My searching for the great secret has grew tired and tedious. I've grown irritated by the lack of proof or respect from those who claim to exist. Many days and nights of searching have accumilated in nothing. Nothing material, nothing even of emotional value. My despair has grew greatly, and I am exhausted. I've decided to put off my search. Maybe fate will deal me a hand which I cannot resist, but for the moment I am at a loss. Peace be to all those out there that are seeking as I am. My sea... read more

I've searched for many years to find what I've been looking for. Years have passed without much luck. I know they are out there. I know that I truely need to be where they are. I contemplate how I may approach them. I do not want them to see me as just another infatuated mortal. This I am not. I understand the trueness of what I search. I understand that everything in life has ups and downs. I do, however, feel that this is what I was intended for. As if I've already lived this in another lif... read more