Male

I am an addict. I use to be addicted to alcohol, tobacco and sex. Now I am addicted to chocolate, water and hugs. I can’t seem to rid my self of addictions, so I just change them to more healthy ones.

I have evolved in the last 10 years from an agnostic, into a spiritual man. Mother, Father, God, Source, Karma, I don’t care what you want to call it. I believe to the core of my being, that if I just do the right things on a daily basis all of my needs will be met.

I have been a newspaper deliverer, a farm hand, a short order cook, a car washer, a factory worker, store manager, corporate lower manager, customer service rep, a massage therapist, a lover, a loser, a liar and a thief.

Once, very drunk and on a bet, I danced on a stage of a male strip joint. I won $30 on the bet, and another $26 in tips before the club owner pulled me off the stage for having an erection. I don’t know how the professional dancers do it with out getting aroused, but I couldn’t.

If you haven’t guessed already, I’m very honest. So be careful what you ask me. I usually try to filter a little bit, but I’m on a roll today. J

In my younger days I was a hippy. With long hair, ripped up jeans and stoned out of my mind, I use to walk back stage at concerts and no one would stop me because I looked like I belonged there. Because of this I have met and partied with some of the greats of Rock and Roll, and the Blues.

I love women. They are kind, intelligent, nice to look at, and wonderful to hold. If you think that this is a typical response for a heterosexual male, then you need to get to know me better.

I am slowly losing the vision in my eyes, but gaining vision with my third eye. This is fairly new to me, and I am somewhat at a lose in what to do with all the stuff I’m seeing. Then again, maybe I’m just losing my mind.

I live alone, and I am sure that I have so many ingrained habits that I no longer know they exist.

My only goal in this life is, when it is time for me to pass on I hope that I have been of more help that harm.