joined on 06/13/06
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June 10, 2008
I remember a day not too long ago when Jake and I were walking down the street, discussing his excessive masturbation habits. In the middle of his pitiful excuse making he stopped suddenly. A smile played across his semen crusted lips and he pointed, with a trembling hand, to the bushes nearby.
There, amidst the brambles of the empty lot we always walked by on our way to ballet class, lay the carcass of a dead wolf. Its fur had mostly fallen away, and its flesh had been partially consumed by ants and other urban scavengers.
"Stop," I told Jake. "I know what you are thinking."
But he wouldn't listen to reason. He was like an animal in his desire. I clutched in vain at the leather harness he wore but it was to no avail. He was on the dead wolf in an instant, hugging it's body close to him as he placed its penis in his mouth. He began to suck at it with an inhuman vigor, his eyes going wild with lust and determination.
After several minutes of this, I guess he finally realized that the dead wolf was not going to ejaculate. He started to cry a little and we threw the dead wolf into a nearby canal. After that, we went to get some sodas and some beef jerky. It was a pretty good day.
April 28, 2008
H.P. Lovecraft wrote stories about Jake. All the tales of guys who build abominable sonic contraptions that open rifts to other dimensions are about Jake. Give all your old electronic toys to Jake. Give your new ones to him, too. Jake can turn just about any device into a weapon against melancholy and ho-hum.
We'll always have Memphis.
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It was about 2:00 am I was working on a new track, and i felt the whole house shake for a few seconds, i thought to myself "was that a earthquake?" so i went into the hallway to see if maybe my brother was awake messing around upstairs or something, all was quiet.
I already had a good buzz on and was mostly faded so I dismissed it and went to bed. when i got up this morning i checked online and sure enough it was a 3.5 wow! My first earthquake in SF, The track I was working on is a good one, its not even finished, I wonder what it will do when its done! haha!
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Fri, June 6, 2008 - 12:43 PM
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Thu, May 1, 2008 - 4:45 PM
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When I get caught up in all the hustle and bustle of it all, it is so easy to forget or loose sight. If I stop for a moment and take a deep breath, inhale /exhale smell the roses so to speak, close my eyes and listen, I mean really listen and feel the vibrations... it comes back, the clarity, I remember that thing that I have always known...
It has been so hard for me to describe... through much meditation and deep thought the one word that has come to me is "Brahman" I have compiled here some information and translation that I feel compelled to share,
If you can, check out this great video "Deepak Chopra and Robert Thurman: God and Buddha - a dialogue" it is really amazing and has helped me to put things into perspective
you can watch it here >>> video.google.com/videoplay
Translating the word Brahman, a sanskrit word to english I got: noun. (lit. `" growth "' , `" expansion "' , `" evolution "' , `" development "' `" swelling of the spirit or soul "
and this description:
Most Hindus venerate one or more deities, but regard these as manifestations of Ultimate Reality. The Ultimate Reality that is behind the universe and all the gods is called by different names, but most commonly Brahman (not to be confused with the creator god Brahma or the priestly class of Brahmans).
In the Rig Veda, Ultimate Reality is referred to as "the One." In the Purushasukta, it is "Purusha," and in the Upanishads it is called "Brahman," "the One," and several other names. Most modern Hindus refer to the Ultimate Reality as Brahman.
The Upanishads describe Brahman as "the eternal, conscious, irreducible, infinite, omnipresent, spiritual source of the universe of finiteness and change." Brahman is the source of all things and is in all things; it is the Self (atman) of all living beings.
Brahman is impersonal Being in itself, but it can be known through the many gods and goddesses that are manifestations of Brahman.
Namaste,
Jake
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