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Freedom. My major intrest in this life before anything else is to be free, and I am not talking about material freedom in a scence of having tons of money, so I dont have to worry about finances, or being able to travel to any place at any time, or to sleep with whom ever I wish, excetra........excetra. Sure its nice to have that kind of freedom if life wants to granted to me.
But the kind of freedom I am speaking about is different. What I am speaking about is the ultimate freedom and that has nothing to do with the material world. Its the freedom of ones mind, its when ones mind is in Silence. Its when one has come to peace with oneself. We can call it "peace of mind". For example; Its like when you have truly accepted who you are and you are OK with where ever you are at in your life, and you are not mind fucking with yourself that I should have done better or should have been somewhere else or I should have been with a different partner, or this is not good enough, I deserve more. When you are truly fine with yourself and love yourself for who you are, and where you are at in your life, your mind is no longer in division and you are in peace with yourself, then you are truly Free. Because in reality where is the problem and who is dissatisfied? Is it really out there or its in your head? And if you pay attention you realize that the problem is realy in your mind. It has nothing to do with the outside world. You can have everything in the material world and still be very unhappy. A lot of people live in fear. Fear of death or losing thier fame, health, wealth, partner, sex appeal and excetra. Some of these people are multi millioners and have lots of material freedom, but they are worried all the time. That is not freedom, to me that's captivity. I am only intrested in real FREEDOM and nothing else.
And real freedom is when you are at peace with yourself, no matter what you do or where you are at. Wheather you are wealthy or poor, famous or unknown what diffrence does it make, you could be a janitor working in a filthy place or be a very hip happening musicion in Hollywood, what difference does it make? if you are not at peace with yourself then you are in hell. And your proffesion or positions can not change that. If you are at peace with yourself then you have accepted and love yourself for who you are. At that time you will find yourself in the real kingdoom of heaven. Thats the kind of Freedom I am talking about,
Complete peace of mind and oneness with everything, anything less is not accepted.
Thank you for your interest, many blessings to you. Zarathustra