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Derrick

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joined on 04/04/06
last updated 10/21/07
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my main goal in life is to expand my consciousness and awarness. I am open to many different methods of doing this, whether it be academic, hullucinogenic, dream control, meditation, music, or travel. The point really is that we dont allow any expirence to be taken for granted, rather we look at each moment as if it contains the potentiality for anything (it very well may). Routine is my enemy, comforatability a danger, and blind acceptance a hollow existance. even though i may not allways(lol) succeed at being impecable, i know that that is what i wan,t and just because ideals do not exist in this realm of shadow, does not mean that i will not strive towards them. Also, i question almost everything, including everything i just stated. I thinks it important to keep in perpective how little we actualy percieve, therefore i rarely say somthing that i am not willing to re-examine. there are a few things that i do believe to be fundamental. First of all, existance is. There is no denying that reality exist and that we, whatever that may be, also exist. Also, there is facualties that exist within the mind (note, there is a difference between the mind and the brain), that allow us to expirence reality in different ways then what we call normal consciousness. One of the most important facaulites is that which allows us to expirence knowledge, or to know somthing. This knowing is different than thinking, believing, percieving, sensing or anything else that is singualar in nature.Rather it is a totality of expirence that has no dichotomy and it can be verified using correct logic, and or math, but is felt as an almost indescrible force that if focused on almost manifest as an omnidirectional presure. There is however, somtimes a problem in verifying this knowledge with conventional means because convention is so far away from connecting to truth. Anyways, i could rant like this for hours so contact me if you want more....
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kittens!!! ( community » pets ) hi all! I have two stubby tailed part lynx black and white kittens up fo... read more
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kittens!!! ( miscellaneous » other ) hi all! I have two stubby tailed part lynx black and white kittens up fo... read more
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kittens!!! ( miscellaneous » other ) hi all! I have two stubby tailed part lynx black and white kittens up fo... read more
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tori show in three days! (blog entry) ok, i really must see Tori live, but alas, i have no one to go with. I will go alone , but i would really love to not be horribly depressed. I mean I love Tori, but doing the solo mission to her concert sounds like a great way for me to increase m... read more
blog entry posted Sat, December 1, 2007 - 3:00 PM permalink - 2 comments
grr (blog entry) so doing meth is f$cking dumb because there is many other much better ways of getting high. Shit even herion is better then meth! So for a person to hooked on meth, dedicate their drug expirence to meth, and swear its the best way to go, they obvi... read more
blog entry posted Sat, May 12, 2007 - 1:39 PM permalink - 2 comments
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ok, i really must see Tori live, but alas, i have no one to go with. I will go alone , but i would really love to not be horribly depressed. I mean I love Tori, but doing the solo mission to her concert sounds like a great way for me to increase my depression levels to places i never thought possible. So, if there is anybody that is interested in going, contact me asap so we can buy tickets, but hurry cause there is not many left....
Sat, December 1, 2007 - 3:00 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
so doing meth is f$cking dumb because there is many other much better ways of getting high. Shit even herion is better then meth! So for a person to hooked on meth, dedicate their drug expirence to meth, and swear its the best way to go, they obviously are f4cking retards.
So, riding a fixed gear bicycle is f4ucking dumb because there is much better ways to ride. Gears are not a bad thing. You can get the same positive things out of a geared bicycle as fixed gear (mainly going really fast)... read more
Sat, May 12, 2007 - 1:39 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
is there anyone out there that believes that pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow do not neccessarily go hand in hand? I mean i am talking about fundamental goodness being inherently seperated from fundamental badness. Not in the religious context by any means. I just mean that it seems to be a widely accepted notion that to know happiness you have to know sadness. It seems to me like thats just a way to justify misery. Like you dont have to beat a dog to have it love having its tummy rubbed. S... read more
Thu, May 3, 2007 - 11:21 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
what the hell is up with this whole belief thing? I know it is inherent within the human mind to deduce some sort of coherent order to reality, but come on people, that is only really beneficial if that perceived order is not JUST a figment of our imagination. Hey dont get me wrong, imagination is beautiful, and i would even go so far as to say that anything imagined exists somewhere, but we are not everywhere! We are here (wherever the hell that may be!). I think its about time we get over o... read more
Wed, April 18, 2007 - 5:29 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
does anybody ever have the subtle and fleeting impression that our tangable perceptions may be something quite different then what we think they are? Some times i will be driving, or lying down, or just looking, and all of a sudden things appear quite abstract, and it is weird because just previously, they were concrete. It is not disimiar to a delerious dream where objects and people and thoughts all intermingle into a near incomprehensible uni-image. reality seems to lose its proportional m... read more
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