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Cara

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joined on 10/11/07
last updated 10/12/07
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Gender
Female
Location
New York City
about me
I am a menagerie or all things that lurk in the dark
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It's All An Illusion (blog entry) I am alone. At any moment, the people, places and things that I treasure can be ripped away and I am left with nothing but myself. I've been living this lie that I can build a pretty little life in a pretty little home and a pretty little job an... read more
blog entry posted Fri, October 12, 2007 - 7:02 AM permalink - 0 comments
This emptiness (blog entry) The emptiness is endless. It envelopes me in a blanket of misery and desolation. There is happiness and opportunity but nothing fills me. I can see it and I walk through all the happiness and go through my days among the living but it is empty.... read more
blog entry posted Thu, October 11, 2007 - 7:26 PM permalink - 0 comments
"Are We The Waiting" (blog entry) Starry nights city lights coming down over me
Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
This dirty town was burning down in my dreams
Lost and found city bound in my dreams

And screaming
Are we ... read more
blog entry posted Thu, October 11, 2007 - 6:42 PM permalink - 0 comments
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My Blog

It's All An Illusion
I am alone. At any moment, the people, places and things that I treasure can be ripped away and I am left with nothing but myself. I've been living this lie that I can build a pretty little life in a pretty little home and a pretty little job and a pretty little family and it means something. All of those things are just markers of time and space. They can all disappear in an instant and all I am left with is the deafening scream from the darkest recesses of my mind.
Fri, October 12, 2007 - 7:02 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
This emptiness
The emptiness is endless. It envelopes me in a blanket of misery and desolation. There is happiness and opportunity but nothing fills me. I can see it and I walk through all the happiness and go through my days among the living but it is empty. It is all a mask elaborately created and maintained to keep the world out.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain... read more
Thu, October 11, 2007 - 7:26 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
"Are We The Waiting"
Starry nights city lights coming down over me
Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
This dirty town was burning down in my dreams
Lost and found city bound in my dreams

And screaming
Are we the waiting
And screaming
Are we the waiting

Forget me nots and second thoughts live in isolation
Heads or tails and fairytales in my mind
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
The rage and love, the story of my life
The Jesus of ... read more
Thu, October 11, 2007 - 6:42 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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