Sometimes I feel a stranger in my own body. I have stray thoughts that flit through my mind and i cant help but wonder where it came from. I do something and right after i get done i think what did i just do. Or God that was dumb. One time in the third grade i held my breath so long that i passed out. I was standing in the hallway on the way to lunch and we were waiting on the teacher. My friends all thought it was funny that i could make my face change colors and i was more than happy to obl... read more

Its 12:40 at night and the house is quiet and its all rainy outside. So relaxing. Time to rest and recouperate the energy lost in the day. The pitter patter of the rain on the glass can catch you up in the slow continuity of the cycles of nature. Never fails to make us pause and come to grips with the world outside of our technology and concrete. I have been doing some thinkin on me as a person and have given some serious thought to my religious preferences. Not sure if i want to completely c... read more