Female

39

Professional and intuitive at the same time, I love to balance opposites as best as I can. I guess I call it stream of consciousness in realtime!

AND I'm learning to try to forgive. One can try to hang wallpaper and come out with, well, wallpaper. Or not wallpaper as the case may be. But how does one learn to do such a distainful thing like forgive. No weeseling, snide, saaahrey's. I want to understand how to forgive people who sometimes act to the best of their knowledge, but still abide by corporate method. I want to find real end to universal suffering. Find quiet good people who can listen, and be heard themselves. A community of light beings who like to live in community with a group of down to earth, skilled people. I love this gift of life I've become, and need to pay it forward in some focused, important, soulful way. That way has not come yet, but I seek it out. ONe day, I suppose a door without much fanfare shall swing around a might wide circle and reveal the lost piece of the puzzle. A horse, a man, a woman, a child, nature in its beauty, a comfortable home...whatever it is, it's seed for me, the seed of intention that I've prayed for, is to live through natural rhythms, support a healthy and happy body/mind, and gather around me a family of kind, intuitive, trustworthy peers; all connected through prayer. I want my earth family someday, and sleep in their warmth, and wake up refreshed to sounds of the woods or water or birds. And fall in love with life all over again. This is what peace sounds like to me.

What's your vision?