infatuation


broken promises are tears in the ocean

it happens all to often that people let themselves down

they say you cant love someone else until you know how to really love yourself

but so very few of us do

we say we love

but how do we know what love is

what if that little lump you get in your throat when that person walks into the room is really fear

what if those butterflies in your stomach when you kiss is really pain

what if the goosebumps you get with ev... read more

What is beauty but a judge of the skin. It is said to be the quality that gives pleasure to the mind or senses and is associated with such properties as harmony of form or color, excellence of artistry, truthfulness, and originality. But this is pretty well the opposite of today’s general views. Instead of looking for originality in someone or something we, as humans, tend to look for those things that are familiar to us. Whether it be a certain shape, color, size or texture we go for what is... read more

then others...but they can all be fixed if they are given will and effort.
my flaw.. my major one anyways... is silence. my entire life i have been silent. mabey not physically but emotionally and spiritually i have been completely silent. my flaw is hard to fix but i am working on it. and i have been blessed with a wondeful man that helps me... even though he doesnt know it most of the time.. he helps me find what i need to say. helps me break out of my shell.
if there is one thing that i... read more

after taking part and observing a debate/ conversation in a group here on myspace it has been brought more to my attention that america, though it is good usually, is serotyped more then probably any other country. sure it is thought by many that people from other countrys are lesser then those of us from the states but they are greatly wrong. we are judged for our own bad judgement. here in america we have this thing called freedom of speech. and it is very much so taken for granted. if/when... read more

you call me ignorant, stupid, and untrustworthy. Unrespectful, unintelligent, pratically worthless. You can call me every name in the book and whatever you need to make up. but to threaten me with the one i love it going to far.

i cry not from sadness but from rage. i cry not because of hurt but because of fear. the drunken and sober have meshed into one druged out queen. undecisave by any means.

i may fail and i may lose. but as long as im happy that should be good enough for you. do... read more