so i'm gonna try the whole blog thing. I kind of started and now i'm feeling the entheusiasm to begin again --spelling will come, with time.

The spring is coming. I think it might hit 'snooze' and stay in bed for a bit, but it's warm here and the sun's out. hooray!

seasonal affective disorder be gone!!!!


the muse has left me, for now

Sup folks. The first week of cooking has come and gone, and I'm feeling pretty good about it. I will be cooking breakfast tomorrow morning by myself.

Lots of fear. Worrying about whether I'll be able to pull my weight in the kitchen. Worrying about whether or not I'll be able to last a year and a half here. "will i fit in?", and such thoughts... In the grand scheme of things, rather silly, but real and tangible none the less. Also, pain surrounding what i have lost. Friends, comfort, a... read more