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Nissa

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last updated 05/08/07
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My way of staying sane...

Update (blog entry) Hey everyone. Life is a little better. Still a stuggle but better. I had found that telling Brad how I felt and being brutally (?) honest about it helped me emencily (?). We have now filed divorce papers and are working on a plan on how to co-pare... read more
blog entry posted Tue, August 12, 2008 - 11:20 PM permalink - 4 comments
Thank you all!!!!!!!!!!! (blog entry) Thanks so much for your loving words of support and genuine friendship. It means alot to me. Again THANKS!
blog entry posted Mon, July 14, 2008 - 10:20 PM permalink - 0 comments
Why do I......... (blog entry) Why do I feel like one of the ugly people? Am I so undesirable that almost everyone feels the need to run in the other direction? Is it because I'm fat (yes I said FAT) or because I'm not the girly girl? Is it because I'm not playing the Damel - i... read more
blog entry posted Sun, July 13, 2008 - 12:09 PM permalink - 4 comments
MEN SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (blog entry) Well after 7 years of marriage my husband decided that he was not in love with me but was in love with another woman. The same woman he cheated (emotionally) on me with. What sucks even more is that I gave him another shot to work things out but h... read more
blog entry posted Sun, July 13, 2008 - 10:30 AM permalink - 7 comments
Poetry (blog entry) Beauty By J. Lee



At war with myself.

Thinking how others only

Tell me I'm beautiful

When they are inebriated.



Could it be

That I'm really not

The beauty that you see?

Or is it that you fear

What I may say

... read more
blog entry posted Thu, April 24, 2008 - 1:04 AM permalink - 0 comments
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I sooooooooo want this costume!

Dear Santa,I have been such a good girl.....................maybe not. May I please have one anyway? Or at least send me the ANGEL to teach me how to make one.
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My life......in a nutshell

Gender
Female
Age
32
Location
Phoenix
about me
I am married and have three beutiful monkies (childern). And if my life wasn't full enough. I have been dancing for over four years now.

I began learning how to bellydance under the tutiledge of Lara Yancy (Kymana) at Bookman's. When Kymana stopped teaching at Bookman's, I began learning from Promise Maning at the Mesa YMCA. I have recently began learning from the talented Teessa. And because of her my dance has improved. I still get stage fright and feel inadiquate, but now it doesn't show..........much. I hope! :o)

I sew almost all of my costumes from scratch and love to reconstruct costume peices from thrift store finds. I like the challange.

I'm teaching my duaghter how to bellydance and my husband has now taken up the drums. He played his first time in public Feburary 24, 2007 for me (while I danced) and he was awsome. My sons copy daddy when he practices and us girls dance......awsome family bonding time.
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Life...........according to Nissa

Update
Hey everyone. Life is a little better. Still a stuggle but better. I had found that telling Brad how I felt and being brutally (?) honest about it helped me emencily (?). We have now filed divorce papers and are working on a plan on how to co-parent the kids. We have found that being friends helps alot. We have talked about issues that concern us and have been able to come up with some great ideas. Now that school has started I need to get them back into their routine and not let them slide w... read more
Tue, August 12, 2008 - 11:20 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
Thank you all!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks so much for your loving words of support and genuine friendship. It means alot to me. Again THANKS!
Mon, July 14, 2008 - 10:20 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Why do I.........
Why do I feel like one of the ugly people? Am I so undesirable that almost everyone feels the need to run in the other direction? Is it because I'm fat (yes I said FAT) or because I'm not the girly girl? Is it because I'm not playing the Damel - in - Distress or because I prefer to be who I am? I've had these feelings for awhile now and am still very confussed over why. Is it because my feelings were desimmated after a 7 year marriage or because people whom I thought were my friends are reall... read more
Sun, July 13, 2008 - 12:09 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
MEN SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well after 7 years of marriage my husband decided that he was not in love with me but was in love with another woman. The same woman he cheated (emotionally) on me with. What sucks even more is that I gave him another shot to work things out but he couldn't help himself and started talking to her again after he gave me his word that he would never have any contact with her again. This woman had claimed to be my friend............with friends like her who needs enemies! So now we are seperated... read more
Sun, July 13, 2008 - 10:30 AM permalink - 7 comments
 
Poetry
Beauty By J. Lee



At war with myself.

Thinking how others only

Tell me I'm beautiful

When they are inebriated.



Could it be

That I'm really not

The beauty that you see?

Or is it that you fear

What I may say

Or do?



Don't tell me of symmetry

When your vision

Is skewed

And twisted words.



Don't tell me of beauty

When I feel so plain.

Don't tell me of beauty

When you look at me

With "beer goggles" on.

Don't tell me o... read more
Thu, April 24, 2008 - 1:04 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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