Male

31

A riddle wrapped in an enigma wrapped in jeans and a t- shirt, i think Maynard says it best when he says: "I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down." (sums it up pretty well) I'm just sane enough to realize that i might actually be slightly crazy. I see so much hate in the world and i love the fact that i love to hate it. I live up to my signs pretty well, Cancer/Leo. Like being stuck in a permenant purgatory, I'm pulled in 2 directions, Quiet and reserved yet, always trying to stick out and shine. For everything that i am, i am most certainly the opposite as well, it's a rough road to walk down. Sometimes it feels like my insides are gonna explode outward in a violent hail of blood and guts. Sometimes i feel the world closing in on me like the spiked door of the iron maiden. Constantly struggling to find even ground to stand on. But my dreams, They aren't as empty. As my conscience seems to be. I think my only fear in life is that one day i'll die and i'll have nothing to do with it, i'd much rather die because of something i did or deserved, but knowing my luck it'll just be some random freak accident that i'll never see coming. Nakedness doesnt bother me at all (i've grown up around it my whole life). I've grown through many stages and consider myself well rounded. I've been through the skater punk days, industrial days, raver days, prep days, nerdy days, been through em all. Humor is my way of dealing with shit, everythings just that much better when you can stand back and laugh at it. I like to get rid of stress through dancing to loud music, playing/creating loud music, piercings and tattoos. Depending on my mood i can range from minimal techno to funky house and dark evil breaks or even take it back to the ol skool and rock out to some nirvana, tool, or slayer, and sometimes i like to sit back and think while listening to some Pink Floyd or some Doors or Zeppilin. I part of SWAT Sound, providing sound for events/parties around the bay area, kinda nice partying for free and all i have to do is carry a few big speakers and say "I'm the sound guy." Now that digital cameras are right about where i want em, i'm getting back into photography. I love snowboarding, but dont make it out as often as i'd like so i'm gonna start supplimenting it with surfing. I love working on cars, and i like things that go BOOM.