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I am a dakini; my path is to embody a breaking down of what no longer works and a rebirth of what is always present underneath. The focus of my path is on the mass consciousness as it is made of individual belief systems and the link between these and the divine/infinite mind and the emotions, all of which is applied to social structures and conventions.

Given all of this, it is my challenge in this lifetime to be both gifted in understanding of relationship while also perceiving and living beyond convention enough to often be considered strange, aloof and hard to communicate with/relate to (at least until you know me and by then its too late *fake evil laugh*).

I often come across as intelligent but I dislike intellectualism if it comes at the expense of body awareness. Because my work is very mentally oriented and because I enjoy exploring life with my senses and my sexuality, when I am not working I enjoy the sensory side of life through movement, bodywork, touch, lovemaking, dance, music and more. I would much rather enjoy life than spend a lot of time talking about it. I am past the point of spiritual searching and have little need for answers because I know the questions to be meaningless.

I am often told that I look angelic and people tend to think I am very sweet and innocent, but much of that comes from my committment to go within and follow where that leads me, including into my shadow side. I have had so many Kali-esque death and rebirth experiences that I can sense the love in most everything and everyone, and it shows in my appearance and laid back personality. I am very loving and easygoing but it is based on a foundation of inner strength, knowing and sense of self from non-attachment that is not always visible on the surface, but is central to who I am. I am incapable of co-dependency. I do not know how to relate to it.

My close friends would (hopefully) describe me as caring, affectionate, insightful, determined, loving, playful, non judgmental, a good listener, and imaginative, with an active and usually twisted sense of humor. I am often told I would make a good stand up comedian. I enjoy making people laugh, and mostly I just enjoy the love I feel for people. Expressing love is what I live for.

If you like my posts on tribe and would like to read more of my writing, I have a website: www.lindawhitedove.com It has information about my work and an articles page with more of my writing. I also have a blog on yahoo. Contact me if you would like my blog address.