside with others and the Humbvee pulls out ,and heads out the road towards "the hood". I'm next in line as the kind old man who runs the place mumbles " I wouldn't tell you shit , that boy has a new baby , he dont wanna fight your war . " He turns around to look at his nephew , who is already on the phone " MP's on the way to yo house " and he hangs the phone up . I laughed , and flashed them both my peace sighn . This has been happining all over our country for a while now ....

CELLS and Insurance

MaxDragon — Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:27:18 GMT

Tryin to dig myself back up out of this hole. Not having the cell-phone hurts ,If I leave home I miss people I need to hear from . Car insurence is a must . Itll cost me a lot more than the insurence if I get stopped without it .

B.C. (SMPST)

MaxDragon — Sat, 07 Oct 2006 19:01:40 GMT

At least this mornins BC break (before coffee smokie mtn. pagan standard time ) wasnt like yesterday .

JEHOVAS WITNESS

MaxDragon — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 20:39:13 GMT

So Im' settin with my coffe this mornin , enjoyin the open window ,sharin a sacrement with my brother and up walks the Johovas witness , two of them , female ,mid thirties . Without knocking or identifiing themselves , they are at my door , all smiley and shit . I looked at my roomate , carefully set aside our sacrement , and said with eyes alone , watch this ...he knew what was coming …. " How dare you come without invatation , trounce onto my property ,with out announcing yourself . I pay rent here , I dont ram my belief down your throat , what the fuck is wrong with you , where do you live ? what time do you enjoy peace in your own home .? FUCK YOU at least JC had respect for others space and beliefs , how dare you insult him and disrepect us both with your rude , invasive , vampiristic behavior . Keep your Jesus off my penis and I'll keep my penis off of you ! If you step foot on this property again I'll have a restraining order on you , get the FUCK outa here " It felt good to say it , I don't think they'll be back .

It seams ...

MaxDragon — Wed, 04 Oct 2006 18:35:33 GMT

I do better for myself , when I can help those around me .....But I also need a lil support ,now and again (as well as affection and touch) and I always feel most alone and seperate at those times .... why do people drop the ball so quickly ? I recently had a good experience with a healer that put two egos and personalities together and settled some discourse between us . You have inspired me , thanks - you did good !

There might be...

MaxDragon — Wed, 04 Oct 2006 18:09:50 GMT

a light at the end of the tunnell -I dunno , people tell me it's there ... I wanna believe them . I jus havn't seen it in so damned long.